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Where the afghan is needed......
October 27, 2006
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i can't breathe on this one, my chest is hurting now

October 27, 2006
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That is NO different than what I did honey. I still love you. At least you got it out. It is a matter of doing what we had to do to get what we wanted. It wasn't right, but that is where we were. So we feel guilty, but at least we got it out. I know the guilt that you feel. It is ok. I still love you just the same as I did a half hour ago if not more, GG, you trusted me, and I love that. It means a lot to me.

October 27, 2006
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mich stay with me there is more

October 27, 2006
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mich are you there, I am crying again

October 27, 2006
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I am holding you close and tight. See now GG, I let go of your hands and wrapped my arms around you, and I am just holding you, saying the same thing over and over...you are ok GG. That doesn't make you a bad person. I love you.

October 27, 2006
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mich, I think I told someone, P&L, LL; I don't remember that I was abused and attacked by a dad of some kids I babysat...Did you know?

October 27, 2006
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this is going to be harder, my chest hurts so much, don't let go...

October 27, 2006
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I am still hoding you, I know that I have NOT been told....Let it all out..

October 27, 2006
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You're on your way to healthy GG, Keep talking

October 27, 2006
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you don't know about the dad? Gosh, maybe I didn't tell..

October 27, 2006
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I will hold you while you talk GG, it is ok...Holding tight..

October 27, 2006
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mich it is horrible

October 27, 2006
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I am still sitting here with you GG. I am willing to listen...whenever you're ready to talk. It is ok, you're safe with me. I am listening to every word you say. I am holding you, and feeling your pain. My tears are for you. I just want you to be free from this nightmare GG. Let it out.

October 27, 2006
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I was in 8th or 9th grade, and babysat a lot for this family, well for the mom. The dad was an alcoholic and never there. Sometimes I would spend the night and I slept with the little girl. I was happy to be away from my home anyway. Well, one night, the mom wanted to play all night cards, girls' night out, and asked if I would babysit. Husband went on a fishing trip. Said sure, okay..nothing unusual...mich, don't know if i can do this now

October 27, 2006
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This is what sisters are for honey, I am your sister, and I love you. We don't have family and friends that will do this for us, but we have each other....You will always have me, regardless of what you say. I can handle anything you have to say, I just want you to free yourself of this pain, and talking is the first step honey.

October 27, 2006
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please help me, panicking

October 27, 2006
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GG, you are safe. It is MY arms that you are in. I would NEVER hurt you, My love is real, and true, keep talking...what happened? It is ok. You have kept it in too long...It's ok

October 27, 2006
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Of all nights, the little boy, tnen 3 who always wanted to sleep in his mom's bed, wanted to sleep with his sister and it was too crowded...So, I went and slept in his little twin bed in the baby room. Sometime after midnight, I heard the front door open and knew no one should be there. I got up and looked out and there he was, I will never forget the look in his eyes...oh help me mich, i am alone now just like then

October 27, 2006
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Did I scare cyndra away?

October 27, 2006
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Don't worry honey, I am here, you are safe....Holding you so tight,,,,,it is ok. Keep talking, you'e so close to having it all out sweetie...

October 27, 2006
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GG,

You haven't scared me away. I don't want to intrude on all of this. I'm listening, honey. Mich is holding and I'm on standby.

I love you and you are safe. No one can hurt you here.

October 27, 2006
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It hurts mich, it hurts bad

October 27, 2006
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I know it does honey, I know your pain, it is ok, you are not alone here, i am with you and holding you tight

October 27, 2006
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i thought i was bothering you cyndra with this; i need you too, i need LL too

October 27, 2006
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I am trying to breathe, I don't know if you are here anymore

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