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November 23, 2006
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Hi Cyndra DEAL
🙂 I feel really happy I hope you have a really great day cant believe you even had time to post me during all your Celebrations x I really hope it is filled with wonderful memories

Hopefully type again to you soon.

November 23, 2006
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I have 13 jell-o shots in 30 minutes,,,I am feeling pretty good, hope you all are having a good day...

Love you all

November 23, 2006
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Mich~ I've had three glasses of Prosecco. I am feeling damn good. Hope everyone enjoyed their day.

Love y'all!!

November 23, 2006
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Alive in the other part of the state, doing okay, missing my family here, surviving as always...love and hugs,,,gg

November 23, 2006
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what is a jell-o shot? and 13 mich?????
and cyn 3 glasses??? will be home in 24 hours,,,,yes, yes, yes....the modem here keeps crashing or something cyn and this is the first time today, I have been able to connect...

November 23, 2006
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Who is going to be around and want to talk to me, lil shit tomorrow night? anyone?....

November 23, 2006
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13 jello shots Mich and cyn 3 glasses of Prosecco???

Is it raining in Maryland? It is so cold and rainy here which is NOT helping my depression at all..

Went to my parent's house. The kids had a great time with their cousins. I did not speak to my brother and he ignored me as well.. Then after eating I went upstairs and crashed.. I can not snap out of it...

I love you all...

I am relieved to hear that we all want to get TOGETHER and talk before anyone decides to leave...

NEEDY PEACH

November 23, 2006
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Hey need, love you, miss you, please take care of my sweet need!!!

November 23, 2006
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going to bed...and do we have a few drunk sisters in here? LOL

Check in when I am awake and you girls are sober!!

Love ya : )

November 23, 2006
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thanks GG... thinking of you GG.. and all of our sisters here....

November 23, 2006
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Sweet dreams LL, you need some rest sister!!! You always make me laugh at low times, love you....

November 23, 2006
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(((Need)))~ I've been thinking about you all day and wondering how things went at your parents. Your brother is an immature person. I'm glad the boys had a nice time.

You may not "snap" out of it. It may just have to run it's course. UGH!! I'm sorry.

(((GG)))~ How are you? Your parents may need a new modem. Do they have dial-up? If they do it could just be that darn busy. DSL is so nice!! Wish everyone could have it.

(((LL)))~ Not drunk!! Prosecco is like champagne, but sweeter. I opened a bottle with dessert. Nice, but nowhere near tips or fuzzy. Just happy. I don't drink very often and it was nice to open and share a bottle with friends.

I miss you all and I'll be around tomorrow night to chat. I'll make myself available. LOL

Love,
Cyn

November 23, 2006
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thanks LL for putting a smile on my face.. sweet dreams to you...

November 23, 2006
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Hi Cyndra~
thank you for thinking of me today... My brother is immature. He is not speaking to me ever since he asked me one night to watch the kids until 11 o'clock one night and i said no.. So if he wishes to hold a grudge then he can hold a grudge.. I am not sweating it...

I know that this will have to run its course but I have never felt this horrible in all my life...
I know the boys are wondering what is the matter with me.. I told them that today I am very tired since we stayed up so late last night...

They are going with their father this weekend.. I have to work tomorrow night. Working Saturday then have bowling.. and work on Sunday until 2.. then the boys get home at 7:30 so I have some time to myself..

November 23, 2006
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(((Need)))~ Darn it, I wish there was something more I could do besides write. Please know that I am here. If you want/need to talk let me know. I know these deep depressions are painful. I hope none of what's happened the last few days has mad it worse. If it has, I'm sorry.

Are you on meds? My poor brain can't remember, I'm sorry.

It sounds like you've got ways to keep busy. I'm here if you need me.

Love,
Cyn

November 23, 2006
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thanks cyndra...

I had not gone to the psychiatrist since the beginning of September.. On Tuesday I called him and told him that I have to see him.. Work sent me home that day.. The kids were with their father after school so I had time to go the appointment. He prescribed Paxil 20 mg/daily.. I know it takes a while to kick in...

thanks for being here Cyndra.. This situation definitely is NOT helping me but I know that if anyone does decide to leave they will talk to me before leaving...

November 23, 2006
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Cyn, they have DSL,,,think modem problem,but now working okay I guess...

I wish I had a drink as I am trying to stay calm here...and having countdown...that's pitiful...

Bad thing...my dad brought up something today about my childhood that I didn't remember and I am trying not to get upset...It may not seem like much,,,but along with it goes other stuff...He told my daughters that I slumped my shoulders as a teenager and that he always would walk behind me,especially in public, and would jerk my shoulders back...hmm, wonder why I walked hunched over??? Well, didn't remember this, but he told my girls that he had my mom buy me this harness shoulder thing, don't know what is called, to hold my shoulders back, chest out, you get it! Please tell me that was normal back then...don't know...I am older than all of you, so I hope that was a normal remedy??? but somehow, not too sure...If he would have just left me alone, I wouldn't have needed the f**king thing!!! damn, sorry...bye...

November 23, 2006
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I used to have a problem with slouching my shoulders too GG.. never wore a brace..
I know that it is so tough for you today with having your father around and having him bring up things from your childhood.. I just want you to know that I love you little shit...!!!

November 23, 2006
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(((Need)))

I think Paxil takes like a week to be effective. It's the same for Wellbutrin, which I was on. I'm glad he gave you something. I know it's only been two days.

Sweetie, I won't leave without talking to everyone. I owe ALL of you that. No matter what I will talk to each and every one of you before leaving.

You all mean a great deal to me. I missed talking to you this past week, and you were sick. I'm glad you and the boys got to go out. I'm glad they got to see their cousins even if your brother is a jerk.

(((GG)))~ I know the harnass you are talking about. Would you believe they still sell them?!? I don't know if it's "normal" to have to wear one, but I guess he doesn't connect his actions to your bad posture. You were just trying to make yourself less noticeable.

You are a wee bit older than we are, but my mother was 28 when she had me. What I don't know the 66 year old mother of mine does.

I'm sorry your father is a thoughtless man. You don't deserve to spend Thanksgiving or any holiday in an environment where you are counting down until time to go. Do you think your husband would be willing to forgo the festivities for at least one of the major holidays?

November 23, 2006
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Need and GG~ I love you both. I'm glad you could come and chat for a bit with me. Thank you for that.

November 23, 2006
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thank you Cyndra for being here and chatting.. I really hope that you reconsider staying here..

November 23, 2006
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Cyndra~~
thank you for posting to lovingmom because she was thinking of me today.. thank you my sister

November 23, 2006
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I fully admit, I am drunk...still drinking....dealing with things well...thanks for asking

November 23, 2006
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I love you all...

gg, I iwll be here tomorrow, and possibly even be sover...love you

November 23, 2006
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You girls are so much comfort to me tonight....Thanks cyn, for understanding without me stating it,,,be coming less noticeable...I do remember now, the jerking of the shoulders back and feeling like I was being forced to make my chest stick out, and I was only maybe an "A" cup...I wanted to be a boy, remember that now too...too many memories stirring...

Cyn, don't know about the holiday thing,,,you see, this is my secret in my
real life and one of the reasons why this sisterhood was so important for my support...

Surviving though,,,will make it...where's LL when I need her...I will just pretend she is singing "I am a Survivor" to me now!!!

Love you sisters...

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