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1:45 pm
September 30, 2010
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I can relate to you all when you wished him dead-then things would have to change. Never thought I would or could be so mean and hateful. Its just when you allow someone to control your everything it gets old. If we could figure out why and how to change our behaviors,patterns then I think it would be easier-but how. Where to start-it seems like I look to him for approval for things to start, anything. Since that never seems to happen nothing ever changes gets finished or otherwise. Heres my life the one I have chosen to love throws me in a hole deeper I go until when I am tired of being in there I allow HIM to pull me out. Now I know hes going to throw me back in there I just dont get out myself I will wait or he will wait until I am vulnerable. I am tired of the"honeymoon effect" Sorry if I broke away from chapter three but was venting thankx for the ear!!!
2:21 pm
September 27, 2010
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rainydayze:
Glad to see you join us.
You may post whereever you wish. Each chapter will have a new thread. We meet on thursday night 10:30 est/ 9:30 cst/ 7:30 pst, PM, to talk back and forth. This can be a blessing and a hindurance. Blessing coz there is someone there, hindurance coz of cross posting.
We will put a due date on each chapter, which will be the next thursday. You are welcome to discuss any chapter on that chapter's thread. I say that because that is where you will get the most help for what you have to discuss. Posting can be done at any time convenient to you.
I think you'll enjoy this. Gonna be times of pain and self looking at, but worth all it in the end.
2:23 pm
September 30, 2010
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Hey mama!!!
Hope that your day is going well. Had a moment today at school and saw that someone is getting a head start on chapter four!!!! Yeah. I am so glad that you took the initiative to do that!!!!
Thanks again
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