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October 5, 2003
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well i feel my thoughts r rather useless and worthless. whenever i write about sumthing in a message board nobodie responds as if im just a emptie vessel r sumthin.mayb if i juss dissapeared all would be fine in the world. no im not suicidel, like it would matter anyway. no wonder i have such low self esteem. mayb im juss a boring person to talk to?

October 5, 2003
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mentaljedi

I am looking for your posts. Which thread was it? No one is ignoring you my dear.

Please sit down and write now what is on your mind. What are you going through? How can we support you?

You are just as important as anyone else on earth. Why wouldn't you be?
Who made you feel that way?

Talk to us please....

October 5, 2003
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Hi mentaljedi,

I'm sorry that you feel your threads are overlooked, but I'll admit to you that I've felt that way a time or two also... so believe me it's not just you. And on a good day (mentally) it doesn't bother me, but when I'm down in the dumps it gets to me even more and I start to feeling worthless, and it sounds like you may understand those feelings. YOU are important to us here though and just as unhappy camper asked... talk to us!!

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October 5, 2003
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me, i make my self feel worthless, i dont kno why.i do write my feeling down cuz i luv to write(people tell me im verie creative but i have not been feelin so latelieand the painting i made(i do abstract) sucked sucked sucked. i need to talk to god... i miss my boyfriend, he lives in scotland....i cant find a job cuz no 1 seems to hire.and college sucks, i hate general ed, i have to take math next term but i have a real learning disabilitie when it comes to math. and rite now i hate my french class, but i dont hate people. i wanna be at the ocean, ive luved the ocean since i was 3 months old sorrie if this is all cluttered

October 5, 2003
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Will your boyfriend be coming home soon?

Why do you think you are so down? Is it loneliness? Would school work seem easier if you had your boyfriend here?

October 5, 2003
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Cluttered? Um no, just you talking like anyone else! Sorry you felt overlooked...please just continue writing. We get caught up in things sometimes, you just have to hit us on the head and go HELLOO!!!!!

So what would you really, really like to do with your life if it wasn't all this that you're doing now? If you could just snap your fingers, what do you see yourself doing and loving it?

October 5, 2003
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Hi mentaljedi,
You said a few weeks back that you like the ocean....I remember...but you never wrote back....

Sometimes we just want to be noticed.

Like everyone said then and now....you're not alone.

October 5, 2003
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no i love the ocean... i wish boyfriend were comin home but he sorta lives in scotland, hes scottish..

October 5, 2003
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My bonnie lies over the ocean
My bonnie lies over the sea
My bonnie lies over the ocean
Oh bring back my bonnie to me....
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When will he return?

October 5, 2003
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return?? hes from scotland and im gonna c him in dec.. i kno this is1 reason im depressed cuz i dont wanna live in america, i dont call myself american, my roots r native cherokee and scot irish, i plan to move to australia 1 day

October 5, 2003
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Hi To All That Reads This. I am 39 years Old. I am Married,my Husband A
and I,Just Celebrated,18 years,together.What it's been like for at least a couple of years,is I Have Felt Alone,And That I am a child/teen,in this place. We have one 15 year old son,which,I feel blessed.But,Since the inter-net came into our lives,things have not been ,the same,Because,of the fact,is my hubby got himself into alifestyle,that,he has a Mistress,and he's a slave.And he has to do as she asks of him.The one thing that has been hurting for a long time is,he knows this chick,that is in this lifesyle,and she lives in australia,so,every saturday,hubby gets up early,so,he can talk to her. I probably would'nt get so upset,abot this,but,he calls hi her sexy man,and God only knows what else she say's to himI have confronted him,many times,and all he tells me,it's just fanasty.I fel though,he should be thinking that way,with ihis wife,not no female on the inter-net. I am very ashamed of saying this,I have ADHD,and have a very hard time,remembering things,and I have very high anxiety.Yes,I take anti-depressants,but,I am a very sensitive person.Maybe Someone May Call Me Jealous,But,I have heard of peop,getting tangled up,into this,and they ,leave their spouse.I NEEEED HELP

October 5, 2003
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im verie verie sensitive 2, is there anie1 from the uk that will talk to me????

October 8, 2003
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I have been away from the post for awhile, but you need to take a step a back and really look at yourself. Just going away and taking the easy way out of life is not the answer it is a cowards way out. You affect more people then you will ever know and if you truely did leave you will everyone who has ever had contact with you.

Remember like is what is you make it. You can sit around and feel sorry for yourself or you can get out and make the most of life. Find a hobby or some type of group to get intreaction in the world. If you truely want help I will listen and tell you what I think, If you are willing to listen.

Everyone (if they are honest) goes through times in there life where they question their existance, it is apart of life. You have to much inside in you to give up on it and have so much more to give. Give life a chance; smell the flowers and watch the sun set. There is a lot of beauty in the world if we take time to see it. You don't need anyone to do these things with, do it by yourself, make peace with yourself and see what a difference it makes.

Hope I can help.
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October 8, 2003
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Nettieanne, the situation you described I would find unacceptable. I don't think you're being overly sensitive or jealous.

October 8, 2003
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Ok I'm trying to say this tactfully but Lord knows tact isn't one of my strong suits. Here goes -- mentaljedi, as for not a large volume of responses to your posts, I think you're doing very well here with this thread. But speaking from my point of view, it's distracting to try and read a post with all the shortened words and misspellings. Again, in my opinion only, it's very distracting from what you're trying to say, since half the time I'm figuring out what the words say, so it's harder to follow the content. I would love to visit with you, and am just sharing why it's harder for me. Maybe that's just me....?

Nettieanne, kind of same thing but not so hard to follow since it's just extra commas! šŸ™‚ I would also find your situation completely unacceptable for one second. Period. You deserve better, that is pretty bad. I don't know what to tell you but I hear your pain, and want you to know you're entirely entitled to feel that way. ((((hugs)))))

October 8, 2003
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mentaljedi

I think all of us have felt overlooked at one time or another. What's usually the case when this happens is that one comes here desperately seeking lots of support at a time when a) other people are either really busy and not posting either,b) they may not know what to say and so say nothing, or c) find a post difficult to read which in turn makes it time consuming and so they go to other threads not knowing that you need a response right away.

Try to spell more words correctly and use some paragraphs. This makes for easy reading.

If you need somebody to answer, say that in your post. People here generally respond quickly to those in immediate need.

General Education is part of the work required for a college degree. Try to get the most out of it. Learning disabilities need not interfere with success if you don't let them. Personally I have the ADHD thing going (as if nobody here probably ever noticed lol) so school was hard for me. But I made it. And so can you. Just try not to attach self-esteem to A's and B's. If ya don't make it the first time, remember that you can always try again. Take care of yourself

October 8, 2003
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well yea i do have hobbies, the beach.painting and writing

but latelie i have felt like the ocean hasnt loved me and i juss feeling like my art and poetrie have been looking bad latelie

im ok in all areas of college except maths and sciences

October 8, 2003
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to evi, if you mean by takin the easie way out of life by commiting suicide, i would never do that, i have beliefs about suicide.
please, when i say that, please dont think i am snapping at u

October 9, 2003
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I understand fully and don't think that you are snapping, but as you know I don't you so it is hard to assume what one believes.

I am truely glad to here that you have more sense then to take you life, it says alot about your character.

Sometimes life is tough and we can either learn from it or not. I choose to learn from it and try not to make the same mistakes twice. I have found that the first step to happiness is to find happiness within. sounds corny I know but when one feels good about themselves it shows in everything they do.

Keep me posted and let me know if there is anything I can do for you. Hang in there, things can only get better.

October 9, 2003
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its ok, im a total cornie person šŸ™‚

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