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When do coincidences stop being coincidences and start being 'something else'?
May 27, 2010
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Good morning everyone:)

May 27, 2010
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Hi ((BFG ~Hep!))

I spy with my little eye something that is red. I spy a or rather a few ..red flags in my own last post, which are alarms to myself.. These flags let me know i am in the hypo-manic zone. When i use language i would other wise not ever let out of my own head, language which normally doesn't even live in my head. (we are love and light style flakey new age cringe-worthy phraseology add etc..) Comes from trying as hard as possible to not care about anything but not falling into a downward spiral). I'm happy to flake out if i think it might prevent me from having a panic attack or something of the sort..but this leaning so far away from the negative thoughts...is imbalanced also, and comes with it's own set of problems. Anyway, so i am back on the roller-coaster.

Truth is, my heavenly experience of late, of just relaxing into who i am in the company of another.. where i am not in the least bit stressed about making sure i carefully edit all i say for fear of being even more dis-connected than i already deep down feel ..also has it's other side...as things do. I feel the deep sadness of how starved i clearly must be for genuine /authentic communication...that being able to be myself and feel loved and accepted as i am..would feel soooooo amazing..it's pretty sad. It's pretty great to feel it. And pretty sad...that it's so exciting. It should be a normal feeling to feel an accepted part of things. Same thing happens to me on this thread...the good/bad feeling...hope i make sense..??

Anyway, today i feel not stable and don't know my ass from my elbow. I'm stressed and afraid i'll lose it. πŸ™ Amazing how things can turn on a dime.

Anyway, thanks so much for giving the space to go a bit crazy in...and still show me kindness..

please hold a good thought for me that i get more sane than insane a.s.a.p.

I feel such stress and sorrow for the state of our world...it's all i can do but inundate myself with positive spins...but when i can't get the spin going...heaven turns to hell in an instant. Vice-versa too.

Today i really wish i was NOT an alien!

Love you guys. Take care

May 27, 2010
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Oh alien my friend, I'm sorry you've got the crazies.

Welcome to the "0 to 100 and back again" club! I'm on chinese supplements to battle my hormones and my panic attacks. You might think about balancing out your system.

I hear ya about being "starved". I feel the same way. It's all about balance.

I personally like when you get down with your bad self in the "new age" lingo department. There's nothing wrong with you. Feel free to let it all hang out here. I understand you. And you probably have a lot more experiences under your belt that you aren't letting on about. I do too. I don't share them with people in my real world unless I know they can relate (or won't think I'm nuts). In my cyber world, or on this thread, I feel safe enough to talk about my experiences. Don't care if people that read it think I'm crazy.

We all need some warm and fuzzy's every now and then.

{{{ALIEN}}} {{}}=warm & fuzzy hug.

May 31, 2010
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I hope you can check in soon RED! Think'n about ya.

June 4, 2010
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bumping

June 6, 2010
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πŸ™‚

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Hep!}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}~super-fuzzy-hugs

I can't thank you enough..can I?

Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you...ad infinitum.

...don't know if i'll come back?..any time soon anyway..?

Trying to do things and go places and be with people that help me to re-member that i am strong and valuable..and i know i am, valuable and strong. I forget this though from time to time when i am not in environments that are right for me, as do we all.

Don't know what else to say right now. It's hard and painful for me to post here right now..

I just really wanted to over-ride my fear though, and say thanks so much for being such an amazing support to me, i am so grateful you can see me for who i really am...eh? I think you do.

Sending you so much love , gratitude and support.

Love Always, your sentient and benevolent friend aLiEn
xoxo

June 6, 2010
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No Regrets. πŸ™‚

~not my typical kind of thing...but i loved the 6 minutes i spent watching this link sent to me by a good friend..hope it brings joy and courage..it totally made me cry ;). Good cry..

Love, aLiEn

June 6, 2010
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((((((((((((((((((((((ALIEN)))))))))))))))))))

Thank YOU! Thank you for being so brave and posting, it makes me feel so special! And I haven't felt that in a LONG time.....now you made me cry!

Let us just feel better already! eh? Do whatever you need to do my friend. And I'll do the same.

Lots of Love, Peace, Joy and Healing to you.

Your soul sister,

Hep

June 6, 2010
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We posted at the same time. I'll check out your link.

Love,

Hep

June 6, 2010
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(((((((HEP!!))))

Thanks.

You ARE so special! Glad you feel it ;). What matters most is how you see yourself..how we see ourselves..

Ya, let's just feel better already. Already.

I'm sure i'll be back in 'awhile' to check in. Just gotta build myself up a bit more first. A number of things are actually starting to unfold for me in very promising ways. I AM finding myself involved with a growing number of a good bunch of kindred buddies. And there are glimpses of other promising things on the horizon too...all this is keeping my vibe out of a catastrophic style sate of mind. For this i am exponentially grateful!

Take care and i will too.

Yours in recovery and goodwill, aLiEn

(((((((love rules))))))))

June 12, 2010
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Hey Red. Hope you're doing ok. I hope you can drop a line soon. Miss ya!

June 19, 2010
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Me too Rouge! Hope you are ok.

June 19, 2010
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Thanks for bumping up this thread, alien.

June 21, 2010
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Metta Prayer

May I be at peace
May my heart remain open
May I awaken to the light of my own true nature
May I be healed
May I be a source of healing for all beings
May you be at peace
May your heart remain open
May you awaken to the light of your own true nature
May you be healed
May you be a source of healing for all beings

Howard Wills

June 26, 2010
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Hi (((((((EVERYONE)))))))

I am still here, still around. Though I have been extremely depressed and fatigued.

I am asking all my great friends at the AAC to send me.....

Positive beneficial healing energies.....

I can use all the energies sent.

I am going to try to read and write more tomorrow.

I love you all and have missed you all.

Red!

June 26, 2010
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(((((((((((RED!!))))))))))

I'm sorry to hear you are having a hard time recovering. Please know I think about you every day. I will continue to send you lots of love and positive energy.

I hope you will look up the chapter that I posted on Affirmations in the "In This Moment" thread. I think it might help.

Lots of Love,

Hep

June 26, 2010
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(((((((((AlIeN)))))))))))

(((((((((((HEP!)))))))))))

June 26, 2010
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Positive beneficial healing energies....positive ions, positive earth energy, a healing aura

sent to you red blonde!

June 26, 2010
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REd Blond, I was thinking of you the other day. Anything I can do for you I will. I know you aren't "Christian" based as I am but I hope you won't mind a prayer to my God that all will be well with you.

Bitsy

June 26, 2010
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((((((((andii)))))))))

Thank you!!! I am appreciative of all that positive energy!!!!!

June 26, 2010
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(((((((((Bitsy))))))))))))))

I embrace all the beauty and grace that all religions offer .... that are positive, enlightening, loving and uplifting... I just do my best to reject the negativity in any religion that is 'man' driven or interjected based on prejudices, oppression, manipulation and greed.

Some day I will try to explain or describe my 'beliefs'....

I accept your prayer... and I thank you as well.

Red!

June 28, 2010
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Hi (((red)))

Waiting for you to post about whats going on.

what is happening in your life now?

I've been thinking about you.

Sending postive healing energy your way from CanadEH!

"I embrace all the beauty and grace that all religions offer .... that are positive, enlightening, loving and uplifting... I just do my best to reject the negativity in any religion that is 'man' driven or interjected based on prejudices, oppression, manipulation and greed."

I like that and agree totally.

Be Well!

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((((Rouge!!)))

I'm thinking of you often and zingin' good vibes your way. I'm pretty wrapped up in a bunch of stuff right now in all corners of the universe, but i take you with me in my heart and mind. I've loved connecting with you here and i miss you. I'll not be around here much for the next few months i don't imagine..but then again, things keep changing course on me this summer and i'm left to constantly devise a new trajectory etc..I guess really a lot is totally way up in the air..i'm trying to navigate through so much uncertainty, and i have so much to do..regardless.

I am sorry to read that things are not in a pleasant flow for you these days...but also relieved to get some news..hang in Red!

I could use a good vibe or two myself every now and then. If you should find yourself with any spare good vibes at any time, and i suspect you will ;)..i'll gladly volunteer to keep my channels open to receiving any..

Until we meet again my friend. Stay Strong! I'll keep my good beams on ya..

Hi (((Hep!))) (((MsG))) (((everyone)))

Take care all!!!

love, aLiEn

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