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How Bush Supports Our Troops
November 17, 2003
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So....we go to war and yet - we can't even protect our soldiers...

http://www.dailytidings.com/20.....03n5.shtml

Soldiers being billed for food...

http://www.reviewjournal.com/l.....49272.html

Soldier's benefits being cut...

http://web.democrats.org/speci.....ilies.html

http://www.washingtonpost.com/.....ge=printer

National Guard not good enough?

http://www.globalsecurity.org/.....rcraft.htm

And what about all that depleted uranium in the sands of Iraq and what that is going to do to our soldiers as they eat, sleep and breathe it?

http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/.....du12.shtml

http://www.alkhilafah.info/mas.....ities2.htm

http://www.desertconcerns.org/.....uiraq.html

http://www.tompaine.com/featur.....fm/ID/7661

And after you read all this - Bush does also does THIS to show just how much "He supports our troops"!!!

http://www.commondreams.org/vi.....328-11.htm

I think basically he's just outright saying - I could really give a rat's ass. So.....just where is all that $87 billion going?

November 18, 2003
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I believe it's headed toward Israel...

November 18, 2003
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Be careful about what you believe in the news and in posts... not that these publications would purposely try to misrepresent facts, but I know from what I've seen here in Washington state, the facts are grossly misrepresented even on a local scale. I know people in the Washington State National guard who are being sent, and what we hear on the news is almost always wrong regarding their deployment. I'm not saying that there aren't injustices... there are, and I could ramble at length on them, but I'm too overwhelmed with them right now dealing with them on a personal level, I need a break.

A small example... I saw one article on MSN that described troops being sent over to Iraq without breast plates to stop bullets, as though that was a planned thing. It's not, it was an error with supply, some supply clerk made a mistake and that single slip up is being flouted as standard practice. It's not.

Trust Bush and his committment to troops? Nah, pretty foolish to do that. But, the media, mainstream and underground, is no more believable, not because they don't want to be, but because either their sources are supplying false information or the news reporters don't know how to interpret the information and present what they think are the facts when they aren't. It would be like someone hearing the phrase "there is a nut" and interpreting the word "nut" to be a food, a tool, or a crazy person.

As Ladeska often advises us, draw your own conclusions, just be careful that in our pedalling away from Bush we don't accidentally accept something else on the other side of the spectrum that is no more correct or just.

November 18, 2003
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Pedaling away from Bush is pointless. He is a puppet. It's the puppet-masters that we need to consider...

Arwen

November 18, 2003
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I know you're in no position to really think about any of this much, Ginger. Totally understand this and feel for you as well. Very concerned about your guy, too...

As always though, one has to be discerning. There are nut jobs, misinformation everywhere, always, on either side of the fence. One has to critically think. Check things out. I encourage that greatly. But when you start seeing so many lies, that can be proven - as lies, so much propaganda, so much avoiding taking responsibility for jack and so much pompous disregard for anyone disagreeing or basically having a voice against this "regime" - then it starts to take on a certain shade of - something smells here and you can't get away from it. Even if there are wrong things here and there, by enlarge - the information is overwhelming that this country is headed for serious trouble here and the sooner we stop wanting to believe in the rosey interpretation, the sooner we're going to come to grips with brutal reality and start acting like real citizens of this country and get very awake and very aware here. For one thing, take a look at the Diebold voting machines that are being installed for the next election and really dig into it and tell me - if we have a chance in hell of really electing a president without it totally being tampered with. AND take a look at Bush's connections TO the people who make these machines. I mean what are those machines supposed to do but COUNT? So why all the fancy other stuff? Why can't we just go back to the old way of marking a box on a card and having people overlooking the people who are counting to make sure they count it right? Might take a little longer, but it works. Why are we really switching to these machines where there is really no way to be absolutely sure that they haven't been tampered with? Take away our voting and guess what? We're not a free country anymore folks. It's a dictatorship. We're in real deep do-do here and yet, no one really wants to see how bad - bad is. Well.....it actually may be - too late to do much about it and maybe that's what I see so much in people that they have just given up, too deep in denial now, see things but don't want to really really think it through. Maybe so. I'm beginning to believe that's exactly what's up anymore. It's like how people get when involved with a psychopath and in abuse - they get into that shock time of being paralyzed and not thinking straight and trying to spin this way and that in order to not really look at - what is and be proactive on their behalf. That's kind where we are as nation right now. We're acting like an abused woman in a relationship with a psychopath.

November 18, 2003
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Weeelll... to be really picky, the United States, although we all want to think otherwise, was never a free country. One need not turn back the pages of history too far to see that... our founding fathers formalized this country to better their own interests; they were politicians and real people just like we have politicians and real people in office today.

I don't think this nation is necessarily under any better management or government or worse than it was 75 years ago, just now people have more free time to think critically about things that are outside of their immediate life-sphere. I'm pretty sure that my grandfather who worked in the West Virginia mines for 14 hours a day very rarely gave a rip about politics. The point that I am trying to make is that this sort of corruption and deceit has been going on in the government for many many years, most likely from its inception, but now we have more free time to examine it. Turn an eye to our former administrations, democrat and republican alike, and scandals can be found as well, instances of duping the people in the interest of benefitting another group.

My chief complaint on President Bush is that he presents himself as a ninny. He's a politician, so therefore he is a liar and a thief. But at least he could be a GOOD liar, ya know?

Hm, random thought... to want to be a politician, wouldn't you have to be a bit of a megalomaniac, have some sort of personality disorder to crave that position? So pretty much no matter who we choose, aren't we always putting a psychopath in power?

November 18, 2003
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Ginger you are cracking me up because I'm always running around telling everyone that I'm going to be the first woman elected President, and I will accomplish 3 things while in office: I will decriminalize all illegal drugs and funnel all the money from taxes and sales straight into education and rehabilitation. I will make sure that every person living in this country has thorough and professional healthcare when they need it. Then I'll be assasinated. I figure I'll have about 3 weeks from inauguration to get all this done...

And I probably do have a personality disorder...

Arwen

November 18, 2003
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Yeppers, to all you said, Ginger. Right on. And yes, power draws psychopaths. Absolutely.

November 19, 2003
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I do have to say though, regarding our founding fathers.......they did see ahead as to what could happen if power got into a certain selective group of hands. They tried their best to form a constitution, to put in checks and balances, to form a system of government that would keep the power in the people's hands and prevent what's happening today - from happening. The problem is - the Constitution is being made null and void every day. If you look into what alot of them had to say - they warned strongly of the very things that are going on. And things are picking up speed with this president. He's moving very, very fast putting things into place that basically threaten our freedom at every turn. We are a far cry from what this country started out being about.

Speaking of a personality disorder, Arwen....I'd like to see a real team of psychiatrists, that weren't owned and thereby very biased - to examine Bush. He's got quite the little Nero, narcissistic persona going on these days. He wouldn't give a speech the other day at the European Union Counsel in Strasburg because they couldn't assure him of a standing ovation. EXCUSE ME?? So he cancelled on them. And with this thing of saying all the time that - God told him to do whatever - well that pretty much makes him beyond reproach doesn't it? I mean if GOD told him, then who can come against him or disagree with him?

November 19, 2003
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Okay, now, Ladeska...this thing about power drawing psychopaths...I was hoping to have you as a running mate but now I'm simply too insulted. Can I get a standing ovation, please?

Seriously, there is a lot of craziness going on in this world. Not the least of it happening between my own two ears! The political picture, what we are doing in our world, to our world, to each other--these things will have to be owned at some point and it is not going to be a pretty picture when that day comes.

Honestly, if we ran for office, and made it in, do you think we could manage to shut down any of the bullshit?

I'd like to think it could be done...

Arwen

November 19, 2003
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I have my doubts about anyone with integrity remainging alive to even serve out their position of "being in office", but prior to that - just try getting up the ladder to even get there in the first place....

But, it does seem to be the plague with this human race...seems to be something we're trying to work out. Do we destroy ourselves by doing this or do we take another path.

Btw, did you see the Nova special on T.V. last night? Not sure if it played there or if you can get it but you might look up Nova online and see if you can view it in print. It was about the magnetic field in the earth basically "flipping". Very interesting stuff. That and the String Theory that is all the rage lately has my mind spinning. I like stuff like this though, makes me think.

But the thing about the magnetic field basically going away on planet earth in the next thousand years or before is really interesting. They think that something similar happened to Mars and that our own magnetic field has already flipped, maybe a few times actually. But one thing it did make me think about it how important your own magnetic field is to your health. I'm starting to investigate again...the different magnetic products. I even read something online last night about some kind of magnetic therapy that was used to stimulate certain parts of the brain that are basically really dormant in depressed people and the success they have had with this. Very interesting.... I do know that being around things that are electronic, electrical, does interfere with your magnetic field and that you need to have a strong one in order to be healthy. And that basically all these things steal from your own magnetic field and therefore makes you sick and susceptible to alot of things.

Maybe that's why I feel sooo energized when I just go to the beach and lay in the sand, without a blanket or anything, just my body on the earth. I guess we soak up something doing that that replenishes us. Good ole mother earth, just have to go lay on her bosom every now and then and get some nourishment! (smile)

November 19, 2003
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Arwen...you might want to check this site out...regarding some things I've mentioned above...

http://www.bodyvibes.com/page3.htm

There is something to...what goes in our bodies that we haven't even tapped into yet, but as you can see here, some have gone there..

Our bodies respond to what's around us, the energy that is in all living things, planets, energy that is stored in things and radiates back out to us. These things can either affect us good or adversely. One thing that struck me when reading this article in particular was the part about metal...and I got to thinking about you living in a trailer and wondered how that might affect you? Okay fine, I'm making a huge leap here in speculation. But I know there is something to all this, has been something I've been tracking for years, not quite sure what was there, but know something is.

I think what we are around "matters" a great deal. For example, alot of people aren't aware of radon coming up out of the ground or being released other ways and the adverse affects it has on the human body, cancer causing even. But this stuff is underground and is known about by a few people and yet not released as public knowledge to the general public. Some places now actually scan for radon and have such devices in their homes becuase - they are in the know about it. Or because something is in the area that isn't hidden anymore and they have to make people aware of it for fear of lawsuits.

But such things, too, as being around a power plant, or some high electromagnetic field of some kind does have it's affect on our bodies. Adverse affects. Our bodies are highly sensitive to all this and who's to say what it does to our brains and how our emotions and thinking processes compute things?

But after I read this article and got to thinking about you living in a trailer and basically being surrounded by metal, I went hm,m,m....I wonder?

I will say that when I lived on the east coast for example, I found out that for one we had the highest incident rate of cancer in the U.S., that one small area and what were we surrounded by? Military installations. Much electronic activity, many towers for transmitting various things, and God knows what else. But the fact of the matter was - the area was highly charged with activity on an electromagnetic level. And some of those frequencies are very harmful to human beings. Also, I found out that one of my friends knew a guy who had the job of going around testing canisters that were placed in the ground at various locations around us in that area, seeing what was oozing up out of the ground. Why? Because on some of these bases, some very nasty shit had been stored there over the years, that was highly toxic and the containers were now leaking and they had nowhere to move it to, so they just leave it there, on the bases, seeping into the ground, into our water basically, coming up - who knows where? So the govt. was monitoring this but not really releasing it to the public - the findings. Imagine the panic.

My brother-in-law worked on one of these bases as an engineer and he concurred with this and said - you don't want to know what's there and I'm surprised I don't glow in the freaking dark because of what I'm around all the time.

I remember, for example, that ever since I moved back there, for a duration of two years, my breasts hurt me ALL the time. I do have cysts but it was to the point of really disturbing my sleep, had to wear a bra at night to bed. Was ridiculous. And on my drive away from that area, when I drove out here and relocated, guess what? My pain in my breasts completely disappeared and has never returned. Interesting, huh?

There is a very high rate of breast cancer there, btw. On my floor alone, where I worked on the Hill in D.C. was a staggering amount of cancer just on that one floor. A study was done because of it and they were very interested in the electromagnetic impact of all the computers and such on that floor as to what it was doing to humans working there. The report was inconclusive but alarming. I read it and went hm,m,m....not good.

There were quite a few cases of brain cancer. So, all in all, I decided to move because of this, too. Just didn't like what I was putting together. And I didn't live very far from the biggest military radar base on the eastern seaboard.

I think sometimes our bodies are reacting to things that we just aren't aware of and I think we haven't evolved enough scientifically and medically to really know what we are looking at in that regard. But I do know some frequencies really do affect us very badly.

I took note of how much better I felt overall living here and thought well, for one thing, I get alot more sunshine and we all know - that matters a great deal to overall mental wellbeing. But I do wonder, was that all there was to it?

This site I gave you here is really interesting. Run around on it some and do some research. Would be interested to see what you put together in your own head about it.

Bottomline is - our bodies are VERY sensitive instruments and we pick up quite a bit more than we realize from everything around us.

I know for myself, just going to the mall is extremely stressful to me because I'm a bit of an empath. I really have to shut myself down and guard myself so that I do not absorb energy from everyone I meet. If I don't do that, I come home completely full and overloaded. I have to basically put up a shield and make little or not eye contact with anyone.

I also notice how much better I feel when I get out in nature. It's like I draw something so very good for my entire being when I'm around living things instead of computers and concrete and steel and everything else manmade.

It's kind of funny at work, people call me the "plant lady" because I'm the one that takes care of everyone's plants. And I was noticing the other day that I have to feel them. I come by and touch them often, feel of their leaves, see how they're doing and kind of connect in a way I guess. They are doing really well, btw!! Their mommie looks after them! LOL! And yes, I like to hug trees, too. Yep, I'm certifiable! Now you know for sure, huh?

Also, to put another bee in your bonnet...I used to have this book and don't know where it went, but basically it talked about how sound affects us...and how we can basically heal our bodies through sound. Another interesting little offshoot to all this you might look into. Maybe that's why some people play musical instruments, maybe it's more about keeping them healthy than anything else. I swear that my piano playing when I was in all my abuse, did something for me. I really believe that. I can remember going in and sitting down when I had been through the most horrible things and somehow it just medicated me in a way that I can't really explain. Was like a drug for me. I wonder now...did I play certain songs, certain harmonies that I innately "knew" on another level was vibrations or sounds and frequenices that I needed in order to help myself? Tis an interesting question.

November 19, 2003
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Thanks Ladeska! I have been thinking about a lot of things, as I always seem to be doing. Last night, I got out of the car to come up the steps into my home, and the stars just struck me. I've always loved star gazing. I used to lay out on the front yard as a kid and watch stars until the wee hours of the morning. I miss doing that!

Today ended up being a very cool day all in all. I worked with a teenager. I knew the first time I got near her that she'd been sexually abused at a very young age but there was nothing in her records about it. No one agreed with me. The only person who didn't say "No way." was my boss. God I love that man!!! And I'll be damned if she didn't disclose a shitload of stuff today that was absolute concrete evidence that she was sexually abused as an infant! Now, when I "know" something like this, and I'm able to find out the truth of it and then help that person down a path that will help them, it feels good. But when I "know" this stuff about someone who is just passing by, sitting at the next table, or whatever, it is like having pins and needles sticking me in the head! I know that no one really believes me, but it seems like the severity of my depressions is somehow correlated to my level of self-doubt. When I start to believe everyone around me, that I don't "know" things, that I must be crazy, that's when things start getting ugly.

As far as the metal, well, there's some sheet metal of sorts on the roof, but for the most part, the trailer is wood, and kind of nestled into the side of a mountain with an incredible view of the Burro Mountains and the sunset to the west every single night. Plus, there is no light pollution out here, so I can see the stars.

I have been reading a book (slowly but surely...)--don't you hate trying to read two or three books at the same time? I always seem to get stuck without finishing any of them. Anyway, the guy who wrote this book talks a lot about electronic and magnetic fields, and says that when you meditate or where you sleep you should be sure that you don't have any electronic devices nearby. I definitely need to move the TV out of my room!

Ladeska, thank you so much for all your loving support. You are what a friend is, and I know you would not see me wounded and walk away. Few people who come to this site would...

I do love you.

Arwen

November 20, 2003
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A few nights ago we popped in Gladiator. Although I've seen this movie before, I was shocked at the blinding similarities between Rome near its end and the US today. From politicians not supporting their armies who are out in the cold doing their bidding, to near worship of The Games... our Astrodome and SafeCo Fields are the Coluseum (damn I can't spell) from Roman times. And as spectators, the general American public is no more couth than the ancient spectators that shouted "live" or "kill" after a game which left only one or 2 participants standing. Guess I'm a little jaded and my imagination is working overtime...

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Arwen....yea, I have the same thing going on with myself, have always had it. I know it's just innately "me", how I'm put together, but I also know that my abuse, sharpened alot of things in me, a sense that had to be used so much, it got stronger and stronger. That's one thing I try and really tell all of you guys that have been abused is that - this is one really positive thing...okay, it does BUG sometimes, but overall, it's a positive. This sense, this ability to actually feel vibes coming from people was sharpened over time because you had to ON all the time. So it was vitally important to your wellbeing that you made your radar extremely sensitive. Only thing is - it gets stuck on. LOL! I can control it now to some degree, getting better at it but it's still really on.

I can't tell you how many perfect strangers that I've just walked up to and went, so who raped you? And they would just do a meltdown right then and there. We'd start up counseling and it would all come tumbling out and they would have told no one up until that moment.

It creates alot of bad vibes between women and myself when I see and they know I see on some level but want to hide it. Those women usually turn out to be quite vicious to me. Same thing with perpetrators, I see them and they see me - see them. Instant enemies on the spot. Have had that happen to me alot in churches with people that were doing the "christian cover" bit. "I'm a goodie two shoes, covering up the fact that I abuse children". I've told the story here before about the Dean of Religion at my college who - he and I just repelled each other from the get-go. I was fresh out of my abuse, so I had no clue that I had this thing going on in me. I just knew, I wanted absolutely nothing to do with this man. The rest of the christian friends I met, didn't understand this in me and loved him. I was pretty quiet about it but would say sometimes - I just don't like the man and would avoid him. Later on, when I was doing quite a bit of stuff, traveling around accompanying christian singers singing for different events, leading the youth at churches and just being front and center....he had a meeting with me and accused me of being a witch. LOL! I was like - you can't be serious!! He was. He stopped me from doing anything else representing the college in this way. I said WHY?? What did I DO? He goes....well, some people just say that you know things about them that you shouldn't know unless you are using witchcraft. I said WHAT??? Ever hear of the gift of discernment buddy?? But no, he was dead serious and I just went FINE!!! I got pretty rebellious after that, just went what the hell EVER! Months later my roommate, who wasn't wrapped too tight anyways and had alot of problems finally told me, after weeks of flipping out on me and crying all the time - that he had molested her during a "counseling" session after a meeting one night late, in his office. I said he did WHAT? GRRR!!!! Son of a bitch! She needed that like she needed a freaking hole in her head. I ratted him out. One of my best friends was the President of the student body and this man's right arm guy on campus, he really loved the man and poo-poo'd me saying that I just wanted to get back at him for what he did to me. I said - you know what, whatever, just either you tell him to the school or I will and then I will call the police. So he did and the man admitted it, said it wasn't the first one either. They dismissed him from his job and he went and pastored some little church in Georgia. Cute, huh?

BUT, he did ask...who told you this? My friend wouldn't answer him and the Dean says my name, said it's her, isn't it? My friend said how did you know that? He goes, I just did. So basically, right off the bat, he knew I saw him for what he was, even though I didn't know at that time what was registering with me, was the first time anything like this had ever happened to me. He wanted me away from him, thus the reason for calling me a witch, so that I wouldn't see what he was up to. Too bad, saw him anyways and caught his ass.

But since then, over the years, that one has happened alot. Also a few years ago, I worked with this lady who was older than me and she had been molested for years by her stepfather. We talked about it some, she was in therapy over the years for it. And I had briefly met her granddaughter who was 6 and just had vibes about her, but wasn't sure why really. Wasn't around her long enough. But this woman is sitting there in the office with me, gets a phone call and then says...I have to go get my granddaugther, she's pitching a fit again in school and she is sick, have to take her to the doctor. I'm typing away and go - why, why is she so upset at school? She goes, I don't know, she has these angry tantrums, usually right after coming back from her grandparents, I guess she's upset because they spoil her so much and she had to come home. I go, Oh. THEN she says, and she always has these urinary tract infections, too, I guess she doesn't drink enough water. Then my ears perked up and I turned around to her and go - has these alot, huh? She goes yea. I go - so tell me about her grandparents, they spoil her you say? She goes, yes, her grandfather in particular, buys her way too much. I go hm,m,m...and the hair on my arms starts standing up. I got so she's really close to him, they spend alot of time together? She goes - yes, he takes her out in the woods on horseback quite a bit. Then I just shivered. And THEN she goes, yea poor little thing a couple of years ago she had a stroke and not sure if you noticed it or not when she was in here but she can't use her right arm very well, it's kinda messed up from the stroke. I go - and does she have a bad heart or something? She goes, no, they don't know why it happened, said it might have been stress related. Then I just got up and said - you and me, in the empty office across the hallway NOW!!!! We go over there and I laid it all out to her. She did not want to hear it, started bawling her eyes out and said NOT my granddaughter, too!!! I go, Jackie....either you get that child to a therapist who is trained in child sexual abuse and get her examined by a doctor like today, or I am calling the police, that's just the end of it, do you read me???

She finally agreed and did it. Come to find out, yes she had been raped and yes, it was her grandfather. They could not prove it in court but with the doctors and the therapist - they were very sure that he did it and the little girl told as well but in our court system, it was not enough. But it was enough to not ever let her see them again.

So yea....this sixth sense or whatever you want to call it, does make you look crazy sometimes to other people and you have problems fine-tuning it and making it work for you and not against you. My daughter has the same gift and her last employer goes....I have never met anyone like you. You read people like a book, almost instantly, does anyone else in your family do this? She smiled and said - yea, my mom. He said, yea, I figured as much. He said he had been testing her by asking her what she thought about someone they just hired, based on her initial read and every time he said - she was uncanny with her perception and right on the money after they had worked there awhile, her read was correct.

At her work now, they are saying the same thing and are promoting her to a position where that can basically be used better. She's going to be an account executive that oversees basically all the million dollar clients and makes sure things run smoothly with their accounts which means she has to read them basically.

She's very good with communication and getting to the root of things as well, but having this sense about her, helps quite a bit.

And people don't like it when you're the only one that stands up and goes - I smell a wolf over there. They throws rocks and rotten fruit at you most of the time because they don't smell it, don't want to and believe whatever charm they have going on. I have tried sooo many times to just keep my mouth shut and blend into the carpet. You just have no idea how I've tried to do this. Doesn't work. Something happens that will spur me to say something because if I don't someone is going to get devoured one way or another.

People have said to me - OH, that's as blessing! I go - oh yea? You try it for awhile and I'm quite sure you'll say it's more of a curse most of the time. (smile)

But I learned years ago to turn up the volume and to not doubt it and second-guess it. It's basically saved my life too many times to count. And I try and teach you guys, to do the same thing but the problem is - with abuse - you have to get healed in so many other areas, combat what all that has done to you, that it takes so long for you to be able to - see the strengths you have and be able to use them effectively. The self esteem problem and inner child work is HUGE. That's why I do it so much. I see the good stuff in you guys and I know what you can do IF you can get on your feet. But fighting your own demons, fighting the damage that has happened on so many levels and fighting what you grew up in, family, what's around you is also a huge, huge adversary.

That's one reason why I choose to use the tactic of healing on a holistic level. Meaning that, I work with you on all levels at once so that, you're not just coming up the ladder in one area and leaving the other ones behind. But you are going up a milimeter in as many levels as possible, all at the same time. That's why I try and educate you guys about sleep issues, what your body needs supplement wise, what stress takes out of you that you need to put back in, your diet, eating issues, what you do for a living, how that impacts you, what are your communication skills, teaching you to critically think, to communicate in a way that is Pro-you, how to have boundaries, get some self-expression going on whether it is art, dance, whatever - just something creative, etc., etc. Because from what I've learned working with you guys - this is the best approach and once you guys get going - you progress very rapidly. I look at what is called therapy these days and I just shake my head. It's so stone age in some ways. They concentrate on one area and leave the other ones in the dust. Give you a drug, or drugs, and never get to the root of much, just skim the surface and charge you an arm and a leg, thereby keeping you coming back and paying for their house and BMW for years and years.

Some are good, don't get me wrong and I am all for those people but by inlarge, that's not going on.

That's why I am trying my best to put together a comprehensive book that's basically going to be a Survivor's Handbook. I should be finished with it soon. I just think it's very necessary and needs to be in plain english, concepts easy to understand, tools that people can pick up and use.

So, you hang tough and talk to me anytime. I'm here, I know you know that. Hugs!

Ginger, you know what, I have said for about a year now that we are definitely "like Rome". Big time. If only we could be more like the Greeks. But yes, there is a huge comparison to be made here with us and the Romans. Pretty scary. Basically mankind goes more naturally towards the base lowest level of things instead of aspiring to that other level in us, like the Greeks did. Like the saying goes - I have two dogs, which one will be the stronger and the wise man says - the one you feed the most.

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