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Mental breakdown, suicidal thoughts
July 17, 2018
11:29 pm
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adamlevine
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I feel like a burden to everyone.

Kind of a brief history of whats going on: I just got a full time job. I am finding I can't handle it due to a coworker who is very aggressive and tries to get me in trouble. I snapped at her today. I got sent home from work early.

My boyfriend is not happy. He told me you need to get a job so we can be together, because he can't support me off what he makes and never will be able to. Then said some hurtful things which I know he did not mean to hurt me, I am just in a mood and am being extra sensitive.

I also deal with chronic pain, which I finally kind of have under control. But the emotional pain is coming back. I am at my breaking point. I can't seem to handle the things life throws at me, and I just want to die. I feel like I am a burden to everyone around me. I am told I am too sensitive. I am told I am screwing up at work and can't seem to get the hang of it. Its stupid receptiption, why can't I do that??
The past year I have had a lot of crap going on and can't get therapy because I can't afford it on top of my medical bills. I do have a psychiatrist, I already called her to see if I could get an appointment. But I need some help. What do you do when you are about to break? Is it bad if I had to stay in the hospital and how would work take that? I don't think that will happen but what if it does? Why can't I think straight? Why am I thinking this way?

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