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wondering what to do next
March 18, 2010
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I came from an abusive home, surprising huh? physically,emotional,sexual,everything. My mom married 10 times all abusive. I married and was abused even before we married as a teenager. It lasted 16 years, 10 married. i divorced 3 years ago. Currently in a relationship with a guy 10 years younger than me. He doesnt work, doesnt have a car, has been addicted to pills, and in and out of jail. never has he abused me. So tonight while he's sleeping on the couch I rub my hand across his jeans and hear a crinkle noise. I reached in his pocket to find pills. I wake him to ask him about them and he starts demanding them and saying he will break my arm if I dont give them to him. He takes a pen and stabbs me in the hand to get them. Of course I made him leave. During the whole thing flash backs just overwhelmed me feeling helpless. I actually wanted him to stay. Everything in me knew this was wrong. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I got the computer and started looking and found that I am codependant. I just don't know what to do now

March 18, 2010
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Hi Candygirl,

Counselling is a good place to start.maybe someone here can suggest the type of counsellor you need to see or you can look it up on the web.

Don't despair you are not alone.

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