
8:54 pm

September 30, 2010

8:55 pm

September 29, 2010

8:57 pm

September 29, 2010

9:00 pm

September 30, 2010

9:02 pm

September 29, 2010

9:03 pm

September 30, 2010

9:06 pm

September 30, 2010

9:09 pm

September 29, 2010

9:11 pm

September 30, 2010

9:17 pm

September 29, 2010

9:23 pm

September 30, 2010

YOU CANNOT STAY HERE IN PAIN BECAUSE OF ME!!!...Jim would have to agree with that. Mich, I am lost and hurt here now at a very bad time....I can't even help you now...maybe we should force ourselves to take a break??? I don't even know if I can do it...I JUST DON'T KNOW...just know everything hurts.
9:29 pm

September 29, 2010

I think that we need a thread that is NOT a sisters thread. Not because I don't love my sisters, but because it is too painful right now. Does that make sense. It leaves me with a false hope. That something will change. I believe that we still have our sisters. But it is not what we knew it as and that is too painful for us.
Jim says it only adds to the hurt to let go of the one person that we believe is going to be there. He would like to talk to LL. He would like to get his Masters with us as a group. How interesting is that. He doesn't want to see us hurt gg. That is why I posted the email from him a few posts back where he is sending his love.
I could give it all up and gain nothing, or I can stay and still have you. That is what Jim just said. I think that he has a point.
Mandy
9:41 pm

September 30, 2010

9:46 pm

September 30, 2010

9:57 pm

September 30, 2010

10:05 pm

September 29, 2010

h came home with dinner...sorry...
I will start a new thread....and i will bury this one.
Sisters....I am NOT saying to not let us know that you still exist on a new thread. But give us a little while to let go of the pain that we are holding on to. PLEASE. But, please let us know that you are all still alive somewhere. We love you all.
Mich
Be back for the burial.....
10:17 pm

September 29, 2010

Dear God,
We bury this thread after three very tough weeks.
We pray that everyone affected by this pain and hurt will grow in one way or another through all of this. We thank you for all who were involved in these threads. LL, Cyn, Need, GG, Mich, Kroika, Sleepless, Bev, Lolli, Mamacin, Army, and God the SEVERAL others that are not mentioned by name. Keep us all on a path of growth. Teach us new ways, and help us to learn from each other.
Help us to see our triggers, and face them head on. Help us to learn to hold on tight, and move forward, even when the ride gets really rough.
Most of all, we thank you for the love, care, concern, and warmth that was shared in this thread. Thank you that we have a place to do just that. Keep us all in your arms, and help us to continue to move forward. Thank you for the sisters, and what this has meant to so many of us. Pray that one day we will feel the peace and security that we once did. Keep us all here, keep us ALL together, and keep our love in all of our hearts.
Thanks God.
Amen
27
1 Guest(s)
