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trouble LIFE brings =( AM I DEPRESSED???
September 6, 2006
7:03 pm
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mumubaby89
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I think i am depressed... or mabye just seeking attention as people call it.

I split up with a bf about 5 months ago and we went out for over a year..i still love him and i miss everything about him. Everytime i see him i want to break down and cry. I have tried moving on, dating other people..all goes fine and then i end up finishing them.

I have been through alot of bully in my life espically the last recent years of my life. I hate it and i still rememeber things which thoese bullies wont even remember.

I fell out with my fmaily. i have never been able to open up to them. I used to sit in my room crying myself to sleep and still do some nights. Recenlty in the last few months..i ended up moving out with my gdad and granma. it has been hell sometimes. I ran away once ..the day i went on a fmaily hols;which was last month. i knew it was a bad idea going with them but i wanted to be a happy fmaily... what was i thinking =(. All they do is pick of me,call me names or even hit me. I had a huge argument with my mother and ran away when she went to the shops...i had no moeny nor my mobile. i ended up sleeping in the streets utnill 4am in the morning when i found a mates to go to..it was horrible and cold.and now i have moved in with my grandparents for good.

what is it? I am having a major breakdown and already go to counselling at my college. I am having major problems with family; who i dnt live with anymore and im totally upset about it all. Exams have been totally stressful and i education means alot to me, without it i have nothing. Trouble is i havnt been doing so well at all...and i dont know why. Uni Trips etc are here and i have to choose a place and write a personal statement...i have got no family to help nor teachers and i do not know what to do.
I have kind of stopped talking to people..i did this before but this time it has worsened and i just sit and do work all the tme 🙁 and if invited out i do not go and just stay in. when i go back to college this year i am going to counclleing and going to be more open about howi fell and everything that has happened this holiday =(

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September 6, 2006
11:52 pm
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I am so sorry you are going through all of this hunny. Counseling is a great idea. There is a quote by one of my favorite people Dr. Phil " You cant change what you dont aknowledge" Your counsler cant help unless you open up sweetheart.

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