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June 12, 2006
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mamac
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I can still see you walking away, oh why didnt I hug you like I wanted to, why didnt I tell you how I really felt.
I call you my isle five, or should I say 55, only you would understand that one.
His eyes were like little brown marbles, his hair dark as night, his lips full, and a body to die for. But most of all it was his art. He could paint anything I was feeling in a moment.
I didnt tell him but right before I met him I had the strangest dream, it was just a dream about a beautiful painting that I had never seen before. It was like flying people but it really wasnt, I just couldnt figure out what the dream meant, until the day he showed me his painting, it was the one I saw in my dream, he told me it was souls. How could this be, how could he paint somthing out of my dream?Were we meant to meet, was I destine to save him and I just walked away?He and I both had somone and he asked me to go for both our sakes. I agreed because, well I guess I love him, I really do, I walked away because I love him. Oh my God what am I supposed to do. You are on my mind daily and I fear I will never forget. It has been a year now and you are still with me. The other night I thought I heard you scream my name, was it you? Could it have been? AK your anitials. I would have never done anything to hurt you, that is why I am gone. I hope you are happy and safe somwhere. You will never get this message but I am sending it anyway. I did care I just want you to know that. I hope you kept the writings I made for you. I kept your scetches you left lying around everywhere.Dont forget me one day we may meet again. Just from one artist to another.

June 12, 2006
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mamac:

That is beautiful. It's like I was right there beside you. You write wonderfully. Care to explain it?
I'd like to know if it's not to much to ask.

mamacin

June 12, 2006
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A man I met at a temp job I ahd. I fell head over heals for him. In more ways then one. I dont know where he is now and it sucks. Him and I were very much alike and I never really expressed how I felt about him. I couldnt wait to see him everyday. It wasnt right cause I had a man at home but I didnt care. That is not like me at all, I dont even beleive in cheating. The last time I saw him I just said a caual goodbye and drove off, he even made it a point to come out to my vehical cause he seen I was there, I did nothing just said bye and drove away. I dont know how he felt but the look in his eyes that day I wont ever forget. He seemed sad, like it would be the last time we would see each other. And it was.
He was a beauitful artist, I wrote him poetry and stories and he loved to read them. I just miss him, and wish I could see him one more time and hug him like I should have.

June 12, 2006
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mamac,

Why did you leave him? Seems like you did to him exactly what my beloved did to me; he has his reasons as well. He told me something very similar to what you wrote to this man. Like we should wait another lifetime to be together. What I am asking is not to tell me all your reasons behind your decision, but simply how can one walk away from love like this? Maybe I could understand him as well.

June 13, 2006
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It was his choice to walk away and I respect that very much. He didnt know how I felt about him, He knew I liked him but not how much. He was with somone and didnt want her to get hurt and I respect that as well. I walked away because I loved him, If I would have stayed it would have been selfish on my part.

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