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Call me ONE CRAZY BITCH..........
April 15, 2009
11:58 pm
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I dunno.

I hate it.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE to see what has just come down here recently on this side in the past 24-48-72 hours!!!!!

I'm thinkin....most...., no...ALL was pretty much just uncalled for!

In the end!

See - no one is immune, not even the SC to triggers.

She is NOT some kind of computer and 'non-thing' and neither are the rest of us!'

So, OK - I'm thinkin - well, maybe we could all just fricking blame in on the moon!

Blame in on the moon - wouldn't that be easy?

So, I look at my calendar.....

Welp, last full moon was Thursday, April 9th.

Maybe somethin' somethin' to that - maybe not.

In any event.....what are we DOING to ourselves here people?????

REALLY NOW??????

Times are tough, to be sure.

I am SURE that all of our nerves are rather frazzled when you take into consideration the sad, sad state of current affairs in the US right now....

Do you suppose for one minute....for just one cotton-pickin minute that maybe....MAYBE all hell just kind of broke lose and just went absolutely haywire and beware of anyone in the way?????

I just can not conceive of a forum absent of Tez and guest_guest and Bev and Trees in a million years?????

Sure - if one of these folks even remotely exhibited behaviors akin to REAL PROBLEM FOLKS....like, say - oh, I dunno.....Jeffrey Dahmer of Charles Mason or Jim Jones or something....yeah - you just might have a valid point in banning their butt.....worst case scenerio.

But this isn't the case, so far as I can see.

Maybe ALL of us ought to just take a time-out to re-group.....you know?

Step back for a minute.

SC - you don't really want to alienate/ban 3 posters all in one swift whoosh - do you?

Really?

(Hell, it kind of makes the rest of think that we are walking on eggshells here and just might be booted out at any time...)

Then again....to the rest us - yeah, we maybe have kind of pushed the envelope like little children do....pushed our welcome on this site to the brinks as well.....(myself included.)

Can there NOT be a happy....OK - maybe not so happy....how's about just a CIVIL medium here.....all things considered?????

ALL of us have soooo much to offer, irrespective or our our obvious differences.

In the end, do we not wish for each other to learn and grow and be the better for it?????

In the end?

Like my thread says......call me one crazy bitch.....I just KNOW in my heart of hearts that ALL OF US are BETTER THAN THAT!!!!!!!

I KNOW THIS!

I FEEL THIS!!!!!!

I honestly and truly feel that on some deep, sublime level.....we all just really and truly wish the best for each other....otherwise....just why would we get ourselves in such an uproar if we really and truly didn't have some real investment in each other....you know.....only sometimes, triggers are activated and tempers flare and things are said that probably should best be kept to ourselves......

So what?

So big, fricking-fracking hairy deal???

We're human.

ALL of us.

The SC, guest_guest, Tez, Bevdee, Trees, myself....

SC, you said that you were on the verge of tears to tell guest_guest that he was banned.

I believe you.

I really believe you.

But does it have to be so black and white?????

I am not going to go into all the particulars about this one - save to say....bottom line - when thinking about banning someone brings tears to your eyes....maybe there is something to that.

I'm no expert on relationships.....Oh Lawd Have Mercy - not by a long shot.....but when you are so moved to this honest degree SC - given all of our particular situations and circumstances in life - what do we have left here????

What do we have left here????

I'll tell ya.....each other by skippy!

By default.

Through the mercy of the SC sinking her entire life's savings into the hope of what this site could be and become without so much as a guarantee.

Faith.

BLIND faith.....ya'll.

The outcasts of a family which never really loved us and we find ourselves ending up here.....accepted and loved IN SPITE of our differences.

Now, ya'll can get real with me on this or not..........

Kind of like the bullet hittin the bone kind of time.....

Bottom line - this can't fail.

To me, it would just be a 'double-whammy' of sorts....of sorts.

Again, NOT to let ANYONE OFF THE HOOK HERE AT ALL - MYSELF INCLUDED....thing is, I'm thinkin' - we really can't afford to give up on each other.....you know?

For many here - this IS the last resort!

OK - so I don't really know where this crap comes from in my head out of the fricking blue......all of a sudden - I get the song where all of us are embracing each other - "If you can MAKE IT HERE....You Can Make It ANYWHERE......NY = NY!!!)

Maybe - just maybe we ought to be like the can-can gals in this number.....holding tight to one another and kicking up our AAC heels.....I dunno WTF -

(Really screwy shit that just bombards my brain out of the fricking blue when I least expect it.......)

Anyways here peeps - maybe we ought to not just cut ourselves short.... JUST YET.....for I have come to realize that all of us are rather an odd lot....accumatively.

YEARS of communication and trust and safety and aggravation and fights and pointing fingers.....however uncomfortable at that moment....you just don't toss that good/bad/ugly crap out the window......you know?

For we are invested.

Invested in each other.

For how it all shakes out on this incredible, anonymous, PASSIONATE site - we ARE invested in each other (whether we want to admit to it or not...) to one degree or another....whether we like it or not...over time - it's true.

WARTS AND ALL!!!!!!

We're family.

A really screwed up cyber-family of sorts....but a family no less......

In many cases, we are each others' own last resort.

Again, I reiterate....warts and all....you know?

(That's all I'm sayin' ya'll...my imperfect cyber-fam!!!!!!!!)

If you can accept me with all of my obvious foibles and imperfections - then so can I to you!!!)

shrug.

As.....like I said before, I don't believe that there is a Jeffrey Dohmer of Charles Manson or Jim Jones amongst us here....just some really hurt adult children who are trying their damndest to try to make some gosh-darned sense out of this crazy, uncertain world we live and find ourselves in and we, in the end, have to really rely on each other and trust that there will actually....ACTUALLY BE....just a small, soft place...somewhere - to fall for all of us...........

Warts and all........

Warts and all.........

April 16, 2009
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Well I know this wart really effed up. Wish I COULD blame the moon. But for me it's public shaming-can't hang. Next time I feel triggered I think I'm just gonna run away. Not like, bad run away, but like go work out run away. Or go shopping run away. Like that.

peace

April 16, 2009
1:23 pm
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truth,

This may sound random, but just an observation, or question. Why do you post in such short choppy statements? It takes so long to scroll and connect the dots. When I read your post the voice I imagine you to have is William Shatner as,Captain Kirk, "Beam me up Scotty".

Tree_hugs,

You sign most of your post with "peace", yet most of your post are anything but "peaceful"?

I wonder, do you know what peace is all about? If you want peace an acceptance; step back and allow those of us who want to help one another have some peace. Step back and allow us to learn from one another without all of this crazy name changing and accusation.

In the spirit of PEACE.... just step.

Cary

April 16, 2009
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okay, you're one crazy bitch...

April 16, 2009
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From one crazy Bitch to another, and another......HELLO!

Caraway. You're a bitch too! ;0)

April 16, 2009
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Oh yea. I kindof see tBt's posts as poetry.Very rythmic the way she writes. I like it!

April 16, 2009
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I find TBT's format somewhat distracting and hard to follow at times. But I do have a short attention span. That probably explains it.

: )

- Ma Strong

April 17, 2009
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MsGuided,

Ok, you got me there.... I can be at times; well, not technically.

lol,
Cary

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