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April 24, 2010
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Destiny.... I appreciate your your apology
and am glad you've cleared your conscience. ((((destiny))))

"For the record" .... I still believe that andii is free but luckily in this great country of ours... we are still entitled to our own opinions.

April 24, 2010
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(((lollipop3))).Thank you for your honesty. I respect your beliefs.

Night night.

April 24, 2010
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We most certainly are. I believe that lollipop3 is lollipop2, cousin to lollipop1, who had an obsession with "free". It has been determined that this is a genetic trait, and once targeted by a lollipop, inescapable.

I love this country.

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April 24, 2010
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Night Destiny 🙂

April 24, 2010
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Yo Lolli... LMAO over here... (((hugs))) to all my favorite peeps! It's been a while.

April 24, 2010
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Ms Poppins, I sense I've made an enemy here (???) Truly I'm sorry if I offended you when I took at face value it was you - the actual AAC poster 'MaryPoppins’ - posting on the other site. NEVER occurred to me that someone would use someone else’s screen name – really. Perfect example of some of the f*ucked up games played by past posters. And while yes its true I am a student and yes its true I once was writing a research paper (totally unrelated to this web site or its content) my posting here had no connection to any of that other than attempting to write a paper when I had no topic - leading me to spend a day lurking around here. Where I think you may have misunderstood me was when I said that my no topic paper (in conversation with Lolli as she was struggling with her Economics class at the same time) should be on ‘group dynamics’ AS that particular weekend AAC was all up in arms over Paul Elam. And just for MY record - I have NEVER studied this site for research nor have I EVER written anything about anything regarding this website. If I’m here lurking or posting it’s because this place is like a home to me – that’s all.

Andii~ Whether you are a past poster reincarnated or a completely innocent newer poster… if you are being accused of being someone you’re not or even if you really are that someone – personally if it was me I’d just keep myself out of any drama and just focus on what my point of being here is. If the SC is aware of the sitz with you (being accused of being a previous poster) and she is giving you her blessing to continue to post – I’d just stick to business. You seem to be bringing some of it on yourself, just saying. But its your business, not mine - just wanted to give an IMHO.

Destiny~ Glad to hear that you are sounding so balanced these days! Not that you seemed unbalanced before :o) but you just have a real peaceful air about you nowadays. keep up the dedicated work of healing/recovering/growing!

And I just want to say, that one of the great things about coming back here every once in awhile is that it makes me realize how far I've come on my road to healing, letting go and moving on with life.

I Love You AAC!!

LL 🙂

April 24, 2010
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lovinglife- Much appreciation for those encouraging words. What are you studying in school? What is your major? School is a good way to put postive thoughts into your mind.

April 24, 2010
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Shaney- An update on the pound puppy situation. I got to the shelter right when it opened today and saw the pup I wanted to get on a leash. When I got inside the workers told me that someone else adopted her and they came and picked her up. Guess it wasnt meant to be.

April 25, 2010
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The fact that I exist and am here should not "bring anything on." The fact that the SC, who is the person concerned people should be emailing concerning my existence should not "bring anything on." "and finally, the fact that I am willing to stand up to false accusations against me should not "bring anything on."

It should be just what it is.

IMHO

andii

April 25, 2010
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Isis! I'm glad I can still entertain you my friend. How are you? I hope things are going well for you?

Lovinglife.... I always enjoy reading what you write. You can generally tell when someone is working with sound and rational sense. And that would be you my dear. As for the rest of it... It's really not worth it... Any more than it's been worth it to try to reason with those people in our real lives. I give you credit for trying though :).

As for me.... In the immortal words of Vince Vaughn..... I know my truth.

Destiny... Sorry about the pup. As you said perhaps it wasn't meant to be. I'm sure there's one out there for you though that will fit in perfectly with your family 🙂

With that... Enjoy the rest of your weekend peeps !

April 25, 2010
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Destiny~ my major is Organizational Behavior - closely related to HR – also closely related to Sociology – but its a psych management degree. My ultimate dream is to work with Veterans in some capacity – not sure yet how I see that – or how my degree will play in but that’s the goal anyhow. And yes, being in school does have a wonderful way of being a positive force in ones life.

Andii~ your being here, what you post, and why you post is really none of my business… I was ‘just saying’ : ) Yes, it should be just what it is, AND it is what it is. I wish you wellness on your AAC journey as that is what it's all about in the end. We each get there in our own ways. What matters most is just that we get there.

Lolli~ … “Any more than it's been worth it to try to reason with those people in our real lives.” Now if that isn’t the absolute truth. Geez ya think after 25 years dealing with my X that is one thing I would have learned – but I always think ….just maybe they’ll (he'll) get it.

LL : )

April 25, 2010
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and Andii - the way I see it, its not that you exist that brings anything on or the fact that you stand up to your accusers that brings anything on but its like you ‘bring it on’ on yourself – does that make sense? I think we all do that to some extent… some more so than others. For example - maybe in your real life you’ve lack standing up for yourself and feel an injustice has been done so on here you find it necessary/freeing to stand up for yourself and fight for justice whereas those of us who have been messed with – lied to – the truth distorted – have just as much issue when we sense that happening here. We’re all fighting our own demons… and we’re all right in our own ways. And with that, as quoted from one of my favorite instructors, “I’ll be quiet now!”

April 25, 2010
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marypoppins...GIRLFRIEND!! where u been? Good to see you.

April 25, 2010
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Andii....

I agree with Lovinglife in that "bringing it on" yourself is as simple as being adversarial and confrontational and jumping into arguements/issues that have nothing to do wtih you. Or at least unless you're free, should have nothing to do with you. Yet for some reason whenever she gets mentioned.....there you are...jumping in, defending, arguing, poking, etc.
No one was picking on andii here. No one even mentioned andii here. andii involved herself here.

And the subject of "free" is not the only time you've done that with me either. You've done it on other threads as well. And as horsefly mentioned above... people don't change. Writing styles don't change. Alliances don't change. And if one is even slightly observant...it's not generally difficult to pick those things out.
Which is why I tend to believe what I believe. And yes, I do believe you bring it on yourself. And I believe you enjoy it as well.

It's all good though. To me you are an anonymous stranger that has no real effect on me other than some mindless entertainment at times.

April 25, 2010
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Oh and I guess I should be clear...for the record....my comments are based mainly on what was said in the other thread. The one started by Katie.

Er.. um....I mean kady.

April 25, 2010
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Okay.........just for the record again...( sorry just can't stop myself)..........Lovinglife mentioned something to me in a kind way awhile back.....that really helped me look at myself.........I always read her post because of this)......peacemaker.....something like that.........then I thought back when I jumped on lollipop on another thread....that was what I was doing then too.........defending someone again...because I have since childhood tried to stop chaos in my home.

So I actually respect the hell out of Lovinglife and lollipop.........just the record......haha.......horsefly

Always have read lovinglife's post anyway.......she has beenthere and is for real.

April 25, 2010
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Actually people can change and grow if they actually try to change themselves and their behavior....if they are only knew how desperate I was in so much emotional and physical pain......I became very serious....about this...it must take that to change I guess? HF

April 25, 2010
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(((horsefly)))

April 25, 2010
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You are mistaken again lollipop3. I posted in defense of myself when you stated I said something when I did not. You continue to accuse me of things because you want to bully me and you want to justify that behavior and get others to join you. You did this what 5 or 6 months ago and you are doing it again. That is my opinion.

I have nothing more to say to you.

anyone with concerns that I am free, twinks, paul Elam, or any other poster, please email the SC as I am sure she looked into it. I am just here trying to make my way like anybody else.

andii

April 25, 2010
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Oh For God Sakes.......I never said I agreed with anyone........I personally watched this site awhile back ago and thought several were past posters were on here.........this is about me. I still think one is.........and I am not saying who either......this was one reason I stayed off this site.....because it caused problems for me and other posters I knew pretty well too........I wish I never even posted on this thread......and will not again. This has nothing to do with you andi and I an not saying you are the one.....horsefly

April 25, 2010
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You are mistaken yourself there andii.

You wrote your soapbox speech on the other thread before I mis-quoted you on this one.

As ususal your victim routine has fallen flat.

And I don't need to do anything to get others to "join me". This is not jr. high school for crying out loud. There are plenty of intelligent inviduals on this site that can see exactly what I see without any help from me.

Having said that...I do hope you mean that you have nothing more to say to me. I have been hoping for that since the first time you ever posted to me (as andii) with a shitty comment on one of WD's threads. You know..the time you jumped into a conversation that had absolutely nothing to do with you to jump to the defense of someone that you had never posted to before. Of course you had "watched for a long time" though...I know.

You tried to play victim after that one too and it's getting old.

My suggestion is that if you are here just "trying to make your way like anybody else"....then you should do just that. And stop involving yourself in things that have nothing to do with you.

April 25, 2010
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I need to make myself clear to you lollipop3. I am not afraid of you. As you stated that you will post wherever and however you please, I will do the same, whether you yourself lollipop3, think I "belong there" or not, and whether you yourself lollipop3, think what I post has anything to do with me or not. I, not you, will determine when, how, and where I post. I, not you, will determine what I say. I, not you, will determine if something has anything to do with me.

I do not feel like a victim because I am not one. You have not hurt me because you don't have the power to do that, and you never will. That power is something I would have to give you, and I never have, nor will I ever do so. I will not heed your suggestions or advice as I have not elicited it nor do I have any respect for anything you have to say to me. I will not accept responsibility for your behavior and I never will. If I see you bullying somebody else, I just might step in, whether you like it or not. I do not believe in "minding one's own business" at times.

With that, I do believe I have spoken my peace.

andii

April 26, 2010
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Does anybody have a fly swatter I can borrow?

April 26, 2010
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"If I see you bullying somebody else, I just might step in, whether you like it or not. I do not believe in "minding one's own business" at times."

I think that free wrote that very same thing a while back. If not, she sure lived it - but usually attacked anyone else for doing it.

I'll go get that fly swatter now.

April 26, 2010
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You know, I wasn't going to mention this, however, I am totally creeped out. I googled lollipop3 and found the same thing over on Paul Elam's blog. What bothers me the most is what I read by free; how the SC knew all of her most intimate and personal details. Things that she really shouldn't know. THAT REALLY SCARES THE SHIT OUTTA ME! And then, what Bevdee wrote- about the controlling cult behavior on the part of the SC and the guy that wrote the book... again, SCARES THE SHIT OUTTA ME!

I am afraid to post ANYTHING here. I miss you all, however, I truly do not feel like it is a safe place. Just saying.

(((lolli, Shaney, free, Bevdee, Mich)))

Still reading and missing you all,

Isis

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