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January 22, 2008
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For 5 years straight, I prayed prayers from the book "The Power of A Praying Wife"
by Stormy O'martian, several times a day, every day.

Finally, one day out of total frustration and desparation I prayed: "God, why won't you help me help him?" God answered me for the first time without a doubt in my mind.

He said:"Yu can't help him,you can't fix him, help yourself" Being the typical co-dependant that I am...I stopped praying!

Needless to say, things got worse and worse.
It probably took another 8 years before I began praying for the strength and courage to walk away from him and even then,it took 3 tries before I got away for good. And now it's only been 5 months. But I know that I will die if I ever let him back in my life!

The point is, I didn't like what God was telling me! I wanted God to fix him so we could be together. However, that wasn't God's plan. That wasn't an option.

It's confusing to me, because I know it wasn't by accident that we were put together...it was all part of a bigger picture...my ex is who brought me to Christ!

I pray for my ex. I hope God has a plan for him too. He's a sick,angry,violent man and he has lived an extremely self-destructive life. But he needs to let God help him!

Whoever said God works in mysterious ways wasn't kidding!

I hope this will help you sort out the confusion.

God Bless!

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