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May 9, 2006
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guppy...yeah ha! my hardheadedness has marched me around the mountain more times than i like to count as well! but is is so sweet when it settles in!!!

May 9, 2006
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omw-lmao!!!! so it was U i passed on that mountain!!!!;p

May 9, 2006
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very funny guppy!! next time bring the popcorn and i'll bring the lemonade!

May 9, 2006
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omw-sure thing. we'll sit up on that mountain and laugh about the fact our hardheadedness is still taking us there. lol!!

May 9, 2006
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ok, but hopfully God will step in and say, 'HEY...I'm over here!!' cause I so lose track, but am getting better. don't want to leave you on that mountain by yourself, so spot, spot!!

May 9, 2006
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omw-ok,ok now i have tears running down my face from laughing at u. i'm easy to find.i'm the one who has a camp set up cause i go there so often!!!!!!!!!!!!! and god is like, u were just here yesterday. tsk,tsk.

May 9, 2006
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guest-i'm sorry we have hijacked ur thread. but,can u tell, we are admitting we have faults to......yea, let us know how your doc session goes if u feel like it.

May 9, 2006
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well at least he laughs WITH us and not at us. i couldn't stand it if he made fun. wonder who else may join us? dare we open a 'walk around the mountain thread?'

sometimes i even bring music, and a good book, and it is days before i even know where i am. i would swear to you that i was not back at the same place. but then i see the crumbs from the popcorn last month's visit...and it is all over. is it down and cry, but am learning to laugh a little bit and run like H!

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oh yes and guest, sorry but we are just waiting for you to come back.

May 9, 2006
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probably should bring a keyboard with me next time so i can learn to type...good grief, sorry for all of the typos above.

May 9, 2006
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you guys can hijack this thread as much as I want. Infact cause I've hijacked so many other threads, SC has sentenced me to 10 years of hijacked threads, the ones I make myself :((. heh.

No really, just come here and write. This is your scratch pad if you like. Lets create an air of freedom of expression, just writing out what we want to write. That'll encourage me to blah blah all the time too which is good for us.

I'm really trying to cruise so fast in my mental health. I'd stopped doing anything for the last 3 years. For 2.5 years I was with this sick aggressive dominating roomate who had the lease under his name. He was in control. I was suppressed for so long. As soon as this leash came off me, I became experiencing life more but also because I got a job and moved on. But yea my roomie wasnt there also so that helped.

My doc sessions in 4 minutes heh. Oh my gosh, oh shit, I cant get that girl out of my head. She's too pretty I swear. She's too much :(((( mmm.

And to think that SHE came to me first? Oh my god. Why the hell did it have to happen that I had to scare her away :((. This is one of the biggest tragedies of my life :(.

The prettiest girl in the city (and she's just soo sexy in every way) comes to me HERSELF - and I scare her away. That doesnt happen in a million years.

And AFTER she's gone, I'm still left with my issues - finding a girl and having a relationship. ATTRACTING someone oh my gosh. All my panic isnt helping, I know. I cant do anything to calm myself and be grounded. Ok session time..... brb.

May 9, 2006
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omw-walk around the mountain thread?
i dare ya..........;)

guest-u'r sense of humor lately is a surprise and a delight. :p

May 9, 2006
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psst everybody! Guest has left his diary right here on AAC. Let's read it and ... hehehe ... we'll have somebody to gossip about! Keep it a secret, though. :o)

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May 9, 2006
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I DOUBLE dare you!! ha.
headed to a bible study, will check in later. we are having a mountain burning contest, and in NV, it should be interesting. i'm losing it...need to get my feet on the ground.

May 9, 2006
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Guest,

If it's any help, I really don't think you scared her off. From what you said, she bounces around from guy to guy, right?

I once was in your shoes. I dated a girl I thought was the hottest girl in town. I did something to scare her off, and after about a month she started being my friend again. Now we're good friends and who knows what might transpire still? Maybe we'll end up getting married on the same day to our girls; wouldn't that be something?

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May 9, 2006
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good night guest. on my way. seek.

May 10, 2006
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guest-i am curious . what part of the country r u from? i noticed u and several others on here. use words like mate, eh, heh.bit. i never saw this so much till aac. is it midwest? like i use yall all the time because i hear it in the south. is eh used like the word huh? . like in a bit means in a minute, right? is heh used for like the word hah? oh yea one more ch ch??? meaning????

make guppy a little smarter. explain all these slang words u are using.

May 10, 2006
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nite guppy and seeker, and guest...how did the visit with the doc go?

May 10, 2006
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It was a chaotic session, I had so many questions for him.

I want that girl, I want her, I want her, gosh. ah! She wants me too. She wants me wildly, when I'm being peaceful. I saw it yesterday in the other office. Oh my gosh, the way she looks as if she'd just want to come over and kiss me. shit. She's too frikking sexy. Too much! ahhhh

Seeker___, yea, you can gossip all you like :D. If it helps solve my problem, I wouldnt mind if you printed out my diary and distributed it all over town using an airplane. you know, those airplane fliers 😀

yea, if we got married the same day! Actually i'm afraid of marriage. What if it doesnt work out and then divorce and what not. I dont want to be destroyed financially. Good point I'll ask this to her sometime maybe, once and if our romance develops again.

____guppy, I live in the midwest, but eh and heh is my own thing. HEH is like half a laugh.
CH CH= sadness 🙁 when we click our tongues. But these are not things in the midwest because I'm an international foerigner from the east 😀 thats all i can tell. I just live in the midwest.

EH, mean "yea?". heh, I dont really know how to explain that one. EH just means ummmm.... "huh" also

I guess its kinda english also? EH

May 10, 2006
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I'm gonna have a sleep study done after a month. He said my airway is narrow :((( umm :((. i want my sleep backk

May 10, 2006
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Sleep apnea or narrow airway can be cured with surgery! By god I'll do this if I have to. I know how important sleep is for how clear my mind is in the day. thankgoddd. I thought there was no solution if I had that problem.

I dont know yet if I have apnea yet. He just said its narrow. I'll have the sleep study after about a month.

I'm feeling pretty peaceful. The sleep doc said I should socialize more and not wait for people to knock on the door. I know I need to do this. oh, I need to join the Amnesty internation in my university. Most of all I hope to meet a cute girl there so I can have fun :D. Tired of being frikking lonely.

I think another office girl likes me. I'm pretty sure if I made a move, she'd come. Maybe I'll talk to her sometime. I just dont have courage. Wish I could do it. damn

May 10, 2006
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There ya go. The doc said 'go get em". You should listen to the doc.

I have narrow passages and severe sleep apnea. IF they do decide you have it then read up on it so you can make the needed transitions to make your health the best you can. It can be manageable.

Hope you have a great day.

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hi mama, im sorry you got apnea. How is it now? how is your sleep? are you considering surgery? i read that it helps (last resort, but what can we do, we need our sleep back).

yes i wish I could go out more, i really do need to be more social. I have to find.. clubs where they do activities i like to do. First I have to DECIDE what i like to do.

On another hand, i just got to know from my boss that his bosses have both apnea. I was surprised becuase they both are so cool headed and peaceful. They're big leaders. I'd think they atleast must be having a good sleep.

I'm feeling a lil better today I think, cause i had better sleep than i usually do. Even then i'm a lil drowsy but not that much.

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guest-thanks for exsplaining all the slang to me. u aren't the only one who uses eh, heh, ya , and bit. read the other threads. it's around quite a bit. thanks for telling me. i read the old threads from nienty nine i think.. i read where u are from. :). pretty cool. take your doc's advice. go get em tiger. get out and socialize. i'm glad u are doing well today. see ya

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lol I wanna read those threads too! thats when I started. can i find them too? how did yo do it? once i tried to go back, but i couldnt go back real far back.

trying to detach from this girl. I know I might start missing her again tomorrow. I wish i could remember all the time how she broke my trust in our romance - by flirting with other guys.

I'm sorry, I have to feel safe. I think its a justified demand. I hope I can keep myself strong and if I do, she'll have to work very hard to prove herself. See how the equation changes just by a little self-love and self-respect. Maybe its cause its my gym-working out day today (i do every other day).

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