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what is it with normal people?!
February 26, 2011
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lol i call myself an asshole, the son of the devil, a monster, evil, i call myself pretty much everything, and idiot and a moron, yup, if its an insult i call myself that, most people agree with me lol, the only person that gets mad when i  insult myself is my best friend, she gets mad when i insult myself! what the hell! she is a pain in the ass, love that woman!

 

and  you know what? i dont think i have a temper, nothing really upsets me, i mean if you disagree then fine what do i care? i believe everyone is entitled to their opinion, even if their opinion is that i am a douche, the only thing that does piss me off is when people call me a liar, i hate that, really easy way to tick me off, i am a man of my word and many people have left me and abandoned me because when i make a promise i keep it, so when people accuse me of lying it bothers me, i have literally suffered for my word, and also whenever someone hurts my best friend, she is my real weakness, when she has been hurt it takes alot of self control on my part to not hurt someone, she is the only living thing i care about and unlike me she is vulnerable, i wont ever allow something to hurt her, so yeah, beyond calling me a liar or hurting my best friend, you really cant hurt me, go ahead and try lol

 

oh well there i go rambling again! hope everyone sleeps good! (((hugs to whoever wants one))))

February 27, 2011
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yay qtme, thanks for posting the same exact thing on 4 threads, and many of them are ones i post, if you would like to share something other than "yum yum" i am sure that many would love to offer you support,

February 27, 2011
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ma, posting the same exact thing on four sites isnt exaclty sightful, if you feel that way then im sorry, i have no probelm staying talking to some people here, even if some disapeared entirely

February 27, 2011
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Who's left?

February 27, 2011
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i know, everyone got scared off, you know something is wrong when I  am the calm one in the room. well my good friend is still here and as long as she posts to me i will post to her, and as long as you want to post to me and ask for support ma i will post to you and give it 🙂 as i am sure you would do yourself.

 sleep well ma

February 28, 2011
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Greetings zarathustra…Greetings Everybody~

I have not been here on this Site long enough to even warrant a hall pass to use the latrine… LoL
but when I think about the *Why* People vamoosh~ & or don't Post…

I remember very well the exchanges I had on this Site & Finger Pointing, Name Calling-
me being accused of being Somebody else…

(Fortunately those who Matter seen the Truth & know I am me & there is only ONE me- case closed)

Anybody reading over my previous Comments can view them
also Others would probably NOT want to Post because of the Hostility that was unleashed… maybe

Some wish to NOT be Insulted.

Some wish to NOT be Belittled or Demeaned in Public… or even Mocked…

It happened to me… & I know it didn't feel Good One iota~

however… hopefully Person(s) will return on Own terms… in Own time…

NOT hesitate to extend hand for Another to shake…

IF the Environment- the Setting… the Thread Appreciated *more* the input… the feedback…
then maybe *more* Person(s) would Post & share what is on his or her Mind…

Shouldn't matter IF a Person Seasoned or a Newby… Nobody deserves to be treated
less than Human… Nobody… & I don't imagine Anybody here is Entitled to Anything.

Mattered not if they have been here since the site's origin or just created an account~
that is why I speak & address the *situation* directly & the Words spoken…
NOT with Prejudice against the Person… but with what I *Disagree* with in what was said.

It is Good zarathustra that You open Your arms & embrace Person(s) without Discrimination.

Wish more were like that… Unfortunately that was not experienced nor seen on Other Threads
BUT it could *Change* & become that which Anybody wishes to make it… It starts with One!

Words speak Loud yet Actions speak Louder.

Doesn't it feel Awesome to be the *calm one* in the room zarathustraLaugh

Keep on doing what You are doing…LoL…

Have a Great Monday!… Blessings~

February 28, 2011
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feel good? being the calm one sucks! lol but thanks for the support love and light, and i am happy to see you posting, and sad that you actualy need this site at all, people like you should be blessed with pure and utter joy and should only know the deffintion of deprssion or any other bad word, for that i am sorry and hope your having a good day 🙂

February 28, 2011
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zarathustra said:

feel good? being the calm one sucks! lol but thanks for the support love and light, and i am happy to see you posting, and sad that you actualy need this site at all, people like you should be blessed with pure and utter joy and should only know the deffintion of deprssion or any other bad word, for that i am sorry and hope your having a good day 🙂


Greetings zarathustra~

You are more than Welcomed! You know when You mentioned... feel good? ... reminded me of that song...
remember by: James Brown...
so I will answer...I Feel GoodLaugh (does James Brown shuffle)
[the beginning Words (source credit etc) are written in Another language but the music video will crack You up...
about 2+ minutes long...LoL]

I almost lost my breakfast...LoL

& nooooooooo need to be sad in regards to me & this Site... I could say there isn't the *need* but I felt it would help
in Some sense... especially with what I experienced with my Ex-Boyfriend... so that is what actually brought me here.
It was more on a Spiritual- Religious basis... I noticed there was Some Insight I could walk away with & Some I would
Question... even Disagree with... however I make it a point to be plan Happy & not let the Attitude of Another dictate
my Outlook... LoL...

I'm Happy You come here Happy tooLaugh  You make it Happy-ning... LoL...

Keep it UP! ...Blessings~

February 28, 2011
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love and light you shoud never have to tell a guy to keep it up, (sorry for the dirty joke but that was too good to pass up lol)

 

lol i make it happy-ning? lol i honestly will remember that because it made me laugh very much

 

i hope your having a great night sleep well everyone 🙂

March 6, 2011
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zarathustra said:

love and light you shoud never have to tell a guy to keep it up, (sorry for the dirty joke but that was too good to pass up lol)

 

lol i make it happy-ning? lol i honestly will remember that because it made me laugh very much

 

i hope your having a great night sleep well everyone 🙂


Greetings zarathustra... Greetings Everybody~

Hope All is having a Fantastic Sunday! Laugh

You are too Funny zarathustra... LoL...  It's been awhileSurprised

Ooooooooooooooh this Quote tickled...LoL

 

The trouble with normal is it always gets worse.
 ...Bruce Cockburn...

Now what is Normal again?Cool LoL

 

Have a Happening Day!... Blessings~

March 7, 2011
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normal is knowing you have a problem and complaining about it while doing nothing to fix it. 🙂

 

lol thank you for the compliment L&L sorry if you dont hear from me that much this week, my best friend just came down for spring break, which means two things

1: i am extremely excited to have some much needed fun

 

and 2: my bank account is going to hit zero very fast lol

 

have a great monday!

March 7, 2011
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zarathustra said:

normal is knowing you have a problem and complaining about it while doing nothing to fix it. 🙂

 

lol thank you for the compliment L&L sorry if you dont hear from me that much this week, my best friend just came down for spring break, which means two things

1: i am extremely excited to have some much needed fun

 

and 2: my bank account is going to hit zero very fast lol

 

have a great monday!


Greetings zarathustra... Greetings Everybody~

You are so right... LoL (writes that down) ... I don't consider myself *Normal*... the One time I Thought I did...
my Children (Munchkins) slapped me back to Reality... [what a NightmareConfused] LoL

Woo Hoo! How Exciting to have Best Friend for a visit & have the BEST time~ FUN FUN is correctLaugh
& Spring Break already started? Mine don't get out for awhile... Wow!

At least You will be Happy & Broke right? LoL

What more could One ask forWink

Have an even Greater Monday!... Blessings~

March 17, 2011
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Greetings zarathustra... Greetings Everybody~

Gosh... it is quiet up in here... LoL...

Love to hear about Your Vacation zarathustra... & still have money in the bank afterwards... LoL
(Just Kidding)...

I was away for several Days & Surprised but getting back into the groove of things... LoL

Happy St. Patrick's Day!!... Blessings~

March 17, 2011
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hey L&L

 

my vacation was a lil hectic

 

i posted on other threads here so i find it stupid to hide so ill just openly admit it, i was frustrated over a few things and started cutting, someone snitched and my best friend found out and basically cried to me, so i promised to stop, yeah bad week that was, but thats the way things are, i am doing a better before you ask, i was very careful not to nick any veings or anything, they were mainly flesh wounds, and i have stopped.

 

oh! something funny happened, i put on a shock collar (the one where if you cross a line it shocks you) THAT HURT ALOT.

yeah, that was a top ten painfull moment for me, but still worth it, totally hilarious.

hope your doing good L&L happy st. patties day to you too!

March 18, 2011
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zarathustra said:

hey L&L

 

my vacation was a lil hectic

 

i posted on other threads here so i find it stupid to hide so ill just openly admit it, i was frustrated over a few things and started cutting, someone snitched and my best friend found out and basically cried to me, so i promised to stop, yeah bad week that was, but thats the way things are, i am doing a better before you ask, i was very careful not to nick any veings or anything, they were mainly flesh wounds, and i have stopped.

 

oh! something funny happened, i put on a shock collar (the one where if you cross a line it shocks you) THAT HURT ALOT.

yeah, that was a top ten painfull moment for me, but still worth it, totally hilarious.

hope your doing good L&L happy st. patties day to you too!


Greetings zarathustra... Greetings Everybody~

I'm still going through the other threads... I'm sorry Your Vacation was a lil hecticFrown-
Hopefully things have settled down a bit now & I'm Glad You have stopped the Self-harm for there are Many who care
of Your Well-Being & Wish You the Best!

Holy Moly~ on the shock collar & I imagine it would hurt ALOT... Surprised Ouch... how many volts does it generate?
Now- I don't want You to wear again & find out though... LoL
You know remember in Wild Wild West with Will Smith & Kevin Kline re: the scene where they were wearing these metal
collars & once they stepped outside the circle... these lethal flying dics magnetically attracted to the collars would chase
them & ish nay the noggin (its purpose) which didn't happen but what You spoke of reminded of that part... LoL...
I hope You don't partake in the shock treatment for an encore... LoL

Just touching metal after walking gives me a shockSurprised LoL
You are too much... LoL

You have a Great Night!! Blessings~

March 18, 2011
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lol for the record this was not my first encounter with "shocking" moments

 

i have tried on the colar for barking, that hurt alot too but i was able to take the pain for a while before i collapsed and broke a chair

this time it was ALOT more painful, how many volts? ALOT lol i honestly dont know, but i am going to say 10,000,000 to sound brave and strong lol

 

thanks for the wishes love and light, sweet dreams 🙂

March 18, 2011
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zarathustra said:

lol for the record this was not my first encounter with "shocking" moments

 

i have tried on the colar for barking, that hurt alot too but i was able to take the pain for a while before i collapsed and broke a chair

this time it was ALOT more painful, how many volts? ALOT lol i honestly dont know, but i am going to say 10,000,000 to sound brave and strong lol

 

thanks for the wishes love and light, sweet dreams 🙂


Greetings zarathustra~

Holy Canole! That is some serious voltageSurprised What Inspired You to wear the collar?
10,000,000... Heck at least it wasn't a bajillion... LoL

Did You have this look on Your face afterwards of say like Alfalfa from The Little RascalsSurprised
I looked like Buckwheat when I got shocked & it was NOT pretty- hair high as a kite... LoL
but was surely 'Awakened' so to speak afterwards...
Jump started my Defibrillator with more juice... recharged the batteries- LoL

You have an even more FUN Night!!Laugh ... Blessings~

March 19, 2011
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lol damn it! my headis shaved! it would be soooo funny to see if that happens with long hair lol

what inspired it? absolutely nothing, where do any of my whacky ideas come from? i have waxed my butt before, gone streaking, slid down a mountain and almost flew off and died, i have done MANY dumb things like drugs and drank certain amounts of acohol that many peopl would never believe, i have woken up naked covered in writing, i always say my ages 16-19 were amazing, how do i know? I DONT REMEMBER ANY OF IT.

 

lol i have many faces, i am the "wise" person who lends an ear, i am the avid writer and reader, i am the violent person that doesnt regret hurting those he has hurt, i am the party animal veteran who now adays people in my old group still tell stories about me, i am very arrogant, but in my opinion it is well deserved, it is not uncommon for people to tell me they have seen me naked before or some other story,

 

i used to be the door man for the parties my friends would throw and charge money for, i have had a very interesting past and present lol

 

someone once asked me if i regret the things i have done, not at all, but i would NEVER go through that shit again, it almost killed me lol

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