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May 4, 2002
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So what were you all thinking letting me get married? You know I am insane. jeezz!!! Now I have to get divorced again. Twice divorced in less time than most people's marriges last. I have been married three weeks. Damn I guess it has been three weeks since I've had sex. EH! I need some. I saw my gay ex husband #1 and he was told that I was pregnant! HA HA HA. My ex friend saw me at the Dr.'s and assumed I was pregnant.Bitch is spredding rumers about me. She is the one I turned into Social services for drinking during pregnancy. She had her baby, a girl. I haven't heard anything else about it though. I am rambling cause I am fighting the urge to call action figure guy. Tell me again why I decided not to hang out with him anymore. I forgot. He makes me come so hard that clear liquid comes out. I'm saving on laundry money is all. I bet my old neighbors don't miss me. Well maybe the little quiet guy that lived upstairs but not the other ones. I am so wide awake right now. an hour and a half till AFG gets off work maybe I'll call him. Believe it or not I have not cheated on my new husband. Two days before the wedding does not count. And no I did not hit on the bartender on my wedding day. That was a fabrication. I might have had a better time if I had. Just kidding. Anyway. I must be feeling better I am talking about sex again. Either that or I am in heat. I miss my apartment.

May 4, 2002
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Ok, so I was not meant to be a runner. Runaway bride maybe, but I can't even run an 8th of a mile. I suck I could not even breathe.

May 4, 2002
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I guess that saying "Blondie told ya so" wouldn't help, would it? *grin* Divorce sucks, trust me, from someone who has also been there, but this too shall pass. You can get through it. Oh, and the 8th of a mile is all right, good first attempt. Running is very hard on the body, maybe ask t4c about her biking experiences. She sure looks like she enjoys the heck out of it, and probably in that hot southwestern air, the wind would feel good on a bicycle...

May 4, 2002
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I do have a bike. It is much easier than running. Up hill sucks. Everywhere in this town is uphill.

May 4, 2002
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Walking -- 30 minutes or more and briskly -- may be a good way to go. Much less impact on joints and bones but good aerobics and good for muscle tone, etc... Swimming, very good, again a time thing involved, but, hell, the water takes all the weight, pretty much no impact, just exercise.
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May 4, 2002
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Does walking around the Albuquqerue zoo for two hours count as excercise?

So I broke down and called him last night. Damn voice mail. I remember why I don't want to hang out with him anymore. Drugs, bad habbits (mine) Self worth. I kinda glad he didn't answer his phone. I think I might just give up sex alltogether for a while. EH, Am I sick? did I really just say that? I'm gonna try cause I wanns get better. I hate some of the things I do. Sex is not one of them, but it contributes to other bad behaviors.

May 5, 2002
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Hey, Gypsy -- How's the desert morning? NJ is o so fine, air is fresh, bit warmer than I expected but clean. Dog and me had a great walk this morning, I drank coffee and breathed the air, he breathed the air and fertilized a few patches of land. Sun was gentle, but feels like it might be hot before one or so. Light green shirt, hunter pants I looked at me and realized I was springy as well. Too bad Dog has arthritis, would've loved to see him run. All is well, universe has this way of making the best for us happen even if we aren't ready for it -- gosh!! voice mails are so amazing sometimes. šŸ˜‰ Glad you're in the world, dear. Standfast.

May 5, 2002
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I love the desert. the fires I can live without. My county is on fire. all those poor trees dying in the moutains. Every year the fires burn down more of the trees. We are having a drought very bad this year. I am going tro take Angel to White Sands this month. It has been a while since we have been there. I wish there was water here to swim in. That is the one thing missing from here. I belong to the water.

May 5, 2002
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Hey Gipsy, my second husband lasted 19 days before I put him on the plane. Now on No. 4 - what a mistake. He's a domestic abuser and has been trying to tell me I'm responsible for his abuse . . .

If I ever fancy a man again, I'll make sure EVERYONE I know has met him & given a verdict, and NEXT TIME, I'LL LISTEN TO MY FRIENDS. (Where have you heard that before?)

May 5, 2002
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hey gypsy hows the smoke your way? Very sad about that poor man killing him self over that fire. I just drove down that very highway the fire jumped. Still closed I hear. Were I live, I have the desert a few miles south the mountains five miles north and it is so dry one spark are a lighting strick is all it's going to take to go up like a match box.

May 5, 2002
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I couldn't believe he killed himself over starting it on accident. I sure noone would have blamed him. i haven't seen much smoke here. In guess I am too downhill from the fire. Went to Ruidoso today, to the Inn. Didn't drink this time. I will be later though. šŸ™‚

May 6, 2002
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then you can say goodbye to me.

May 6, 2002
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What the hell is that supposted to mean? I can drink whenever and with whomever I choose. I can even fuck him too. My choice is my choice. You have saved my life countless times, that does not mean you can tell me how to live it. Goodbye.

May 6, 2002
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Why is it that you have always had a double standard? It is ok for you to fuck people. shit you are even dating a girl that you do not completely like and yet when i plan on going to see someone whom I have seen for the past 8 months you give me an ultimatium? Every time I think they we have gotten past the past you pull some shit like this? I am fucking him tonight and I will come back here tomorrow and post to the whole fucking world how much fun I had. ASSHOLE

May 6, 2002
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booker I guess she just said GOODBYE!

May 6, 2002
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Yep, have a very good time -- TAKE THE TROJANS!!! DEFINITELY!!!!!! -- She did such a grand job, spoz he expected that? Doubt it. Sounds like our gypsy is doing well again. yea, yea hip-hip-hooray!!!

May 6, 2002
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I had a blast. Every inch of me is sore beyond belief. Have to drink lots of water to be rehydrated. Did drink. Not too much. I vas a very bad girl.

May 6, 2002
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Bad, what is bad, is that like good, is this not possibly some one elses judgement ? If you did not sweat, and you flew away, it is what doves do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess it is a good sore, like from a work out, hmmmmm guess I am some what jelous.
So much for booker, huh ????? he he he
Shouldn't ever threaten a woman. Especially one that wants demons on her head.

May 6, 2002
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but at least I don't have to do cocaine to be with mine!

May 6, 2002
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oh Booker was there!!!he saw gypsy doing cocaine are is he just starting a rummor, how childish Booker!

May 6, 2002
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What I did or did not do with Chad is not any of your business Booker. I understand that you are concerned because I did coke in the past with him. That is no reason to be an ass. Did I mention anything about doing coke? I think not. I said drink, I said sex. No where does it say I am going to do coke. You think you know me well, But for the past how many months you have only seen me at my worst. I decided to go to the inn to go see him because I was having a good day. I wanted to share my good mood. I went to an appointment with Sandra straight from chad's house this morning. She is aware of my activity. I answer to me. Not to booker. It is all about me me me. Next time I cut my wrist or OD I wont bother ot call you. It seems that you feed on my misery. You cause drama so you can take care of me. And what is even worse I create drama so you will take care of me. I am working on changing that. I am learning to be here for myself. You might not need coke to be with your girl but you do need beer. Is that not true? At least I am not dependant on a substance that is harmful. I get pissed at you for still having feelings for me and holding out hope that we will get back together, but I am at fault also. I think that we are past that. I come around thinking that we can be friends. We can't. You once were my pillar of strength, but now I am a pillar of strength. I would like for you to not come to my site anymore. Next time I get an urge to call you I wont. You were wrong to imply that Tom had a right to question me because of my tattoos and piercings. What I do with my body is not an invation to judge me because of it. It was wrong for him to treat me the way he did. It is the beginnings of abuse. I could have been pure and unmarked and he still would have questioned me. It had nothing to do with me. It has to do with his frame of mind. He is insecure and potientally emotionally abusive. I have been down that road many times. I wont go there again. I shoyld have fucked tha bartender on my wedding day. And in front of him too. Just to spite him.

May 6, 2002
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I had good healtyh sex last night and this morning and about an hour ago. it is a good thing that I am sore. My legs mostly. I keep going back to AF because he has been a constant in my life for 8 months now. And we have no expectations. We don't want a relationship. He is not a jealous person. He knows where all of my spots are. He does not try and manupilate me. We are straight up honest with each other. He accepts my illness, and understands if I flip out in front of him. He does not try and change me. He does not accuse me of things. He does not play mind games. He respects my boundaries. He is damn hot. He does not pretend anything.

May 6, 2002
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Damn -- who was that masked woman?? looked like a pale horse she was ridin.' -- Nice to hear you well gypsy. Much better, feel your strength, just recall where you found it and you should be able to find it again. -- It's good to lean on people when I'm tired, not so good when I'm just lazy. -- I am so very proud of you. Why can't I seem to get that webpage? ((HUG)) ouch, don't crush me, girlfriend! Just don't know your own strength do ya. šŸ˜‰

May 6, 2002
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hey gypsy good for you, sound really strong gf!!!you need you and not any guy thay would come on here and do that kind of stuff to you. How old is he anyway, sounds like about 13.

May 6, 2002
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next time your feeling down and out, why don't you cut and paste what you wrote ? That was one strong woman typing. Gotta love that anger once and a while, brings out the warrior in us.

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