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Does "Energy" have the ability to travel through our thoughts?
August 18, 2005
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Hey RAS,
yes you are right. My dreams are not my dreams when I sleep, but those that out of joy and desire I beleive God calls us to pursue...Faith...to act as though we already have it. But what if we don't? Then what? Believing, and not seeing...the only tangibles I have is that I beleive, which encompasses my dream to pursue, and my intuition which I beleive is from God. But I doubt myself and my persuits because all LOGIC says to me, "What are you doing? This person is gone and has been gone for awhile!" Which one is God? I think I cause my own confusion, due to lack of trust and just being plain confused. I know this will be a positive for me, as after many months I am just beginning to understand what a major problem has been, which is the info in my post here. And yes it is about my friend. So exhausted from this, and I do not think either you or me have an addiction to this. I don't know what it is, and I trust God as you do, but maybe he can't bring me what I need until ??? I don't know. It is almost as if I have to get over the hump, want to see if anything is still there, then at least I could move on. oh well. thanks for encouraging words.
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August 18, 2005
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Ren'ai,
HI, good to see you here!

I have the same intuition, but do not trust it, I don't know why. I was told a long time ago, about 6 yrs ago to TRUST my intuition.

Yes would like to know more, talk more. I will try to post tomorrow inbetween work and work! 🙂

Appreciat it,
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August 18, 2005
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Omw,

There is a good book for hearbreak and hurts entitled "In every pew sits a broken heart" by Ruth Graham. I have posted it yesterday in the other board "Support" and started recommending it to people here - men and women - who are hurting from breakup.

I pray that God will bring us blessings from this disappointment of our relationships with our friends.

Now, I will tell you Ruth's(author's) story. As you may know, she is daughter of Billy Graham. She is divorced woman with kids. She was dating a man of whom every one was warning her to take it slow with him including her own family and parents. She did not listen to anybody and within only 6 months of dating him, they got married. Only to get divorced within short period of marriage. She was gripped with guilt, shame, and fear. She felt like a fool. Imagine her father is giant of faith and she doing such foolish thing!

I hope this post will be illuminating to so many here.

I will keep both of US in prayer with regard to our friends.

You know Omw, I am praying to God if my friend is the right friend to me, that God will confirm it to us and bring us back to each other. I will pray the same thing to you and your friend.

~Hugs & Prayers to US~RAS

August 18, 2005
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I think we are all taught from a very young age to distrust our instincts. It's pounded into our heads by all the adults around us because they were taught the same things and so on and so on...

I also think that our intuition is very much our "sixth sense" and so it's very crippling when we shut it down. Can you imaging being taught to keep our eyes closed or our ears plugged and to depend on the adults around us to explain how every thing looks or what it sounds like? I honestly believe our intuition is that important to how we function in the world, and it's an invaluable tool as far as keeping us safe and helping us to learn--just like hearing and seeing...

I've missed you, OMW!

Love,

Ren'ai

August 18, 2005
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Hi Ladies,
I went to a friend who recently lent me the tapes by Caroline Myss. She works in a holistic therapy environment where they recently purchased a machine for giving color therapy. Also a new concept to me.
Today she read my chakra utilizing a crystal pendulum. The way the crystal rotates, swings, twirls, determines to the reader where the imbalances are in your chakras. I found it really interesting. My friend isn't really accurate in her methods but it gave me some insight.
Her mentor who is 76 was really impressive on how she cleared the energy and balanced it. You could feel the sensations. When my friend was treating a few chakrs with color I felt distinct sensations such as heat and coolness at different times.
I found it interesting but not sure I want to put all my eggs in one basket....

I think Intention is the biggest healer of lost dreams. Whatever you focus your energy on....You give power to.

August 19, 2005
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Hey MJ,

Ditto your last sentence. It is very wise and true!!! No one is worthy of that pain. If someone is meant to us, it will enentually come back to us. Simple as that. If it's not, we don't want it anyway. How eloquently put! Thanks for the reminder! Smile.

~Love, RAS~

August 19, 2005
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Ren'ai:

"I think we are all taught from a very young age to distrust our instincts. It's pounded into our heads by all the adults around us because they were taught the same things and so on and so on..."

I agree with what you posted above (copied, pasted here).

My intuition is telling me to go against every logical purpose, so now I am wondering if it is not just pure stupidity. I cannot dump mine, and I really want to. My logic says one thing, my intuition says another...and I am exhausted and exasperated....so emotionally I want to drop it, but I literally can't.
Do you comprehend, how intuition says one thing....logic says another?

Any ideas? thx,
we have missed you too!

August 19, 2005
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RAS, thank you for the book reference, I'll be sure to look at it.
I do not know if I am being attacked, or what is going on with me, but I do need much prayer.
Thanks, and thanks for the encouragement, I really need it right now. I feel so stupid holding on to something my intuition says is right, but my logic says get on with my life and forget about it.

August 23, 2005
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On the 18-Aug-05 you wrote:

"... Ultimately, there IS no independent "hard stuff" - matter.' ... ...

Our thoughts are energy - represented by electro-chemical processes in the brain - though personally I see the brain as the processor rather than the originator of thoughts & consciousness. The hardware, if you like. Thoughts & feelings are the software. ... ..."

It seems that science is on the verge of 'proving' that the 'brain' depends upon 'conscious awareness' not the reverse assumption that has been accepted as a 'fact' by science for so long.

A recent and rare experiment was conducted on a woman who has a terminal illness in the form of a brain stem tumor. While neurosurgeons performed a desperate long shot operation to save her life a medical research neuroscientist specializing in the nature of conscious awareness decided to monitor every little thing that happened during the operation, by videoing the whole thing right up to her death or her successful revival. The scientist was out to prove or disprove that conscious awareness could exist independent of the body/brain. He even went as far as to put a clicking device in her ears to drown out any sounds. Her eyes were taped shut as well. Low and behold she both survived the operation AND had an out of body experience in which she vividly described things of which she could not have been aware by any 'normal' sensory input. In addition, her brain had ceased to function in any sense during the operation - the surgeons had seen to that. For all intentions purposes she was brain dead.

The neuroscientist now hypothesizes that at a quantum level the brain's subatomic particles are underpinned by a consciousness upon which it depends and by which it is CONSTRAINED. When that constraint is either temporarily or permanently removed by brain death, that consciousness expands beyond the normal 'borders' of its domain. It seems that then it is able to know the 'unknowable'. However, upon 'deciding' to return to the body, that 'conscious awareness' all but looses the memory of all the intimate details of what it experienced and 'knew' during the NDE, bringing back into the physical brain's memory cells only that which it can contain and reconstruct within the constraints of its prior conditioning.

This was MY experience during a very powerful meditation session in which I saw the very nature of all things and was flabergasted. However, I could only bring back the memory of my 'awareness of all' NOT the 'content' of that awareness. I believe that temporarily, somehow without knowing exactly how, I experienced what NDErs experience; I was able to get down to the depths of the quantum levels of my brain and to momentarily free my conscious awareness. Unfortunately the memory cells of my brain are not hard wired in a way that allows storage the either non-dimensional or multidimensional experiences.

And you added:

"But Who writes the programme?!"

If one were to make the assumption that it is some independent separate God "Who writes the programme", then this is a quantum leap in logic and is intellectually unsustainable. This action would be a leap of blind faith.

August 23, 2005
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I dare to leap if leaping creates serenity and peace in my energy field!

I think I will leap for JOY.
No pun intended 😉

August 24, 2005
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Hello MJ!

I would very much to offer you a suggestion. It's probably going to sound nuts, but since I'm most likely certifiable what else would one expect from the likes of me?

Before you go to bed at night, do a visualization process where you "see" the energy that is you. Get yourself very grounded in reality but at the same time give yourself complete permission to be as creative as you want to be. I promise you, I have done this myself and it has completely changed my life in so many ways I could't even begin to fully describe what an impact it's made!

The way I do this particular "exercise" is to begin to see myself at an "atomic" level. I look into my eyes and embrace all the loving beauty living there. I somewhat systematically envision all of my body, one area after another. As I see, accept, and embrace the space between each particle of energy that, collectively, forms the beauty of me, I then begin to envision a potent, spiritual, healing "love" energy flowing into and filling all the spaces between each and every neutron, electron, and even sub-atomic particles because I believe in love. For me, "love" energy is a beautiful, soft yet bright and fragrant lavendar color. I envision it to be about the same consistency as honey and I see it flowing into me freely from the infinite supply "we" have created collectively. I see myself filling up, then beginning to flow freely in this "river" of love. I do everything in my power to "be" love.

Let me tell you that in December a good friend committed suicide. Three days later, my partner--who I believed to be the ultimate love of my "lives"--dumped me. This just 2 short months after learning I have two chronic, progressive, incurable illnesses. In February the therapist I was seeing died and at the same time my mother was having emergency heart surgery. I became so deeply depressed and overwhelmed that I planned and then set a date for my own suicide.

I don't know how it came to me, this idea of trying to meditate and visualize this powerful, cathartic, collective energy, except for that I was intensely desperate, and because I asked what I like to call my higher power, the Great Universe, to please assist me in decreasing the amount of chaos and drama in my life, and to replace it with peace, serenity, as I continue to live here and still achieve the same levels of learning.

Since that time, my life has changed in so many ways. In my world, challenges continue. My grandson was born on Easter Sunday. The birth was extremely difficult, there were complications, and we almost lost the little trooper. I lost my job. Yeah, my life is still my life.

All that seems to have changed is my ability to remain in a place of peace, confident that whatever happens next is happening for a reason--to provide me with the opportunities to learn. I guess as long as I am a willing student, the Great Universe remains willing to teach!

I hope and "pray" with all of my heart that the words written here will in some way assist you in creating a "new" life. We are all worthy and deserving of tranquility--especially during the life lessons that are truly the most painful and difficult!

It's late where I am, and I have NO idea whether or not this going to make sense, and I'm not bothering to check for typo's.

Anyway, I hope it helps somehow.

Love to you!!!

Ren'ai

August 24, 2005
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Hello OMW,

I looked back at all the posts to try to see if I could get a handle on some specifics around your situation.

It's late where I am, and so I might be missing some information that should have jumped right up and smacked me. If I missed something, and the feedback I have to offer you is somewhat inappropriate, I apologize in advance. And I hope I don't cross any lines as I struggle to put this into words.

I get a sense that there's a gentleman involved--someone you've been seeing/dating or have been in a "more than friends" relationship with him before. It seems to me like your logical side is saying that he is not worth your time, things aren't going to work out--something along these lines. But in your heart you believe that pursuit of this relationship is "right." If I'm way off the mark here, and you're willing to write more specifics about what's happening for you now, again, that would help me out.

I can sense that you are emotionally and intellectually exausted, confused, frustrated, and maybe a little disappointed that there aren't more people who feel a connection to that brilliant, intuitive heart of yours. Sadly, it is their loss!

So, if I'm right, and this has to do with some kind of romantic involvement, I would ask you to make a consideration before you make any big decisions or "do" anything regarding this situation. Please take the time to examine where the feelings connected to your heart are coming straight from your heart, and which emotions are more structured around the physical aspects of attraction and infatuation. Until you have separated these "heart" emotions and made certain that the feelings that are generated elsewhere are not given the same "weight" as the intuitive feelings, you can't safely make a decision. There's just too much chaos happening for you right now and it would be easy to make a mistake.

And this may sound crazy. It may be crazy but I don't care. While I was writing this I dozed momentarily and caught a glimpse of a young man, early to mid-20's. He is wearing a flannel shirt over a T-shirt and some jeans. The shirt is long-sleeved, plaid, different shades of blue from dark navy to baby blue. If you see this guy, you need to get away from him. No need to panic, just don't get "left" in a situation where you are even somewhat alone with him. If it's a friend that I'm describing, ie you know someone with a shirt like this, and you are already friends and comfortable, on the day he wears this shirt he is really mad about something and looking for someone to take it out on so be careful, okay?

One last thing--you are NOT stupid! I don't like for my friends to talk each other down. I don't like my friends to talk themselves down. Okay?

Love to you, OMW

Ren'ai

August 24, 2005
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OMW,

P.S. Also take into consideration the fact that your intuition may be leading you to make a "mistake" in order for you to learn a lesson. Perhaps people around you who love you sense this on some level and are merely seeking to protect you...

Love to you!!!

Ren'ai

August 24, 2005
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Thanks Ren'ai!

You write beautiful wisdom. Just what I needed to hear at this moment.
Peace and Love to YOU.

August 24, 2005
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YW, mj. I sincerely hope there was something of value in what I wrote to you. I know it's pretty unorthodox stuff that not many people would be willing to consider so I feel appreciated by the fact that you took the time to read what I wrote. And I appreciate your compliment!

Love,

Ren'ai

August 25, 2005
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Hi Ren'ai,
Yes it is true..a gentleman I used to date.
The confusion, exhaustion, etc. is from me trying to figure out matters that do not matter. "Not worth it"...he is very much worth it, but the past is not worth it to me. I have been wishing in an unrealistic sense, holding on to the feelings I felt when around him before. Took me forever to realize this is not real life!! 🙂 Hope is another story. IF I were to ever date him again it could work, but he is gone, gone, gone. I just always thought there was something special there though that would eventually draw us together again...intuition, but realistically, logically, face-value it does not seem possible. Then too, I am a beleiver that if it is to be then it will be.

Re; the 20+ yr. old, may be my older son, but he does not wear jeans or a flannel shirt, so presently do not know anyone, but thanks for the warning!!

Thank you for getting back to me with your intuition. 🙂 I guess I have told you all I know to tell you. It is a past relationship that did not work out, could work out now, but he is dating someone else, I am not, so I am currently open to the fact that he is out of my life and am emotionally moving on and open to other possibilities. He is a wonderful man, I was very codependent, and insecure....then. Two sides to every story though!

DO not have a computer for the weekend will check back on Monday.
Thanks!

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Renai,
I did the visualization last night of filling myself up with positive light and energy and it was strange. My eyes were closed but I saw a square that was filling up. It was energizing to have the square filled completely. Does that make sense? It felt like it really worked its magic.

Thanks for suggesting it. I awoke this morning feeling happy and that hasn't happened before my meditations and coffee.

August 25, 2005
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(((((((((Rena'ai)))))))))))))

I was going to comment on the personal sharings in your life this past year. You certainly have been going through a lot of lessons and I send you more love and positive energy to fill in some losses and heart ache. Thank you so much for sharing your positive energy with me.

August 25, 2005
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Hi mj,

Thanks for your kind words about the things I've gone through over the past year. I want to assure you that I continue to process and work through many of the things that happened. I'm sure you understand it's an ongoing thing...

I'm glad the meditation feels like it's helping and/or useful to you. Sometimes things like this have to be fine-tuned to suit the individual. You might prefer a different color in your visualizations or just whatever. Since you are a person who already meditates I'm guessing that you will probably be able to figure out lots of ways to integrate loving exercises into your meditation.

Thanks again so very much for the positive feedback. I needed a little bit of "love attention" today!

Sincerely,

Ren'ai

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Yes, I agree, Life is an ongoing work in progress. Sending you more love and kindness.

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