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It would make me sad to leave a lot of the people here. No doubt about that. BUT, my sisters are major important to me. So I have to figure this out. But you are back to what is the point of staying if I can't be me. It is only a matter of time before this becomes a problem again...
I just want to cry this all out. Once again, I feel like I learned to love and trust, to have it ripped out of my life. And for what? People that didn't give a shit onthe first place...oh, the more i think about it, the more pissed I get.
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That is one of the most important things on my mind in this whole decision. If I knew that I could still talk to the four of you, regardless of your decisions, I would turn in now. I am not certain that I want to be surrounded by people that care so little about what this has done to all of us. I don't know...
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September 30, 2010

You know what I don't understand...All of a sudden this concern that came about...where was the concern when I told my story, your child abuse story, need's child abuse story, cyn's story, LL's life story????? The concern is over our dependence on each other? I didn't see of them, the ones giving advice today, popping in concerned when we told our storie...yes, people like mamac, strong, army, and others supported us..I am sorry...I disagree with all of this...but, no one listened to me at all, just got chastised for voicing my opinion and sent to the other side of the Berlin Wall!
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you know what I think is sad...A little girl (16) has a thread on the other side....about being molested...it has been there all day...there are 40 some odd posts to that thread....and 35 of them are between her and I. Don't tell me that I don't extend myself outside of this box. Even with all of the bullshit going on here today...I did. I tried to help this little girl who needs someone to listen, some advice...so as to who reaches out to the "newbies"....,is sure as hell ain't lolli or the rest...
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Let me tell you a small secret, that I really am not sure is or ever had been a secret...I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. There are things all over this place that I don't agree with. But, that doesn't make them wrong. Amazing to me, how one can tell someone to go ahead and kill themself..and that is treated as acceptable...yet we can't have what we have always wanted and that is someone to hold us and say goodnight to us. WTF?
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