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Wish I could Stop
February 21, 2009
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No, not yet But I am going to tonight, now that I am home.

February 21, 2009
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ok you got the right thread sweetheart. Today when it was time for my husband to leave I could feel that it was going to be a hard day and for me hard is trying to avoid cutting. and im fighting it tooth and nail

February 21, 2009
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ok... well have you yet ?

February 21, 2009
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Why not put on some music... ? Christian, music it.. .trust me it will help... try that first ... ok...

February 21, 2009
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I have been all day

February 21, 2009
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I have not yet

February 21, 2009
11:19 pm
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Well good to both.... Have you read, the bible today ?

February 21, 2009
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yes I actually got my sunday school lesson ready for tomorrow

February 21, 2009
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Well seems like your on the right track.... What is bothering you ???

February 21, 2009
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I dont even know I just have this urge in me to cut and it is so hard to ignore sometimes some nights are worse than others but the feeling is often there

February 21, 2009
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Did you have a good day today ??? How was yesterday , with Hubby and the kids... Did you see the movie ya wanted to ?

February 21, 2009
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Ok... well lets stop and pray together right now....ok. I will for you right now. You do the same. Ask GOD to take away the urge. He knows you dont understand why... you are having it. Just ask him for his help... k ?

February 21, 2009
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yeah my the movie was good but my husband was a jerk afterwards he got angry and kept on restarting the Nintendo wii because he wasnt doing well at golf it didnt matter how I was doing he just cared about how he was and he also asked me to stop telling him that he did a good job So I got to have no fun the whole game. Today he was unhappy because the house was a mess I worked on it some today My kids wont stay in bed and its driving me nuts.

February 21, 2009
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ok... honey you sound a bit overwhelmed... are you ?

February 21, 2009
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a wee bit yes

February 21, 2009
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lol... just a wee bit...
Come on now... three kids... running around and a husband who is crabby to say the least... come on ... I think more than a wee bit.

February 21, 2009
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yeah I feel like jumping out of my skin right now

February 21, 2009
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how you feel is important, so are you mad, or frustrated ... or tried ... or all of the above....

come on honey... let it out.. it's ok... I am listening....

February 21, 2009
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I dont usually get mad I get hurt but not usually mad. tonight im feeling unimportant and not worth anyone's time

February 21, 2009
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man... I hate that feeling. I have had many of nights like that ...way too many.

Why are you feeling ingored ?

February 21, 2009
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well my sister in law knows about my cutting she was very accepting at the time and good hearted about it but since then when ever she comes over we never ever talk about it she doesnt ask how im doing with it or anything I had hoped that she would be there for me I was so scared I almost threw up and passed out when I told her now I wish I hadnt

February 21, 2009
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RW,

You are important. Your kids cant tell you that right now because they are to young. Your hubby seems caught up in his own emotions, right now. So it is understandable to feel that way.

I cant tell you how many nights when I was alone rasing my girls by myself that I felt that I didnt matter, and that nobody cared about me. It is a horrible lonely feeling... I want you to know... you are not alone. ...

February 21, 2009
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ty sweetheart

February 21, 2009
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your not alone... right now I will let you ... just so you will never have that feeling again.... I pledge a freindship to you.

We are sisters in Christ... that is a bond nobody can break....

February 21, 2009
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do you want to see the lesson I have planned for tomorrow?

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