My ex-husband dated someone while I was dating R. I could have cared less. They broke up about the time my dad died. He has had a few dates, but I was so wrapped up in my grief and own issues that it didn't really effect me in any way. He told me last week he had something to do this Friday and could we switch out on Cat. I replied no problem as I wanted to take her somewhere with me. His 50th birthday is coming up so I asked his sister and friends what they wanted to do for him. His sister called to tell me what the plan was and let it slip that he had a date this Friday with someone he has gone out with a couple of times. I dated him so I know how charming he can be to date. I had really been working on getting myself together but it really bothers me this time that he has someone to date and I don't. I haven't had a date in two years. Yes I know I turned someone down last summer, but whatever. I have been alone for two years. Everyone has moved on but me. And yes, I know I am feeling sorry for myself. I don't want my ex0husband back but I at least want a date with someone who is interesting, interested in me and I am interested in being in their company.

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