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Work in Progress!! :)
June 22, 2007
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Hello, it's been a long while since ive been on this site! Ive had alot of stuff going on in my life. Let's just say, I am back and I mean business!!
I am a codependent and am getting back into my recovery. I am attending my first coda meeting tomorrow morning again, first meeting in like 8 mos or so. Yes, too long.
So, i am excited and determined to stick with it this time. When I had initially started my recovery and found Coda (nov 2005), i was bound and determined to not be one of those people who come in and out. That lasted about a year, almost exactly. Well, I am one of those in and out people, and at least i found my way back 🙂
I do remember a few of you from the threads....it's great to be back!!!!! A little of my background:
I have a long history with my xbf and my codependency on him and his addiction (which thank god he is not active in, and has been clean for 2 yrs now). I have a daughter w/ him. She is what opened my eyes to my situation.
Anyway, we have gone back and forth, and have been on and off several times now. I always find that when we are on, i am making more of the effort and all my attention is on him. (besides the attention that is on my daughter whom is #1 in my book of course)! I just really think it's time for me to completely let go. I don't think we can ever truly be happy again. Maybe we both are trying to recreate what we had in the past??!! I think I have just been in denial. Just these past few days i have received some "signs" that I have been praying for. Well they couldn't have been clearer to me!! SO, i am back and hope that everyone has been well!!!! I hope that I can find it in myself to really truly stick with it. I have made a lot of changes but still have alot more to make. I am a work in progress I guess you can say.
Thanks for reading, 🙂

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