(((((CYN))))) I have had weekday visits with the kids but it upsets the kids. As long as we stay normally on an only every other weekend visitation they adjust and deal with it but when things have come up and they see me more than that they get too attatched and cry alot and don't sleep and my x and I discussed it and had to decide to limit the visits to what they are except for occasional additions. I would love to see them more and I am hoping one day to try more visits as they get a little older but for now if they see me just for a short visit during the week they start crying when I try to leave and hold on and won't let go. It breaks my heart and theirs and I just hope one day things can be different. Thanks for posting to me, it means so much. Thanks for the kind words, thank you for you! You don't have to have kids to understand pain, and I value you and what you feel and think. You are a wise and wonderful woman! I'm sendin ya lots of love and hugs!

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(((((SMARTERONE))))) (((((MICH))))) (((((GG)))))

(((((GG))))) I hope my post yesterday on your thread didn't stir up bull for you. I meant no harm to you or anyone with what I posted. I felt the post from the other person was not meant in kindness and I needed to address that. I tried to be kind and respectful but firm about how I felt. I apologize if I took it wrong and caused you any grief over the situation. I do believe anyone can post anywhere but it came across to me that he was posting to you and I didn't feel warm and fuzzy from it. I have read other posts from this person on the Lib side and yes he does like to debate and that's fine and all but I also feel after reading some of his posts that he stirs up bull and after reading others posts back to him they seem to see it the same way I see it. Of course that doesn't make me right and it's not about being right. You are my friend and I love you and care about you and I felt I needed to express what I felt from the post. In the thread about Muslims if you read his posts I think you might see what I'm talking about. I just need you to know that I'm not trying to stir up anything but if I caused you any grief or worry or anything negative due to my post please forgive me. I would never try to intentionally cause you any problems. Have a beautiful day, Sweetie! ((((((((((GG))))))))))

(((((BEV))))) First I need to start by explaining that I have been reading some of his posts on the other threads and to follow some of it on the Muslim thread. As I kept reading the banter between posters I feel that at times Guest_Guest was stirring up stuff, disrespectful and attacking. I didn't feel any need to address to him on a thread that was for debate, that I was not a part of, to express how I felt. I read and re-read the posts and each time continued to feel the same way. A few days passed and when I saw what Guest_Guest had posted on the Tump thread, which I know is what GG calls you. I considered it to be GG's original thread since it is asking Tumper, where are you or something like that. Any-who, I again read and re-read Guest_Guest's post and each time felt the same thing. It came across to me as he was saying to GG, since he did not specify who directly he was posting to, that he was telling GG that he didn't need to take the test, since if I remember correctly that she was the one that first took the test or was tellling you to try to take the test or I may be remembering it wrong but anyway, I then took what he was saying of, do you know how to relax, as though he was asking GG that and then do you know how to make people nervous, again as though he was asking GG that and I felt after all the other posts I have read of his that he was just coming over and picking at GG. I may have very well of taken him wrong, it would of helped I'm sure if he would of addressed to whom he was directly speaking, I may have assumed too much and if I was out of line to him I have apoligized and I will also apoligize to you if what I posted upset you. I meant no harm in what I posted. I tried to be kind and respectful but firm. I have even went back to the Muslim thread and I still get the same impression and I have re read his post on the Tump thread and now that you stated he may have been posting to you and not GG, I can see that but again it was too general for me to know for sure and so I felt the need to express how it made me feel especially in regards to it being directed to GG. I truly never meant to cause any trouble for anyone. I am protective of those I care about and GG is very special to me and when I believed that it was aimed at her and not meant nicely, I responded. Unless Guest_Guest chooses to respond then I will never know for sure what exactly was meant. He may not feel comftorable to post back to me and if he doesn't due to what I posted I am terribly sorry. I hope he will post back but other than offer an apology and explination like I have given to you I don't know what else to do. I hope some of this makes sense, most times you just have to be in my head to understand where I'm coming from but hopefully this helps. I'm not mad at Guest_Guest, I was frustrated at what I thought his post meant and it's over. Hopefully I have not caused him any harm but if I have I am truly sorry for that cause that was not my intention at all. (((BEV)))

(((((MICH))))) Thank you for the hug on my apology thread, I really needed that. I'm sendin ya lots of love and hugs!

(((((GG))))) Thank you so much for your post. I really needed the hug! I feel like I screwed up big time, not for standing up for you but for how I approached the situation. I try very hard to be nice to people and treat others even when I am hurt or upset in a respectful manner. I failed and I have effected others so yeah I want to run and hide but I am truly trying to just roll with it. I will have to wait and see if I will do what I do so well and that is to run and hide or if I can just hang tough, suck it up and try to forgive myself for my mistakes and move on. It truly helps to know that you support me and that Mich supports me and Bev was very respectful to me in her posts. I don't deserve that, I didn't show that to Guest_Guest, and I hope he knows I am sorry. I hope that if presented with the same situation in the future that I will be able to handle my communication in a better way. I love ya, and I'm sendin ya lots of love and hugs!