
4:41 pm

September 29, 2010

What is going on? I read the thread...and I know you are feeling like you are being kicked while you are down. I understand that feeling. But...are you going to let one or two people stop you from feeling safe??
C'mon. You have a lot to offer here, and the rest of us support you. Don't let one or two ruin what could potentially be a HUGE support system for you, as it has for many of us here..
(((survivor)))
4:45 pm

September 24, 2010

This is what I do here...I am on the verge of tears again, I feel like a failure in life, I just feel like I exist and don't know why anymore, I feel horrible, thank you..I am trying not to cry,my husband is home playing video games in the same room as me, I am thinking I need to make dinner, but I feel as if I can't do anything right now, cause deep down I need to cry and really let it out but can't.
4:49 pm

September 24, 2010

4:50 pm

September 29, 2010

On this site honey, along with ANYWHERE in this life....we have to stop running. (I really need to be listening to myself here)
Let me tell you this....about 10 months ago almost exactly...I was VERY hurt on this site by a LOT of people. But, let me tell you this...as much as I wanted to run...and I did want to. I did take a small break...about three weeks. BUT...those same people are ones that I have grown to care about and love deeply and I have learned SO much from them. We won't agree on everything...we just won't. We HAVE to stop running.
You have people here that care...and just because your opinion isn't the same as someone elses...that is ok. A fight is ok. You are OK. I promise.
Running...it has never solved anything for me. Only prolonged the pain...and that was only to some degree. It still hurt...I just didn't show it.
You are ok....and we are here to support you.
5:07 pm

September 24, 2010

I just take things personally, and always have..I am way better than I used to be, just ask Ladeska...she knows, she picked me up off the floor when everyone else kicked me down and threw me in the ditch and educated me on sooo much. I miss her alot lately too. I know that others have differnt experiences and that they might not mean harm, not everyone anyhow here...I knwo that...I am trying, I am here, but have to go now, thank you again, for caring and sharing your own xperiences, I know how hard that can be...be well SIM.
10:27 pm

September 30, 2010

Survivor, I too take things very personally and then my heart aches. I have too almost left a couple of times. Yet, I feel like I have learned so much from others here, way more than in my everyday life where the mundane seems to exist. Sometimes a break is needed to regroup our thoughts.
Oh, I have enjoyed reading your posts very much.
gg
11:38 am

September 30, 2010

8:04 am

September 24, 2010

Hey..thanks...um, I am ok, just alot going on but I am managing it, rather not get into it here. I just hate what I see anymore, Ladeska writes it out oh so perfectly here, I am sad..so are alot of people in this world too, I have good company here. How are you? Hugs to ya and thanks for asking bout me too:)
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