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July 7, 2012
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Please do pm it to me bevdee, I'd appreciate it. Right now whe's doing good, knock on wood. WE all went down to Disneyland last weekend for a few days, had the time of our lives. Little Bear died and went to heaven. It's so dang expensive, even with me couponng and budgeting and such. We all talked over dinner about all the kids who dream of this all their lives and will never experience it during the magical years of their lives, if ever. But if they wre to only charge 20 bucks a pop or if welfare picked up the tab, the place would be destroyed. That's a reality unfortunately. So, is there an answer, a solution? On a different note. The kdis dad and I get along these days, it's been huge. Now he's saying he's going to lose his job and wants to know if I'd be willing to forgive his child suport debt. I'trying to keep at the front of my mind everything said and taught on the Charmer/abuser thread about narcissism. I think I will probably just say Ï'm sorry, I can't do that." No explanation, no arguing, pissing conest, etc. Just, no. How the plants doing bevdee?

Oneday, thank you for your kind words. I'm not good, but I wish I was. Your words mean alot to me.

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July 10, 2012
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What's Forrest Gump's facebook password?

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July 13, 2012
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You laughed! Admit it....

July 16, 2012
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There are a couple or few peole who've come into my life that I just plain hate. And whether they care or not, I always will.

July 17, 2012
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Free! That's not like you at all. The Free I have come to know (limited) from this site does not hate. Don't let the rotten creepy people get under your skin. They will always exist & keep thinking that without pure evil in the world there could not be pure goodness. Stay away from the bad and go towards the positive and good. Then you will have people around you that are just like you.

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July 17, 2012
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ty one day. Some people continually redefine "parasite"." Friggin toad. Somebody just run over it already!

August 26, 2012
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We moved. Hate moving, but we're all settling in. Think I'm going to like this house even better than the last. Bustin butt to complete some classes to up my salary. I see one foot and shiney are now posting as retards. Again. Some things never change. Little Bear started soccer. He's just so dang cute. Boo Boo Bear is starting his Junior year as the varsity water polo captain. He's so dang cute too. My pookie Bear turns 20 tomorrow. She's just stunning. Bunny bear(my oldest) is having a little boy. She's beautiful. I like the name Phoenix.

Time's short but wanted to pop in. Hope all is well with y'all.

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August 26, 2012
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BTW, what the heck happened to "Liberation Brew?" I got lost and ended up stumbling on my thread. I was looking for wd's. If you see this wd, know you're thought of and I just hope things are the best that they can be.

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September 4, 2012
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Hey Free, I still check in once in a while.

September 25, 2012
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Yeah bevdee I'm sure you do lol.

 

I don't know what happened here when Michael and I split up, I know he put a keylogger on my computer

and accessed my work and personal email, credit cards, billing statements.  I don't know for cetain anymore

if he ever accessed this site under my name or if he posted as losermike.  According to bevdee, Destinystar called

Michael and told him I was posting about him here.  Things were posted here under my nic that I did not post, as

well as on Paul Elam's site.  About a month or so before Michael and I separated, he saw me on this site as I was

on all day long but everytime he'd walk by I'd minimize the screen.  I was in the bathroom and he brought the screen

up, allaboutcounseling and me logged in as free.  There was a big tadoo about it, I told him he could read everything,

nothing posted was secret, I'd been open with him about everything. Told him I was minimizing when he walked by

because I wasn't interested in confrontation.  So he was actually reading stuff a month or so before he, bevdee,

or whovever, logged in as losermike.  There are things posted as losermike that makes me think it was in fact Michael, 

but maybe it was chance posting those things.  Because of that tadoo metntioned above, my daughters got on the site.  I

did post sometimes under their nics when I was banned.  Had to get my two cents in ya know.  They have laptops.  A

friend of mine stays with us sometimes on business and they got her involved.  That's andii.  I've posted under her nic

when I was banned, too.  Like I said, gotta get them two cents in.  Treehugs is my vegetarian highly spiritual daughter

that decided she couldn't handle the "hostility and lack of peace seeking spiritually nature-oriented interaction" here. I think

those were her exact words.  I should meditate when I have issue and discover answers within.

 

I posted under Ktaz years ago, when the site was first coming up.  I've been here since it was first coming up.  Heidi wasn't

the only creator, there were a few other women.  She was the main one though.  I made really good friends with Arwen,

and I think about her often to this day.  And a guy named Elliott, a cop in Louisianna.  The site was a lifeline for me,

I wasn't socially adept, I'd been isolated by an abusive man and I had no self esteem.  Going out was tortue.  I found

this site and another, that became a source of interaction for me.  The other site went away.  Dreamscapes.  I trusted

people here, I just posted whatever was on my mind.  For some time I was hostile and angry and lashed out.  I left for

about a year, I didn't use th internet anywhere, when my ex was stalking.  People put up with me and my childish ways,

I appreciate that  as I needed to feel accepted no matter how obnoxious I got.

 

I was happy when the site changed because I could change my password, which I know Michael had.  I wasn't allowed to

change my password on the old site.  Since I've changed my password,  I have just posted as free.  I think the

most horrible thing about the change has been the trolling and lack of moderation.  Heidi policed the site and when cruel or

nasty things were posted she intervened.  Like on an hourly basis.  The only tmie things would go for a bit was the weekends,

b ut she'd be right on it come Monday.  That stopped happening and somebody or some people really have a mean

streak that just ruins everything. 

 

I never filed any complaints about the site with Paul Elam.  He is not my type of person.

 

I've really enjoyed my stay here.  I've learned a great deal I feel, and that's because of the posters here, both good and bad.

There are many I think of often and wish the best.  I know there are some I've hurt and I'm sorry, truly I am. There

are some who have hurt me, and whether it means anything or not, it's all good, everything happens for a reason.

 

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It's all good.  (((Free))) 

November 20, 2012
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Happy Holiday, Free.  I hope it's a good one for you. 

Paula

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