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When do coincidences stop being coincidences and start being 'something else'?
July 7, 2007
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Yes, I have felt at times that I was 'made' to go through some of things I have been through...for the experience of them. And it has not all been bad experiences, those are just the ones that I am dealing with the most right now...there have been some pretty good and amazing ones as well...like my first love now.

July 7, 2007
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Bev ~

WOW! Are you twins by any chance? Yes, I do know about the electrical shock current or waves. Have done that with people. It is also, I believe, a part of being a 'healer'. That is what Rhine is going for funding to research.

As for backing off...been there done that MANY times...it is scary, isn't it! As for getting 'cluttered', know that as well...Maybe it is to teach us to be humble about it...don't know..or maybe we become so afraid of these things that we need 'chaos' to distract us from it...I don't know. It is weird though - about the abusers in our lives. I guess that is one thing I am here on the site questioning. Are we to learn how to deal with so-called 'evil'? And yet not become 'evil' ourselves?

I wonder why some of us were given these abilities...and then have had evil things done to us. Can you imagine 'us' being 'evil' and using these abilities for evil intents?

July 7, 2007
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In answer to your question about gemstones. Amethyst is my all time FAVORITE gem and color.

Second would be emeralds, and somehow I ended up with a small bowl full of uncut emeralds...that I give away to people who have 'abilities'.
I also do that with the amethyst crystals as well. I have a 'rock' weighing about 75 pounds of amethyst crystals in my livingroom.

Amethyst and like a granny green apple color are the two main colors of my 'aura'. yes, I see auras as well.

July 7, 2007
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I have looked for people like me to help me understand some of this, to help me develop this more. I am afraid of the testing and the people who have tested me - meaning Duke U., RRC and others - I always felt that they had other intentions about my abilities. (like remote viewing)

I have even looked for groups where I am living now, but haven't found any yet. I read alot about it on the Web and books, and I have been trying to develop or hone them on my own. Difficult to say the least.

I AM glad that my guy is NOT bothered by them or scared by them at all...and he has felt them, seen them in action and he is totally fascinated by it. The first time we made love together after 37 yrs - and now I am totally blushing - that electrical current was phenomenal - like our souls were bound together. He can 'feel' me, my thoughts, everything, as though I right there with him and vice versa and he lives almost a thousand miles away!

July 7, 2007
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I have kept most of this bottled up inside of me for soooo long.

And I just want to keep on writing and writing...but the 'real' world out here is calling. My cats want to be feed, I have to do some housework, and am going to my part-time job in the evening and then need to paint some things ...and so on and so forth...so I cannot spend all the time I WANT to on the thread..DAMN...why can't I be cloned? That would really help with some of the stuff I need to do right now plus give me extra time to do what I want!

July 7, 2007
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And all the questions I have.

All the answer I need to find. About why I allowed all these abusers into my life.

How do I deal with my life as it has been.

How do I deal with it now.

What do I do with these abilities

What can I impart to others to help others.

SO MANY QUESTIONS...SO LITTLE TIME

July 7, 2007
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One question that I have had in the past year or so, that has scared me to ask of anyone, and probably should not even be asking now, is this:

Have any of you been experiencing- or feeling - what I would - call - a 'shortening' of time? Like time has been moving somewhat 'faster' than normal?

July 7, 2007
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Bevdee~

Is it all right to have these kinds of discussions on this side? I often get confused as to what the 'rules' are.

July 7, 2007
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Red

Yes, I believe it is just perfectly fine to have these discussions here.

I was looking at your posts from today. I had to take a little nap before I go into work. I work weekend midnights. I'll have to get back with you tomorrow or Monday morning. Just get it all out. Some of us here have this little saying - "don't delete, don't delete"

I'm not the answerlady. I don't have the answers to many (any?) of the very good questions you raise. In fact, many of my questions are yours! But, weekends are slow here, and there are possibly others who will share with you, too.

I am thinking of this one thing you said. Current- and healer. This grabbed my attention because I have heard massage therapists say they feel current going from their hands to and from the client's body.

I need to get ready for work. I'll post to you soon, Red Blonde.

July 7, 2007
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Bev

Me, too. Cats are fed or should I say the Brats are fed and am going out the door shortly to my parttime job.

Just another one of those coincidences - job wise!

July 7, 2007
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Just flipped to the SciFi channel where they have this really recent and really AWFUL B Movie...talking about Cocaine found in mummies and transatlantic trade routes. Something I had mentioned yesterday or the day before on another LIB thread! LEAVE IT TO HOLLYWOOD! LOL!

July 8, 2007
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Bevdee~

I hope that Isis reads this thread, I am interested in her Celtic ways. And didn't you mention on another thread that your dad took you to a Wiccan service. If I am a witch, as my mother called me, I would like to be a 'white' witch.

I could start relating some events or happenings to show why there are no such things as coincidences in my life.

July 8, 2007
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Hey Red Blonde,

I ran across this, and took the little quiz. Kind of interesting.

http://www.beliefnet.com/story.....665_1.html

July 8, 2007
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Bevdee

Well, I took the test, and answered all the questions as to how I think and feel, and my results are:

100% Neo-Pagan

So now what....should I look up what I need for Neo-Paganism?

Maybe Isis should get on this thread.

July 9, 2007
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Bevde ~

Looked up some Unitarian and 'pagan' groups in the area. But what they were suggesting on the 'Pagan' Group is that they are into witchery and spells and kind of sounded like Satan worshipping...not Wiccan. I am not sure if that is my 'cup of tea'.
Trying to get some info on a group of psychics in my area though.

Have not received any info on that group yet. Just feeling sort of like I don't 'belong' anywhere again.

And I hope I haven't upset anyone on this site.

Just feeling lost and lonely today.

July 9, 2007
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Hey Miss Red

Weekends are slow here, especially in the summer. I took that quiz, and it said I was --

Theravada Buddhism (100%)

Unitarian Universalism (94%)

Neo-Pagan (84%)

Mahayana Buddhism (82%)

Liberal Quakers (73%)

Secular Humanism (72%)

Liberal Quakers- whatever.

Now I have to look all those up?

Don't worry about offending. This "side" is supposed to be for the free exchange of ideas and different viewpoints. Don't worry about offending. I suggest that you just start writing it all out. And like Rising suggeste, maybe you can keep it as a work in progress. I know that I didn't retrieve all my junk memories chronologically!

Talk at you later. (((Red)))

July 9, 2007
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Hey Folks,

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July 9, 2007
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we shouldn't dream in color????

okay, so explain the VIVID dreams I have, alive and in technicolor.

I can tell you the blood in my dream last night was REAL red...on white snow in some spots...the colors of the clothes we were wearing, of the clothes the rescue crews were wearing.

yes, it was real.

another time I was having baby dreams where I had to help deliver a baby and there was "ooze" coming out her nose and mouth and I then dropped her....yeah, it was real.

so we aren't supposed to dream in color?

I have to tell you my experience, which I don't relate to ME, but to the company I was keeping.

I mentioned my daughter's conception and how the situation was a little "different".

yes, we had sex, but...leading up to it.

I moved to charleston SC with a friend I met at a job in CT. Her mother is japanese and philipino and her grandmother lives in "witch country" in the philipines, tho I don't know where that is exactly.

They enjoyed playing with the ouija board...tho I didn't believe in it, I was fascinated...as were the rest of the girls that hung out with us.

now, there are so called "rules" about what spirits can and can't do, etc....but if those spirits want to mess with your head, oh boy can they.

we had one spirit tell us he was seated on the sofa next to the guy snoring away...yes, there was a guy on the sofa...anothe one told us he was in the hallway outside the apartment, and described it to a T.

Anyway, this was while we were in Norfolk VA, then we moved to charleston, where it was only the mom, my friend and her brother in the home.

we no longer had a ouija board, so we made one with cardboard and a 4 oz juice glass.

I didn't think it would work.

OH BOY it did.

one of the spirits claimed it was the spirit of her baby's father, who was asleep in his apartment in sandiego CA. I never thought spirits could be spirits of LIVE people...so not sure I undrestood that one...but the spirit knew things about the baby and relationship....so I didn't question it.

Anyway, my friend's brother (and my daughter's father) used to mess with us and request to speak to high powered "dark" spirits...who often were too angry or mean to speak with, it if was often hard to get them to say goodbye. Often we would lose grip on the juice glass as it flew around the board. I didn't believe until I saw that glass HOVER and we have almost no grip on it, yet it still moved.

Shortly after some of these experiences, I came home one night after working late...my friends brother and I were playing cards on the table in the center of the living room, his mom, his sister and the baby asleep upstairs.

the tv was on, the light next to the tv was on, and the light on the end table...as well as bathroom and ktichen light.

it got COLD in the room...sent shivers down me...all of a sudden, the touch lamp plugged in to the same outlet as the tv started going thru it's three way cycle...bright, brighter, brighter, off, and so on...over and over.

my friends bro told it to stop.

it did

then started again, faster....

he told it to say goodbye and it did....in the off position.

now, all this time...the tv never wavered, as did none of the other lights...including the othe touch lamp on the end table.

so, being freaked out, i said I wasn't staying downstairs...he said he wasn't either and asked to sleep on my bedroom floor.

being codep., I didn't want to make him sleep on the hard floor alone (and I was scared shitless)...so we snuggled on the floor...one thing did lead to another...and tho he didn't finish...I was pregnant with one drop of his "pre-ejaculate". WE stopped because we had no protection (tho it was a little late to htink about) and his family was in the next room and it was freaking me out.

that was it. all it took.

Anyway, I kept saying "I believe, I believe, I believe"....I DO believe...I won't go there again...cuz I lack the understanding to make it "safe" in my mind.

anyhow, once I found out I was pregnant, they had already planned on moving (she decided to leave the navy)...and he left, leaving me with the child, but a true blessing.

but bottom line is, I don't question these kinds of things, they exist...and that's all there is to it.

I am fascinated by things like this.

At one psychic "fair", I was told my daughter was an old soul, that she knows more than I think she does...that she does have some "gifts". I have always tried learning about astrology, tarot and more.

so welcome and glad you finally found a place to feel comfortable sharing!

July 9, 2007
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red,

There are a couple of fiction books you might be interested in reading just for fun by Robbin Parrish..the first is RELENTLESS and the second is FEARLESS...about a group of people called the 'Loci' who have super psychic abilities.

bevdee,

That test weblink sounds like fun, wonder what i would score, will have to take it for fun. My sis and I are that close too. Years ago I swallowed a piece of glass that almost killed me, I bled inside from here to kingdom come. When it happened, she dropped a glass in her kitchen and broke it, and she knew something was wrong with me. We lived in different states at the time. We tend to know to this day when the other is experiencing some trouble. My ex-husband is also extrememly 'psychic' in this way.

rising,

you mentioned an 'old soul'..i have often said that about my sons, but mostly the youngest one. It is an interesting concept, 'old soul'.

July 9, 2007
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OMW -

my daughter is surely an old soul.

she has an incredible wealth of knowledge with no explanation of how she got it.

she seems to pick things up easily....she is fascinated by ancient cultures, specifically wolves of the native american culture and the egyptian culture, specifically bast or bastet.

as a baby, she KNEW how to run the VCR...now, most kids figure it out...this kid, at 18 months KNEW what rewind was and how to do it. I had a cover over the buttons, and always used the remote. I walked into the room one day and she had the covery off and the machine rewinding....and I asked her what she was doing and she said "I rewinding mommy, I rewinding". Yep, she had it figured out. I am not a big "talker", so I had never used the word before, and never taught her anything.

Another thing I was told was that babies have imaginary friends that aren't so imaginary...I am told they can communicate with spirits...and once they learn to talk, this gift is often taken away, because they would be told it was silly and frowned upon that they do.

One day she was looking in a mirror and making really STRONG gestures with her hands...jabbering away (this is a kid who doesn't jabber)...and in between words I could not understand, I heard the name Pammy, over and over again. This happened twice. My aunt Pammy had passed on when she was 9 month old.

Also, my daughter seems to have memories going back to infancy and toddlerhood that even I don't remember, but remember the situation, so can't doubt her word...since she can describe the whole scene...just how early do memories start?

Anyway, in school, my daughter excels without effort...which makes her complacent. She doesn't try, she doesn't have to.

The scary part is that the psychich told me that we don't get along well (this was when she was a toddler)...she said that was because we didn't get along in a past life and she chose me this time around so we could get it right this time and fix that relationship...that we had unfinished business....but no, I am not an old soul like her.

She is very grown up for her age...and if you observe her...you also think she is very "mature" in an old soul kind of way...yet still a kid.

She is unique and glad she is mine.

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You know, this is really interesting because just this week-end I was talking to my fiancee about how I have recently noticed that ALOT of young children, some even babies - in this day and age seem to have a real "sophistication" about them.

I see them in public places and smile....and many just sort of give me this sad, knowing "dead-pan" look.

It has not happened just once or twice....but quite often.

I think that I have probably said this once before on this site, but I remember just as clear as day choosing this life.....I was warned by the elders that it was going to be rough.....but I DISTINCTLY remember saying that: "I was up for the challenge." I know that just as plain as the nose on my face!!!!

Also, I dream in color. Actually - I can't really remember a time when I don't dream in color.

I had this great dream one time that I was rolling around in this field of daisies and wildflowers....that I rolled right off the bed 🙂 I also dream of flying.

Does anyone remember the Slip "n Slide? You know - you lay down this plastic material in the yard and add water and run and slide on it?

Well, another dream I had - it was like I was sliding on my back (like on the Slip "n Slide)...only I was circling the earth really, really fast and just laughing the whole time.

Another time I felt that I was just energy and could move around in space with just my thoughts. I could travel from A to B with just a thought and i would instantaneously just be there.

Anyway, just thought that I would throw in my 2 cents.

July 9, 2007
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Red,

What is your concept of evil?

The other thing that struck me in reading your posts is that it might be possible that your mom had the same "gift" and because of the way she was treated , tried to shame you or scare you as a means of protecting you from possible hurt. Just a thought.

My sister is not my twin. She is 2 1/2 years younger, but we have the same rare blood type.

I'm thinking about you and thinking what a shame it is that you, with your amazing gifts, were born into the world you were born into. Without a mentor, guidance. Without someone that could have helped you to use this highly sensitive, "otherworld" gift to it's greatest capacity and yet show you how to achieve balance in this physical earth we live on.

How much of our innate creativity is stifled by convention? By misunderstanding and fear? I wonder what I would have done "artistically", expressively, had I not had to earn a living, and gotten bogged down in the everyday grind?

I like aquamarine, and anything purple. I really like purple jade. I have a pretty little Botswana Agate that I carry in my pocket, and also a Blue Lace Agate that calms me.

July 9, 2007
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Vivid dreams- I should say vivid recall. Being able to recall the details of a dream.

My niece talked to the air in my mother's house. She liked that air. She would be playing along and look up all of a sudden, smile and say "hi" and just start chattering away. I asked her once when she was about 18 months old if she remembered before she was born and she said yes. I asked her what she remembered and she said, "My daddy was John" She used to freak me out. Btw- the house my mom and stepdad bought is haunted. I still see it every time I visit.
The house is about 120 years old, and has 4 levels, up and down stairs, basement and attic. Almost all the "activity", the little happenings, is centered around the stairwells. My sister is aware of "her". We always thought of it as female, and my mom and stepdad can't hear or sense it like we do. They thought we were just trying to scare each other by talking about it. My niece is sensitive to it, though.

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I think that soap is gorgeous, but I'm still trying to figure out how much they want for it!

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Truth, you said "I see them in public places and smile....and many just sort of give me this sad, knowing "dead-pan" look."

you just FREAKED me the hell out.

that is EXACTLY my daughter.

and she is so misunderstood...everyone thinks there is something wrong with her, something "depressed". I call her my "eeyore" cuz she is so sullen all the time.

But she isn't...she just isn't bothered by what goes on around her, can't be bothered to be involved.

Anyway, yeah, that's my daughter.

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