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May 10, 2006
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I'm gonna write an email to that other office girl. she's a real cute black girl :). i think she likes me. she is reallly cute. Oh well.. worth a try. I'll just write to say her goodbye and how i enjoyed working with her and i wish her best of luck for the exams and stuff (shes gonna move out of the city after that, i think)

May 10, 2006
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go under libs or support. on the left of search type in your nick. it will pull up every thread that had your nick in the title.......

May 11, 2006
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oh ok.. thankss. wow. i will read those all sometime and see what i was. It goes back to latest Sep 2000 though, not 99, yea?

May 11, 2006
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i cant remember. i am surprised how far back aac goes though.

May 11, 2006
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well yea, the eaerliest i could pull was from sept 2000. They had a data crash back then otherwise i'd have the real oldies too, thats when AAC started (in 99 i think)

May 11, 2006
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u can put in some of the other nicks that have been around along time and u will get ninety nine. how do u know they had a data crash. did it quit working? u must of been one of the first people on here. 🙂

May 11, 2006
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oh reallllly. ok i'll check that out then. heh. I think i remmber something about the crash, maybe not then. yea i thikn they made it in 99 and i was here around that time. i may be wrong though, it might be earlier. ok then.. have a good night 😀

May 11, 2006
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guest-nothing on the internet is sacred. there are people in the military that make a living doing surveilence. saying certain things gets u flagged and then they check u out.....u would be surprised at what words get attention.

May 11, 2006
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bad sleep ahh!!! drowsy and tired and shit. Thankgod im getting the sleep study next month.

I saw some of my old posts. strange! heh. I'm probably gonna say the same thing 5 years from now looking at my posts of today. hopefully by that time, i'm also a member of allaboutHappiness.com ahh

allaboutPEACE_and_just_kickin_it.com

i wanna be a member of that site, ahhhh. heh.

oh gosh. Tired. Need sleep. Mind is weary, cant think, down. Nothing works if I havent slept like this.

Yea i saw the old posts, I was weaker than I am today. I couldnt go back to the time I started coming here, that would be interesting, but I do have journal material from those days, yup. Not on all issues but just on faith because iwas trying to leave faith at that time (which I have, I'm an athiest now).

My boss said yesterday my extension is not a gaurantee, damn. Plz, for god sake, boss, dont do this to me. "Dont do this to me, deemi!" (Excorcist)

Rest of this day is going to suck totally, because of how drowsy I am. Lets get some moisterizer, my hands are tickling and dry. ee.

May 11, 2006
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looks like the first 500 threads of this site were lost. Thats why I'm a scientology member. The god Xenu, he came here 75 million years ago and took away the threads.

Ok so its gonna be a tough day.

Sleepiness: 8/10

Feeling crappy: 7/10

Hope: 2/10

Eyes want to close: 9/10

wish i could sleep damn. Why did I wake up, why. The room had gotten cold, but only 2 degrees less.

May 11, 2006
10:17 am
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here's something that cheered me up for 5 seconds: link

May 11, 2006
10:24 am
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hey guppy, yea, I know about survelieance. I've supported it fully. I support full minotring of everything, emails phone, internet- its all for our safety. What's any government guy gonna get by reading my daily stuff, even its personal. Its all for my safety. I know some people dont agree with survielance of this kind, hmm. Anyway.. i'm ok, have nothing to hide. Anyone can check me anytime. I just wish I had a job gosh. I might sit down today and plan something about this.

I'm really scared if my boss says I'm not getting an extension. I'll then ask him to give me something atleast, reduced pay or something.

May 11, 2006
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lol that video is so cute. Look at the first few seconds. He sits down, nervous. He isnt afraid to show his nervousness. After he's gotten over it, he begins having fun. Interesting ha?

May 11, 2006
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guest-i wasn't talking about u. someone showed me how easy it is to get info on me one time. shocked the fins off of me.

May 11, 2006
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WWWWHHHHEEEEEEE!! i tried to google the all about happiness .com. ha ha!!
u nut. then i realized u are making ref. to aac. to aah. pretty good. your sense of humor caught me off guard. that was sneaky.........

later, gup

May 11, 2006
12:40 pm
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hehe

May 11, 2006
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feeling really sucky. I couldnt sleep last night and thats spoilt my whole day today.

feeling very low and weak in every sense, physically and mentally.

May 11, 2006
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guest, sorry you are feeling badly today. if i knew any jokes i would tell you one. keep smling and know you are cared for!

why do you think it was hard to sleep last night though?

May 11, 2006
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thanks omw, I dont know. I think I woke up, it was too cold again, although it was just 2 degrees than the 70F I usually like. Then I just couldnt go back to sleep. I'm trying to keep this girl off my mind too. I keep reminding myself how she flirts with other guys.

What a struggle. I wonder how people are able to live happy lives all the time, I mean the emotionally healthy people who dont consistently feel grouchy like I do.

bad day today. I'll try to read the Energy therapy notes my doc gave me and gotta think about the next job too.

May 11, 2006
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ok, well, in taking your own advice, let's see, do you think it could be that a girl who flirts is attractive to you? is it a personality characteristic you find appealing?

people don't live happy lives all of the time, but i think i understand how you feel. i just think as humans we are sometimes powerless.

May 11, 2006
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She's very pretty and combined with the fact that she approached me first and liked me - these two together make her irresistable. Right now I'm mentally and physically weak so its making things real hard. Last night I was ok because I wasnt tired.

Plus I dont know if they're going to hire me for one more year - thats very scary. I hope they do. I cant even think of not being hired again because I wont have any other job to fall back on. I'd have to take a loan or start doing a job in another field. I have to think about these issues.

I wish my head was clear right now. It was more clear last night. :((( hmm.

May 11, 2006
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guest, please go and read your post to me, the second one after mine, in the thread 'where did everybody go?'. you were wondering how tomorrow would turn out. is it possible that you can decide how it will turn out? can you decide to have a good day? you are such a sweetheart, and you deserve to be happy...and you are working SO hard.

what's happenig with your job, you don't know if you will have one? i'm sorry, i must have misssed a post or something? fill me in please?

May 11, 2006
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I cant do it 🙁 my head is so sore and my eyes cant stay open - i'm just drowsy and extremely tired.

Even if I force myself to calm down, I get real tired. The physical body is tired and it longs for rest. Thats why I'm miserable. All I want to do is sleep and rest, I wish. I'll be home in the evening though so thats good. Tonight I'm going to watch the temperature and maybe turn on the heat beforehand if its gonna get cold.

I've just lost my peace of mind I used to have. Because of my job maybe not getting extended and because hopelessness in the relationship area.

I'm just confused about my job, what I want to do. I'm unsure of starting to work on it. My boss said he might give me another year but its not sure yet. Thats one worry, the second is: I really want to find a high tech job, but they all ask for experience. Its impossible unless I really really work hard and I cant. I have to, I know.

sorry, just a lot of problems together. Sleep, present job, future job and relationships.

thanks for listening, I hope you arent burderning yourself with my problems.

May 11, 2006
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I read that one again, thanks a lot for reminding me. Seems i was feeling peaceful at that time. Right now it seems i've never been peaceful in my life at all. ah.

my head hurts 🙁 oh sniff

May 11, 2006
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sending a hug and a hankie your way! and it is no burden at all. hope you get some rest. interesting how thoughts affect our bodies, don't quite understand it all, but beleive it to be true. hope the rest of your day goes better!

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