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WHY ME......
May 12, 2003
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hey everyone the last cuople of weeks have been very hard for me beucase i have lost alot of my best friends trust and everything and i was loosing them i was fighting with my best friend and it lasted over a month and she was happier and it was making me more sad when she was happy. she use to joke with outher people and it made me upset and some days i was so upset i just almost cryied at school or i did with iut no one noticing it. it wasa stuggle to get up and go to school and there is alot to make up to them its my mistakes htat i did and it was my anger and who i became they didnt like and i didnt eaither. i had no one to come to i have betarayed i only had my cousin and she talked some sence into me and i thought about what my friends told me over the last and i came that i need to sort myself out. i ended up going to the libary beucase i worked out i have no boundaires in my life and i ned to do it. i found out that some of my other firned have problems with their boundaires and its very intersting and i'm half way thuogh it and i love it. it became clear i have boundary problems in my life. and i needed to sort out what i was going to do with my friends i decided they have given me so many chances and i chuck them and i dont caire really until now i have lost it and i odnt want a chance i want to show them that i have chanced i'm stable and i can to it and i can prove them wrong about me. i deiced to wirte a letter to my best friend explaning things and in more detail and i didnt mean to make her cry but she did but it was a good cry it reminded her of this is your life story. well we said a cuopl of words to each other and then it got into senteces but little ones its very hard at the moment it will get better but its hard. wearnt exctly friends and she hasnt fogiven and i dont expect her to. but my cousin thought it would be a good idea if we went someone togther with my cousin and we are going shopping on wednesday and yeah hopfully it will be good its a start. and i will do anything to get back with her as frineds. and i feel more happyie in me and i can come to school better now and everythin is ok and i have been good i havet been needing my musten even thuogh he is gone and yeah at the moment i odnt tihnk i need to be on meicaton which is good. i got to go i will keep you posted. love you always Jess xoxoxo

May 12, 2003
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Jess for TLC
Well I must say reading your thread threw me back about 10 years to my highschool days and really even to adulthhod as far as freinds go and loosing them. First of all why exactly is it you consider these people your best freinds? Do you share common grounds? Have they been in your life for more than a year or so? I also had a cousin close to my same age I chose to be completely opposite from her and we went through a lot of times we didn't associate but it never failed if I needed her she would be there. As far as best freinds go I am lucky enough to say that at 28 my best freind is still the best freind I had in 7th grade. Its a cliche I know but there will come a day that you will beable to count your true freinds on one hand with fingers left over. Hang in ther ignore everyone if you have to its not worth all the pettiness getting you upset and interfereing with your schooling.Best og luck. Jene

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