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I am Afraid All the Time
June 25, 2007
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You know, I have undergone an incredible transformation recently and quite by accident, actually.

Having a natural curiosity....I was quitely wondering to myself - how many times have I truly "let my guard down" with other people in my past?

I thought about it - how there were a few instances here and there...then it occurred to me - how many times have I "let my guard down"...to even myself???? - and was astonished to realize that it was not that often.

So now I am practicing "letting my guard down to myself" and I can not express to you what a difference it is making.

Visually, what came to my minds eye was a vision of myself inside of all these walls and how at the entrance - there were two swords criss-crossed for "no entrance" - then I saw the swords gently being lowered - and it was like I welcomed myself BACK to myself.

So far, I am noticing that simple things - from having a messy house to interacting with other people - that the emotional, hyper-vigilant charge I associted with damn near everything...has just started to dissapate.

A messy house is just a messy house.

Gosh, I am feeling soooo much better and have noticed positive things occuring in my life since then as a pleasant and surprising result.


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