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What did it for you? Healing & its pathways..
December 23, 1999
12:30 pm
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Angelwings
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Love to hear from those of you who visit this site who are healing and growing, and have come a long way from where they once were.
Lets talk about what did it for you, and what path you took, the more once dwells upon the positive and affirms ones personal growth the stronger we get and are able to help others who are lost. blessings
Merry Xmas. Im having the best xmas, hope you are too!! :):):):):):):):)

December 23, 1999
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Well angelwings -

I am on the road to emotional freedom - I may hurt now, but someone out there will be thanking GOD that my x set me free - because someone out there will treat me like I need and vice versa.

December 25, 1999
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Hi there AW,
Merry Xmas to yo all.
Healing and Growing???
I have come a fair way this year, I am trying not to allow my anxiety problems to overwhelm me, but i am also trying not to be superwoman and am giving myself time to relax as much as possible, Floating through and trying not to panic so much about the future. Trust that things will work out good when i have given myself time to heal i will be better able to make my life what i want.

My relationship is better, I am still very scarred from the traumas of the past couple of years, but I am not taking no crap any more and my partner have made huge efforts to change his behaviour.

He is still clean and sober, last night we talked a little about it and he said that he felt it was incredible that he hadn't ended up either killing someone, drunk driving or in jail. He really appreciates how lucky he was and how he really should have deserved to end up in jail considering the way he lived his life then. I think that he is growing too.

It is still hard for me to feel 100 per cent comfortable with him because of all the bad memories and he still is a difficult person anyway, but i am not basing my future on him anymore i am thinking of me, if he is in my future then good, but it will only be if he deserves me!!!!

In the new year i wil be starting my course again, only 2 hrs a week but it is a start.
I will also be doing some catering with my mum for the college.

I am battling with extreme moments of anxiety daily but I will start going out on my own this year,
ANGEL WINGS, I HAVE ALREADY MADE IT TO THE MAIL BOX ON MY OWN!!!!
Only 200 yard from my home down the street, but it is a start isn't it?

We also have a new puppy!!! She is very cute and clever and also very stubborn, a bit like me!

Peace to you all, my Xmas is good, a prayer to all those who's xmas is not so happy this year, I don't know you but i am thinking of you.

Hazza

December 25, 1999
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Angelwings,
this has been a hard year but through the Lord, a therpist, and a understanding husband I'm making through, I still cry alot My story is so much like others it scares me check out my story under help and you will understand, I had to change my nickname for personal reasons. Hope you and everyone on line has a Merry Christmas.

December 26, 1999
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Dear Sadeyes, Becca and Hazza:
IT was great to hear your responses, Becca it sounds as if you have found some healing space for yourself and have hope for your future, and I for you too, been there girl.
Hazza, you amaze me with your courage, tenacity and intelligence....to the mail box, wow and flying too, good for you!!!!!!!!! I know the debilitating pain of anxiety disorder and know what courage it took for you to do that, what a heroine!
Sadeyes, god, love and therapy can do wonders, heck create miracles! You are a living miracle, good for you.
My xmas was good, thanks and I hope you all had a good one too.
blessings

December 26, 1999
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You know, I really believe now, that unless each day brings some joy or happiness, you are not really living. There is gratitude to be found in every day, sure there are negatives, but when you really take time to appreciate the simple beauties and the real moments of joy, then the little pieces of darkness here and there just fade away......it sounds simple but its very real.
I believe in the importance of gratitude now, and the completely destructive and self absorbed act of dwelling upon the lacks....this only hurts oneself and others who come in contact with you.
Blessings

December 26, 1999
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I'm afraid of death and dieing. I live in a good town with good people but it still doesn't get me through the day. I can hardly sleepat night. I have these break downs and I get so scared. I know one day I will be dieing but when? I know I can't worry about this now but whats the point of living when all we are going to do is die
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December 27, 1999
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Do you have a terminal illness?
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