September 30, 2010
January 5, 2011
BFG, I have been fine. Trying to stay warm. I really enjoy hearing
from you. I think you have gained a lot of insight into your past
and I think that is great that you are making an effort to find out
who you are and trying to understand where you came from so you can
one day hopefully find these answers that you are searching for.
From what you shared about your brother he has really been damaged.
Hope you are staying warm. What are your plans for the
September 30, 2010
you Puptent...I appreciate that! We are just going to hang out at
home and cook dinner here, play the Wii and buy a movie from
Verizon! What about you?
Yes, my brother
has alot of issues, he has many run ins with the fbi, police and
anyone in authority, has been unfairly imprisoned, beat up by the
police and harrassed...he knows things and has taunted them with
his information and has made some very huge enemies...
he thinks for some
reason these people were or are part of the system that abused him,
I am sure its different people, but maybe the same sources? I do
not know for sure, my heart breaks for him, so much, he is walking
around dead...I can not be close to him cause he is dangerous even
to me or has hinted at it, he is also very votaile.
September 24, 2010
girl and puptent,
In case you did
not see the other thread, I left a note to wish all of you a Happy
Bf girl, I also
wanted to say, that I have noticed your growth and you should be
very proud of yourself. When I first met you, I knew you were still
having a lot of pain. I see now that you are willing to open up and
speak out about many of the wrong things that were done to you and
your siblings, and it has made you very strong.
I really missed
you when you were away. I know that you had to do it, it was part
of your journey. I am glad that you are back and that things look
like they are going much better for you.
I hope you and yor
husband and your daughter have a really good day
September 30, 2010
((((chinadoll!))))thank you!!! I also wish the same for you and
yours too! I was very angry when I first came here, and I lashed
out in ways I am ashamed of too. I understand why I did what I did
but I also realize it was not the way to be or to live, it was not
helping me or others.
I have spent alot
of time thinking and trying to understand why this evil world
continues the way that it has and to make sense of it, I know now i
never will but I can live and be happy and make the most of the
life I have left. I may not have my parents, sister and brother,
liked I wished I could have, but I have a good husband and a
wonderful sweet child...and two furry dogs! i need to be THANKFUL
for them and what I have, which is more than enough... I just
wished I did not spend so much time being unhappy in life, cause it
was wasted time, but I do understand that is what we do, we must go
through those trials to get where we are now... And we all go
through it, some more than others, some never reach a state of
contentment and I will not judge them either, I know how it feels
to be hated for hating yourself, its not much fun. I see my brother
and his rage, his hate and his heartache and how his life has been
ruined, by abuse, an terrible accident and nasty people who want to
see him dead... I feel bad for him, I know very well that could of
been me too, if I had no family of my own, I would be alot
different I believe I would be hungry, homeless and alone, I am so
thankful I am not...I am very thankful to whoever if anyone up
there who had a hand in this, I am just thankful period I guess....
be well all!
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