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May 11, 2006
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thanks. I guess thoughts effect the body and vice versa too, the body (tired, hunger) effects the thoughts too. Reminds me I'm hungry too. what a day gosh.

May 11, 2006
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I did the psychological reversal things told to me by my doc and it said i'd go through anxiety, sadness, anger and then resolution. I really for the first time, cried over this girl, that, i didnt know. I didnt know this would happen to me. i didnt know she would break my heart like this. I cried.. oh gosh. i know this is part of the process. this is enough for me, i'm not gonna do the rest to get to the anger. its enough for today. maybe it'll resolve itself.

i'll talk to the doc too, but i cried and cried with wailing. so much grief is pent up inside me, over this girl. so much. i could still cry some more :(( sniff

May 11, 2006
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i dont know how this happened. how did i cry and why. How did this happen. will it happen again? i hope so. i have to get it out. what will happen later? i dont know. i hope it keeps working.

i've felt the most sadness, in all these 6 months by doing this thing.

basically its tapping various points on the body while thinking of things that are worrying us. i dont know if its gonna happen again, or whats the use.

May 11, 2006
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guest,
almost like accupressure?

May 11, 2006
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maybe kind of, yea, also involving the body. i dont know what the principle is. maybe it reinforces the mental stuff. I dont know whats gonna happen, my head is heavy from the crying. and i'm still sad about her, but its better. I wonder how often i have to do this or if it will work again.

May 11, 2006
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guest-maybe crying is a good thing. i know i went for years without crying and then all of a sudden it all hit me and i cried for days. but at the same time i was putting all the hurt, and crap behind me. it's like i just let go. and that was a good thing.maybe u will be like me and feel clean and whole when the crying is done. feeling the sadness fully is the first step to letting it go. you're gonna get better.

(((guest)))

May 11, 2006
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guest it works, and those points are probably tender to the touch aren't they? we are made up of energy I beleive. there are points right down from your ankle bone where it just drops if you move your thumb down. this point produces seratonin in your brain. then if you move up to the top of your leg on your thigh and rub it for about 30 seconds it helps to get the enrgy flowing. then your vegas nerve in your neck..could be thick and tight. rub it hard for about 20 seconds. it is most likely sore.

when these points are no longer physically sore, then some healing has taken place chemically in your body. anad yes, when i rubbed the points beneath my feet when i began i felt all sorts of emotions, and didn't know where they came from. so it works what you are doing.

May 12, 2006
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guppy, thanks, i'm feeling sadness and maybe some anxiety again over this girl.

i got a nice reply back from that cute black girl. i like her, i thikn she likes me too but I'm afraid of my performance in friendhsip. If I can just relax, everything would be OK. I'll see how it goes.

OMW, is there any internet site that explains in detail what you're saying? what should i put in the search on the net to find more info on it? i want to get all those emotions you talk of.

May 12, 2006
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i woke up after 4 hours again, this time my neck was hurting cause it was cold. My bed is near the window. I'm gonna tke that blanket over my head and sleep again. looks like i'm feeling sleepy again. i hope i can sleep again

May 12, 2006
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not that bad a sleep, not as bad as yesterday. i woke up but i was able to go back to sleep.

May 12, 2006
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guest,
i see a retired minister who is a certified accupressurist. he is also an anointed healer, or i probably would not see him. this means that God has given him the ability to heal. his healing process is based on the fact that we are 'energy' and we have energy points. now most people mis-use this in my opinion as it can be mis-interpreted in a metaphysical sense. i do NOT beleive in the metaphysical religion, but from reading my posts you know i beleive in a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. this minister friend does as well. but we have energy points, commonly known as meridian points. and our thoughts affect our physical body, or our soul, the seat of our will and emotions affect our body. i believe that as the Holy Spirit becomes more and more, my soul becomes less and less and my body begins to feel better. but we are all in a sense in the same boat. we all have a soul.

hope you have a better day today. you have a very good and kind soul guest.

May 12, 2006
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thanks OMw, you're also very kind yourself, kinder than me probably infact. I think i have to work on my patience and empathy in real life.

i might try to do a longer session today. It said to repeat the process 6 times for a serious problem, I did it only once. 1 time takes about 10 minutes. Or maybe I'll wait for my doc on tuesday so I can know what I should work on.

my sleep wasnt that bad yes.. thankgod. I'll be able to function more peacefully today. I wonder why, maybe it was cause my neck wasnt cold later.

thats right, inspite of having different beliefs and situations, we're all in the same boat of trying to get better.

Is there any way you could ask your friend for some info so I can find out where exactly this spot on the feet is and what I should do, etc? I'm interested in knowing how this emotional release is possible through there too. Any name of this process or method? I could then search on the net.

May 12, 2006
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guest,
maybe you slept better because your pressure valve was released. you had a lot of pent-up stuff going on for awhile. sure i will ask my friend for you.

May 12, 2006
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maybe, that could be true. "pressure valve", heh, funny. hope to release some more pressure.

May 13, 2006
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guest- read some of the original threads. u and tez have quite a history. u r right about the data crash. it was a temp thing one day because of an isp prob. i think. anyway guest is in the know. rock on dude....

May 13, 2006
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guppy, you catching up on all of the old threads?

May 13, 2006
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omw-yep. :)done now

May 13, 2006
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guppy, wow ur finding everything! can you find the love that girl had for me at some point? i cant find it now :(.. boohoo.

May 13, 2006
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hey guest! :0))))
hope you have a good weekend!!

May 13, 2006
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guest-i dont know guest, what ya gonna give me if i research and find it for ya????? :))))))) U know, it will take awhile because u've talked about girls from the get go. (i'm anteing up my price) 🙂

omw- i am truly sorry for what u are going through with your mom. i know it has to be very hard on u right now. u seem to be able to handle the situation though. u come across as level headed and calm. and very insightful. i wish u all the best.
(((omw)))

May 13, 2006
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guppy,
thank you for the sweet wishes and compliment. my family is learning to let go one day at a time. my dad is having the most difficult time, they are so cute together. he is 83 and still as sharp as a tack. she called him from the hospital about 2 months ago, and wanted to know when he was going to pick her up that she and the new baby were ready to come home!! my dad asked her what she named it! she repeated his name, and my dad says, "Hot dog, finally got one named after me!!" he humors her.

level headed and calm huh? yep that's me...but i SO need to lighten up!!

but this is guest's diary!

May 13, 2006
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omw-remember guest gave his approval for us to use his thread. he said it would help him to feel more comfortable to blab too. 🙂 it should make him happy. he has two chicks playing in his diary!!!! ha!!

your dad sounds like a very good man. i like people who can find the good in not so good situations.

my day is lazy! i'm taking a do nothing day. and that is what i intend to do. nothing. 🙂 it's a self appointed down day...he he

May 13, 2006
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yess please all the girls, they're all invited to write into my diary for free! $3, ladies, all you can drink :D. lol

ahmmm.... sigh. Oh gosh, my love life.. my LIFE rather.

i'm cleaning up my house today.

thanks OMW

guppy yea, please do find it, I'm really looking for it.

May 13, 2006
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guest-not today...it's a do nothin day....i'll take a diet mountain dew. just put it on my tab. he he

u live by yourself. how dirty can your house be?? oops, i forgot. your a man. never mind.....j/k. 😉

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wait a min. i am do something. i am trying REAL hard to do nothing. it's a s t r u g g l e........

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