Finally moving out, separate ways…we remain as friends, we sill count on each other, for now; I think he may be around for a while…and I need to heal from my co-dependency; because now, that I am not fooling / filling, my life, with drama or people I “CONTINUING” FEELING SAD ;
I was avoiding it, I do not know what it is; and how to focus my life in things that I may enjoy, besides romance…
Actually ,to day, I was pretty much Depress…there is this beautiful web side :www.innerworldmedia.com ,where I played a game ,where you kip a question in your mind and press enter ,in this color balls and it will give you “a word” that is related to your concern ,to me was LISTEN , FRIENDS, PATIENCE (I played twice, I was not feeling good )
I ‘d like to imaging that THIS impotence I fell about controlling my moods WILL TURN IN TO SOMETHING MEANINGFULL…
HOPY.