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MAMAC, ZINNIE, FREE, AND MY VERY CHERISHED ARMYLEO
October 28, 2007
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Hi army~

Bad air quality where I'm at, too. Check this out. I've a hillside in my backyardwith pine trees on it, and a man made waterfall and pond- water comes out the pipe in the rocks and falls to pond, under bridge, falls to next pond, flows to next pond, falls to pond, falls to bottom koi pond. So I check my koi the other day (they're my babies) and they're not breathing so well. So I turn on "pond" , which pumps the water up the hill and starts the pond, and oxygenates the water. It has to be turned on at least once a day to oxygenate. A little while later a koi dies. I'm like what the heck? So I put filter lining at the top water fall to filter the water, and in about an hour, the filter lining turned black. It was gnarly.

That's the crap we're breathing- what was happening is that I was turning on the pond to oxygenate and the water was picking up all the smoke in the air.

I've had to water change with the hose to save my pond. Even the algae on the side is dying, along with the moss.

this is what we're breathing!

Kids and I are all sick- horrendous sinus infections and one kid got a terrible throat infection- it's not strep (they did the 5-minute strep culture at the doc's office) but her throat was filled with pus pockets so doc put her on an antibiotic.

My head feels like it weight 50 pounds.

good to see ya posting around the place.

How are the girls?

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November 4, 2007
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Hey Army

just poppin in to say hi, im doin ok, i will write more later, dont worry about me, im just very busy and very friggen tired...

I miss u...

Kaise

November 4, 2007
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Hi kassie~

are you moved in with your daughter and how is it going?

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November 4, 2007
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Kasie: Where is little man staying in all this? Please say you took him w/ you. And did you move in w/ your daughter permaneantly?

Free: Hope all is well w/ you and your kids. I read sinus infections? Vicks just inside the nostril. Nebulizer treatments if you have a machine. I am glad ya'll are safe now.

November 4, 2007
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Hi mamma~

I think little man went with her. Her daughter is having a tough time with the baby, baby is in the hospital all the time and looks like baby might not make it.....

It's so good to hear from you. I miss ya! I forgot about vicks- I was using tea tree oil, read about it on the Charmer/abuser thread in support and ya know what? I think it may have actually cured my sinus infection. The two girls- wound up on antibiotics.

We're definitely safe from the fires for now. We're looking at renting a tractor and puting in a fire break in our back yard. We back up to the woods- chaparral that has so much cinder dry underbrush- and then I have pine trees in my back yard. They're beatiful, but if they catch....

How you holding up?

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November 7, 2007
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OHHHH NO NO NO NO!!!!

Never wil I ever move in with my daughter I may be nuts but not CRAZY!!!!....

No I just went to visit, I had to see the baby and touch and hug him just incase God takes him to the sky...

My daughter,well she has her whole mess on a plate in front of her, the hearing is next friday, and once thats over i wil lbe able to write more and indulge but until some other people are placed into the jail along with My daughters boy friend, I simple cannot talk about details.

My daughter has stepped up emmensly, Im so very proud of her in that sence, she has taken control of her situaion regarding her daughter and has her lving with her now.. She may be seeing the light but im in no way holding my breath....

IM doing ok, ive been so busy with school, but you will be pleased to know I got stragight A's on my mid-terms!!! yipeee!!!! whoohooo!!!!!!

Im still caring the 4.0 average, Im gona do it this semster, just taking it one day at a time.....

I love you all, and miss you, but im friggen tired!!!!! good night ....

Thanks mama, free, Army...

I miss you guys!!!!!!!:(

Kasie

November 7, 2007
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P.S......

mama:

Little man is right here with me, he has and always will be, aint no way im letting him go, id fight to the end and you know it!!!

love you!!
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November 8, 2007
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Good to hear from you Kassie- congrats big time on school. You keep it up lady, education is power.

Hoping things go well at the hearing (hearing- what hearing did I miss something?) and looking forward to knowing what's going on.

(((kassie and little man)))

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November 14, 2007
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Hello All just checking in, been busy as usual,
My daughter is back in the hospital with the baby,but this time just for more testing, he is doing good holding his sugar but not gaining much wieght. I keep praying for her, and the baby.
Today is my daughters 22 birthday, and there she is about to go to jail and do time for soemething her fahter got her invloved in, and IM mad as hell!!!
I cant say anything until he gets charged and that wont be until my daughter gets out of the hospital so that she and her baby's are protected,,GEEZE!!!

what next???

Im doin ok in school, been really trying hard this second half of semester is hard, but im doing it..

Ive not had to manage sucha ful plate in years...
I also have a class project due the day after thanksgiving, ugh!!!

what was I thinking???

MAMA, FREE ARMY????

November 14, 2007
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Kassie~ You do a really go job of keeping things under the lid. I have no idea what you're talking about regarding yur daughter going to jail and why you have to keep quiet etc.

BUT....

Your daughter sure is lucky to have you Kassie. and so is the baby.

hang in there. this too shall pass.

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November 15, 2007
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kasie:

you were thinkin of a better life for you and little man. You are to be commended for that. Second semester is goin rougher I'm sure due to all the stress. You hang in the girl. You will persevere. You've not even begun to see the reapin for all you are sowing. It will all fall together one day and then you'll really be amazed. you'll sit back and say, it is good.

As for daughter. Did she know what she was doing was wrong? Did he break her arm to force her to help him? Did he threaten her life or the life of her child? If the answer to all those is NO then hon there is not much else that can be said to her other than "I'm sorry honey, you were taught there were consequences for every action. You know right and wrong."

If that be the case then let it go. You already know she is telling him everything you say. Please do not let yourself be fooled in any way and specially not from the love you have for your daughter.

If that not be the case and she was totally and completely a victim, which I don't believe based on her telling him your private life to use against you. But, if she is totally and completely the victim them stand up for her ONLY if she is willing to take the steps she needs to that will prove it to you. Whatever you do.. whether you get sucked into anything or not. Don't let her cause little man problems or grief. You know what I mean.

Gotta stop for awhile. You hang in there hon.

November 27, 2007
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Kassie - Free - MamCin,

First I hope all of your are doing well.

I'm sorry I've kindof left for a bit...

I wish I could say because I'm working on myself etc. I don't know, I seem to be at an impasse with myself. I seem to be fighting or having conflicting stuff (in my thoughts lately. Anyways I can't even seem to verbalize them, so It's not that important.

Kassie - how are you doing in school? How is your daughter doing...Let us know how your holding up.

Free - I know you had a thread going a couple of weeks ago, I'll try and find it to see how your doing. I didn't know how to help or what to say at the time, and I haven't been around, so I just sent out a hug. I want you to know how much you mean to me, how you have a way of just knowing what is going on, and the right words to say.

I honestly have relied on you the last year, for my sanity.... Please TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF...we need you back.

Remember the journey, it's the journey and we keep moving, no stopping we might go sideways or a couple of steps back, some weeks we even sprint but we continue our journey together.

Mamacin - how's your therapy going? More importantly is the pain lessening and are you able to get around more? I'lll try to seek you out in the coffeehouse.

You guys are all wonderful.
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November 27, 2007
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Armyangel:

So good to see you back.

Impasses are hard to break thru but it can be done and I feel you are strong enough now to do so. Keep workin on it and if there is anything we can help you w/ then just hollar.

I'm out the door to a funeral so I cannot stay. Will try to check in when I return home.

Free's thread is.... Tell me what to do (or something similar to that).

Glad you are here.

November 28, 2007
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thank you army.

I'm struggling with custody issues over my son. We go to court next week. I'm so f-ing sick of court. Been in out continuously since 1997. It's so stupid. And now, we have yet another judge- this will be judge number 4. Every time we get a new judge, it all starts up again.

I know, this too shall pass. But I hate it.

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