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October 22, 2005
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neely
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Hi, I in a really depressed mood. I was supposed to go to a dance last night. I got showered and dressed. Had the directions in hand and proceeded to driver off. Right to the craft store. Yep I didnt go. All I thought about was rejection. I have put on a very good front to everyone. They think I am on my way to healing. If they only knew. No one really lives near me so they cant see how I am really doing,

I went to bed at 11:30 last night and took a sleeping pill to make sure I wouldnt be up all night thinking of my ex bf. Well I was still up all night. I cant believe I am still feeling the way I do.

Life sucks. If there is a God he is not a very nice one. I think all the time that I wish I had the strength to just end it all. But knowing how things are going on in my life, I would do something and fail and end up either a vegetable or hurt very bad and put my kids through a lot of grief,

I know when my husband died that life still goes on. So if I did do something it will hurt people for a little while, I wouldnt be forgotten but LIFE WILL GO ON!

October 22, 2005
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Hi Neely,

I have had to fight hard against depression before so I have found things that work for me and I hope it can help you.

My understanding is that depression comes from feeling powerless. It is tough to follow but it works. Depression makes one think that they can not go on. That living is too horrible and that there is no way out of the situation.

Thus the solution is to find empowerment. A way to live with the problem or a way to repair the problem and then all is livable again.

It is a mistake to think that God is not a nice one. For it is God that gives us mortals our power. One needs faith and prayer and needs that Highest power in order to get over the pain in living. All people feel pain and suffer and have life long sorrows and if one will first bow to the nice loving God then they can have the power to stand before all our worldly enemies.

Here is one of my many affirmations for empowerment;

If you know of a wrong then correct it with your words, and if that is not sufficient then correct it with your actions, and if that can not be done then correct the wrong in your own heart, and that is how you change a wrong.

October 22, 2005
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Hi big DD!!

Neely accidentally posted twice so there is another thread with the exact same title that folks have been posting on. Check it out and if you would like, copy and paste your most excellent post over there.

Welcome to the site!!

~~bonita 😉

October 23, 2005
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Hey Neely.. 🙂

I'm not really sure what to write right now, but I wanted to just say hello, and let you know that we do care

((hugs))

~HT

October 23, 2005
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Hey Neely,

Sorry honey for all the grief you went thru. It must be horrible and devastating.

Let me assure you that here most of us have lost lovers and bfs/gfs. So, you're not alone and yes life sucks when these things happen!

God is not responsible for your failed relationship with your Ex bf even if you feel He is. Your bf made a choice to do so.

Honey, I can reassure you that there is a SILVER Lining behind every cloud, if we only hang in there a little longer, if we have some more patience...it could be that you or him or both of you are not yet ready for committment. It could be that you're not the right match for each other.

Do not give up! Just voice your request to your HP and He will respond to you at the right time!

We are here to cheer you on during this lovely journey!

~Love, Ras~

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