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8:15 am
September 24, 2010
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Good morning girls...
I hope that you all know that I do love you all very much...
GG-- I hope that you are getting stronger every day.. and feeling better..
Mich-- I hope all is well with you and your family..
LL-- I know that you have been putting in a lot of time at work.. Sometimes that can be a good thing because it can keep us occupied but make sure that you still take time for yourself...
Cyndra-- love ya girl.. hope all is well with you
Had an interesting weekend with pondscum or scumshit (no difference in the name LOL)
Just when I thought that things were getting better between us, it was all an illusion.. That phase where I am lured back in and then the reality hits and want to run once again..
Had the Christmas party for work. Did not take pondscum with me.. I had a good time although I did drink too much.. for the second night in a row (had too much to drink the night before at bowling..)
I will check back here after work today.. sometime after 2pm
love ya all
NEED
9:30 am
September 29, 2010
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Good Morning!!
I'm so sleepy!! I hate working Saturday and then going to class. Only having one day off is not for me!!!
Hope everyone has a great day.
Love you all.
11:33 am
September 30, 2010
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Morning girls, dragging here, tired...Mich, glad u are getting things done for Christmas, come help me!!!
Need, be careful, I just don't want to see you going back to where u were before, you know what I mean...
watch that drinking girl!!!!
Cyn, you are one busy girl...Take care and get some rest...
LL, don't work too hard...gosh, you and cyn might get sick if you both overdue it...Just take care, my big sis, ok?
I love you all, miss you all, wish you were all on my couch visiting me now...
...............gg....................
11:41 am
September 29, 2010
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I wish that I was on your couch visiting you too GG. And I would LOVE to come help you with your Christmas stuff. I would put you in the car and carry you into the store and get one of those amigos that you could drive around the store....and we would be crazy silly. But we would get your stuff done. It would be good, and it would be FUN.
I do hope that you are doing ok today. I miss you. I am EXHAUSTED as well. It was about 1:30 when h and i went to bed, and Austin was up at 3:30, then again at 5. YIKES. Not near enough sleep for that. Oh well. What do you do?
So I think that I am going to the gym again tonight. Jody and I are going to work out, tan, and then hang in the hot tub for a while. I am excited about that. It will be good. I just hope that I can keep my eyes open, as I am SO tired. But I feel better after I work out, so we will see.
Anyways, I hope all of the rest of my sisters are doing good. I miss you all and I love you all.
Mich
12:19 pm
September 30, 2010
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Mich, would love to go shopping and act silly...trying hard here to be optimisitic...Mich, this is harder than I thought...shit, tears again...just want someone to care for me, hold me, get me through this pain....
Enough! I am so glad you can go to the gym and enjoy it too...don't burn this time!!!
Can you take a nap when the baby naps?
love, gg
12:33 pm
September 29, 2010
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I am going to try to nap here in a few when all of my kids are resting. The baby is asleep, so I am hoping to get the chance to lay down. God, I am SO tired.
GG, I wish I could be there. I would take care of you and I hope that you know that. You are so wonderful. I would have you believing that in a HURRY. ;o)
Anyways, I hope gg, that you can get some rest, and find some comfort in something. You and Bev have a wonderful conversation going. I hope that you are learning some from it. I have been reading it, and watching. It is a good one gg. You are a good person, and your heart is golden.
I love you sweetie.
(((gg)))
Love Mich
12:41 pm
September 30, 2010
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Love you mich, miss you mich, hold me please, mich...if you can...
hoping you are getting some necessary rest....
Love gg
1:15 pm
September 30, 2010
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sisters, started a thread to Bev and I would like you to read it, the part on feelings that I read about today...
gonna rest before the appt..
love you all, gg
2:39 pm
September 27, 2010
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((((( holding you each close )))))
I just stopped in w/ lunch. Brought you some chicken and salad. No pizza. Hope ya'll are well and doin ok. GG, I am proud of you and your hangin in there w/ this knee ordeal. Rest is good. Mich, hand in there honey. Cyndra, HI
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3:57 pm
September 29, 2010
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Have read the thread GG. I believe that you are growing. I hope that you continue. You can get through this. Remember, we have to want it bad enough. Is it gonna be painful sometimes....yep, but we gotta move forward. It is the ONLY way gg. You can do it sunshine. I will continue to share what Jim says that I think could be helpful too. I love ya.
Mama~
Chicken and Salad....YUMMMMMMYYYYY!! Thanks for lunch mama. You are the sweetest. And mama, I am holding on, I am becoming a fighter. Though at this point it is tough, I can and I will. I will be a better person for all of this.
Love you Mama.
Mich
(((Mama)))
4:04 pm
September 29, 2010
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Cyn, I am going to bump my thread "Between a Rock and a Hard Place" for you to read, k? That way you know what Jim is saying.
Love you...
Mich
4:18 pm
September 30, 2010
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Mama, thanks for lunch, yea, no pizza or any more peanutbutter/jelly sandwiches!!! I love chicken!!
Mich, I am trying, I love you so much. Thanks for being here...You always help me to feel safe, strong, and free to talk....You know what mich? If you would not have gotten me to talk that Fri. night, where would I be today? What bond would we have?
Good news, I did an exercise by myself today that I could not even do Friday!!! I was so happy....The p.t. is still not happy with my swelling though..They put some pump on me, weird....Anyway, exhausted and hungry...
Love, gg
4:43 pm
September 29, 2010
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I am glad that I got you to start pucking GG. I have never been a moment sorry. I love you, and I am going to be here for you no matter what. You are WONDERFUL. And you have truly blessed my life. The bond that we share is something VERy special to me. You are wonderful.
I am glad that you are improving at least a little. I am thinking of you and praying for healing in your knee GG. I love you. MUCH.
Mich
5:27 pm
September 30, 2010
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Mich, thank you, you are so special and you always help me to feel special too...I don't know if you have any idea the amount of confidence I get from your love....
You have blessed my life also. Mich, I am hugging you so tight right now, hope you can feel it...
gg
5:52 pm
September 24, 2010
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GG-- I am so glad that you are doing better... doing something that you could not even do on Friday... that is great improvement..
Thanks for caring about me.. I will be careful.. like LL said, be careful with my heart...
Love to all of my sisters
5:58 pm
September 30, 2010
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Need,yes just being able to lift my leg was an accomplishment, but I had to lay down for an hour and a half when I got home...I get zapped so easily. Need, the care is here in my heart,,,,my sweet need...Yes, please be careful....I can't go and whip any ass in my condition right now!!!
Love...............gg
6:46 pm
September 30, 2010
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mich, don't let go, please hold...
10:20 pm
September 24, 2010
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I will be careful GG... I know how much you care about me... and I know that if you were in better condition you would kick some ass for me!!LOL
Interestingly enough, pondscum was telling me about this new show on tv. (Hope I am not repeating this to you girls).. Anyway, he said that there was a question about what has the fewest cells... right away, without him giving me the choices, I said "an amoeba"... Well, he nearly shitted his pants and called me a "SMART BITCH" because that was the answer... Ironically it made me crack up because remember back a few weeks ago when we were thinking about names for the assholes I said that he should be called amoeba shit.. Ahhh.. he is just a shit that I am so mixed up about... I admit that I am mixed up...
Love to you
and all my sisters
NEED
10:25 pm
September 30, 2010
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LOL Need....if he only knew!!!!He is the amoeba, he is the pondscum....sorry, if you still care about him...I don't like people that hurt people I care about...
10:34 pm
September 30, 2010
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Mich, gosh, I need to talk to you tonight, hoping you check in before you go to bed....need advice quick.....
10:29 am
September 30, 2010
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mich???
11:34 am
September 29, 2010
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GG, I am still alive....VERY tired. I didn't get home until almost 12. I went to the gym and then went to the store. YIKES. I was so tired. But oh well. Then i had to turn around and get up this morning and gte the wee ones off to school, all I want to do is SLEEP. But I am here and I am alive.
How are you doing? Sorry that I wasn't here last night. Do you still need something?
I love you.
I love all of you.
Mich
11:41 am
September 30, 2010
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Right now just a hug, gosh Mich, what's wrong? I read your post and just burst into tears....
11:43 am
September 29, 2010
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I am holding you sweetheart...You are gonna be ok. Did something set off this down mood of yours? What is going on gg? I am here. Talk to me....you are ok, you are safe.
Mich
11:50 am
September 30, 2010
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I don't know mich...Read the Bev post...I don't know who knows my story outside of the sisterhood. I guess now she may know,not sure...do you think I made things awkward for her?...read and let me know....
I panicked last night...knew you were at gym...but mich, there is no one anymore, I can't depend on you....it still hurts so much....feel like all support is gone and I don't want to go backwards but feel I am..........
I DON'T KNOW...just crying AGAIN...just alone again....hate this...and yes, I do want to cut myself, I want to release something, but even I know that is not right...There are no answers anymore...none.............
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