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October 16, 2004
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Sunny where are you? I started this thread so it wouldn't take to long to load but didn't want to draw to much attention so didn't post any names.. Where are you???

October 16, 2004
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Here...

October 16, 2004
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Warning: Crying, not doing very well... ((smiles))

October 16, 2004
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Hey sunshine okay I feel better gosh I could tell you were around but worried you thought I left. So whats up? You doin okay?

October 16, 2004
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((((((SUNNY))))))

Anything I might be able to do?

Gosh darn it.. I wish I could go whoop some a** right now. dam it..

October 16, 2004
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No sweetie I'm not...But I am strong, I'll survive.. How are you?

October 16, 2004
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I don't want to seem pushy just want you to know I am here if you need to talk or feel you can. I wish I could do more ya know. ((((((SUNNY))))))))

October 16, 2004
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I know you are stong but doesn't make you a robot. you have a right to feel sad and have feelings too!!!

Crying can be cleansing. You know I go through cycles myself sometimes the cycle moves faster than other times but it's all the same.

I am on top of the world. Confident, ready to face all life has for me, with confidence and optisim, slowing I start questioning myself and feeling like a burden to others. Then I break and cry and cry and feel like I am not going to be able to take much more. Then I start feeling like I am not going to let life get the best of me. Then strong and confident. Basically without rambling.

Being strong doesn't mean you don't hurt and don't need support too!!!!

October 16, 2004
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I know... ((((((Smiles))))))
I can work thru this I think? I dunno anymore. As I have said, my life has been stolen from me. And I think I had what life I have left to be rightfully mine.. I never thought that these things would happen to me, at this age. I thought my demons were buried... It appears to not be so...

October 16, 2004
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I also want to tell ya somethin'.

It makes me feel good when I can reach out and help you and others here. It really does. Sometimes I feel like all I do is come here and ask for help and advice and am so wrapped up in my stuff I don't offer much support. So if I can be here for you in any possible way it makes my heart rejoyce.

October 16, 2004
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I understand. I really do I even wonder sometimes if I create chaos in my life without consiously doing it. because it seems to be there most of the time. Not saying you are, I'm saying it feels like it never quits at times.

You have every right to feel the way you do. Just remember that others can't have any more power than you give them. I know that probably doesn't sound right. See my ex tried everything still is couldn't let go and went so far as to attempt suicide. Gosh it was so hard not to give in because I would have felt responsible but I could not let him have that power over me and as hard as it was to not give in so he wouldn't do something drastic gosh I just couldn't of course I had to talk about it a lot. And work threw it he is even the father of my children but I just couldn't let me control me anymore.

I guess I am trying to tell you in a round about way I understand how hard it is not to let others actions and words get to you. Do you pray?

October 16, 2004
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*smiles*...
You have always been here for me and everyone... You have a kind heart, true depth as a caring human being, funny too! You are so much like me..You know that1 never sell yourself short!! I love you just the way you are!! When can we meet halfway? LOL! I bet if I were on the highway, I could pick you out! We do not live far from each other! I'll be the one saying: Ol Sunny heah.... need a ride just North....

October 16, 2004
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*grin* you are so awsome you know that right?

Gosh honey.. I am smiling ear to ear.

Just know I feel the same way about you. I really do. And yeah I would take the ride too!!!

October 16, 2004
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Of course I pray! I'm Catholic

October 16, 2004
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Can I ask you something?

October 16, 2004
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Sure...

October 16, 2004
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Reason I ask is as crazy as this sounds maybe if you prayed for this person it would help you.

This isn't the same but when I went to treatment a lil over 4 years ago my house was broken into and I know who it was. I was furious they took some of my childrens belongings. I had to pray and pray for her. That is how I was able to get past the anger and resentment. I thought maybe that might help.

October 16, 2004
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Without sharing anything about your childhood you aren't ready to share, I was wondering if you have been taught to keep things to yourself? Or do you have a good friend you talk to when things get the best of you?

October 16, 2004
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I hope I am not making you uncomfortable if I am I will gladly change the subject. Something I have noticed with you is that you don't mention many feelings. Just when you are happy and when you are angry. I get the feeling you have a hard time talking about your feelings and it is easier to think they will go away and divert your attention to something else until they pass.

October 16, 2004
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I pray for lots of things smiles...First and foremost the blessings he has bestowed on me, for my friends, family, for those who suffer or are in pain, for those who are needy, for those who are less fortunate than I, for our nation and our military over there... For peace in this world.. Oh Yes..I pray.. And he hears me.... I know he does! Ask Workin!! I have the Angels!!! They are with e at all times, esp here..US...

October 16, 2004
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Aww hell my childhood is FUBAR.. You must be a fast typer! LOL

October 16, 2004
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I beleive that too!!! I really do.

Gosh and in all the pain and frustration I beleive everything happens for a reason. The more painful something is the greater and more rewarding the lesson. Sometimes if feels like we are never going to get it and the pain isn't going to end.

I can honestly say that the more pain I feel the greater the lesson as I just said. Repeating myself he he. Is there and echo in here.. 😉

And even in knowing that it is hard to get through some moments.

What do you do to take care of and nurture yourself?

October 16, 2004
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Yep 😉 he he.

I can be.. I guess it is hard because this isn't like Im'ing so I don't want you to think I have left. And the way the threads are set up it takes longer than using and instant messenger.

October 16, 2004
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I look within myself, and I remember how I was raised and also the lessons I have learned (painful or otherwise) in my 46 years. I nuture my very core by thinking about that.. But if you are talking about other things? That's another story... I am a so "changeable" I was taught to be that way....

October 16, 2004
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Well I was thinking more along the lines of,

reading, taking a hot bubble bath, walking, listening to music, going bowling, out with the girls, journal, treat yourself to a new outfit. Stuff like that.

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