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I really need spiritual or religious support.....without dedate. horsefly
January 27, 2010
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This is new for me.....I hope this thread is not shredded or twisted. I don't care what you believe in as long as it doesn't hurt anyone, is where I am I at. I believe that my spirit , soul and body needs healing. I am asking for prayers. Love to All, horsefly

January 27, 2010
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Whats up, my friend? (((((Horsefly)))))

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January 27, 2010
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I am medically in big trouble now. it statAter the mri last week.....Just got another epidural to be walking.....I am really in having troubles realizing how severe my chronic pain problems are and I have 9 disks going out.......plus the horsebites. I have in the past four years tried so hard to be a little normal. I have always found that the people that were atleast interested in a supreme being of this world.....I get aalong with best and need to be around. In real life it is hard. Thank You, horsefly

January 27, 2010
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(sd)) we crossed post......This computer is slow and I am too. hf

January 27, 2010
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Ah, horsefly ,my sweets. even whn you're in pain you've got a sense of humor.

I'm so sorry to hear that! You really have had an awful time of things for the last few years, between health problems, the bureuacracy- you name it. I'll pray my very hardest for things to get better for you. You certainly deserve a reprieve. You've been fighting the tough fight, its time for a break.

(((((Horsefly))))

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January 27, 2010
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Naturally sd, life is hard. I only thought they had a full mri of my spine. I guess I thought I was really going crazy about myself....my legs....so after I found out I only limited to theses injections...very strong. My mri I showed the 3 disks....stenolosis..lumbar......added to herniated and 3bulging.....whatever.So I have deteriated and they just missed 3 major disks. I ALWAYS SAID......the symptoms of the hbites would kill me or a brokenheart........I give Up.

January 27, 2010
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So what can be done?

They miss diagnosed you? I doubt you want to go after them aftet what you've already been thru, right? Can they do surgery? Fuse any disks?

I don't know much about backs.

You CAN'T gve up. You're too strong and feisty to do that.

sd

January 27, 2010
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((((Horsefly))))

I will help you as much as I can spiritually at the moment.

Would like you to repeat the following a couple of times a day:

Each and every day

and in every way

I am getting better and better

healthier and healthier

Happier and happier

Wealthier and wealthier.

It is an affirmation statement...

I will repeat it using your 'horsefly' nickname. I also do this for myself... though I have been a slacker lately.

LOVE and HEALING ENERGIES!

XOXOXO

Red!

January 27, 2010
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((((Horsefly)))))

January 27, 2010
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Prayer for healing

Hear my prayer, O Lord, heed my plea for mercy.

In time of trouble I call You, for You will answer me.

When pain and illness are my companions, let there be room in my heart for strength.

When the days and nights are filled with darkness, let the light of courage find its place.

Help me endure the suffering and dissolve the fear; renew within me the calm spirit of trust and peace.

We praise you, O God, Healer of the Sick

January 27, 2010
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(Horsefly)

It's been a rough road for you. Wishing you all the best. I know how tough it is to be positive when one is in pain.
Healing thots to you at this time.

January 28, 2010
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((((Horsefly))))

I'm really so sorry to hear how hard things are.
I will make every effort to keep a steady beam of (((healing/loving))) thoughts and wishes perpetually radiating towards you. I *pray* you get the help/relief you need, in whatever form that may appear, a.s.a.p. I believe you will. Have faith things can/will get better, even if you can't imagine how... Hang in there! Until again. lOvE aLiEn x0

January 28, 2010
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Horsefly- I pray you will be comfortable and free from pain.

Love,

Destinystar

February 4, 2010
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Praying for you HF!

Please update us when you can.

February 9, 2010
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MY Dear Friends, Thank each of you for writing. I am alright now. I know many here on thi site and each one is special to me. Your thoughts on this thread I took inward and knew you meant it. Thank you so much. I also talked to the chaplain at the hospital.

Things have gotten so much better ....it is complicated to explain ((sd)) but I will.. The spine is messed up. I will be depending on the Pain Doctors and epiderals for life. No procedures.

But I have so much more now, I am staying close to my few very close girlfriends and I have a few very good male friends. They have to keep inflammation out of my body or I will not have any friends........tehehe really.

Thank you all for being so patience with me. I am still learning and loving my own place and sister is happy too. Love to All of you, horsefly

February 9, 2010
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Also.....one ice storm after another...I fell on ice today. Flat on my back. After 2 epidurals shots in the past 3 weeks...........sheesh.

But, the shots numb you......freaky. But I am warm and sngged in with sister and I am feeling at home for the first time in 4 years .......I have my own home. God means even justice to me. Like I just want to be comfortable....like basics. Not much to ask. I have not ever had a mean heart. So for now God = the people in real life= angels have helped me. I feel blessed, many little things have added up.

This site has always been a blessed and safe place for me.........plus spiritually is within ourselves...knowing our hearts. Thanks Again , horsefly

February 9, 2010
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Hi Horsefly,

Falling on ice...not good. But you sound like you are in a good place. I will be keeping a good thought for you.

February 9, 2010
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((((((Horsefly aka Pegasus!!!)))))

Keeping you in my thoughts! I am glad some good things are coming to you!!

Hit a rough spot myself... working through it as best as I can for now.

XOXOXOXO

Love and Peace!

Red!

February 9, 2010
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(((((Razor)))) My thoughts and positive energy geared to the next year for you an d bless you razorbutt...know you awhile and I have caught up with you when have the chance .

((Red))) Well, I have my cave, I now call home ....shotgun, rockingchair, good dog too.. I will take care of myself....when I am out of pain and groom up I look better than I have in years.

So keeps sending the positive vibes this way.......then I am more cabaple of sending them back. Thanks andd Love, horsefly

February 9, 2010
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I sprout my wings in the spring.......think spring.!!!

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February 9, 2010
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Hey ((Pegasus))

Yea. It's me the rabble rouser.

I'm glad you feel a little better. I'm sending the best possible energy i can your way...and a cyber bag of medicinals.

:0)

February 10, 2010
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horsefly - although you are flat on your back and somewhat grounded - please obtain a copy of 'The Shack' by Paul young. If you have to rest then this is the time when other matters - matter.
A thoughtful read and I am still floating.

Love and get well cards surround you from the Coffeehouse.
AC

February 13, 2010
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This year has been hard on the both of us, Pegasus.

Just feel that I was 'rode hard' and stabled all sweaty.... no walk around to dry the sweat off..

February 13, 2010
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Thanks ALL, This is my son's laptop that is 12 years old.........he is or could be around. I doubt it. I know it is so in his name. Right now I am am mad at my only son. So what ? I do know I pray everyday for a life close to normal. I am seeing things that are taking in a positive way. Bless you All, Love, horsefly

February 13, 2010
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MY heart is cold. This war is cold. Weather is cold. I just wish I could find my heart again. eve I pray and guess what ? Little by little I get answers. I would have never had made it through these past few years. Bit by bit my miracles add up.

No, I am not on easy street, but I count my blessings. Like to make ends meet. All of you , Love, horsefly

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