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To "Inner"..its me Kare
November 8, 2010
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Plse
read the other thread and resume new post here on this one.sorry
again...Gotta go tend to Isabella now.

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Bitsy
thanks and darkeyes thank u for sending all the good energy and
love.Thanks to u all

November 8, 2010
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Kare
are you ok?

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Hi
Kare! glad you'r able to post when you can..we all understand if
its just a hello for now until its safe for you to post..never put
yourself in any more danger plz..small steps again hun, we'r all
here...love and hugs to you and Bella!!Dark

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Hi
Kare! Just wanted to give a hug to you and Bella. I have not been
able to keep up with the threads, but I hope that you both are
ok!!

Take
Care!!

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Kare,
I am relieved to hear from you.

Bitsy

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Hi,((Inner)),((Darkeyes)),((Bitsy))((Not over it)),&
(Chinadoll))m just trying to hang in there Gosh I have mixed
emotions.He will be getting stationed somewhere else in a few
mths.I want to leave BUT being terrified of him doesnt help at
all.I just know that I deserve better..& Bella also.I just feel
stuck..he has threatened me & im not sure if I wanna try
him.Today((right now actually))his mother is here visiting with
Bella.I dont understand his mother doesnt say anything..at all..at
all.She can see that he have been physical & she acts like she
doesnt even notice...why?!She prob.wont say anything to him about
it either.She just comes in and hugs and speaks to me like she cant
see...crap..i prayed & asked god help me.Because i just feel so
weak lately.& i love Isabella so much..& I just hope she
can forgive me for being so nieve...My parents are shattered I try
speaking to them everyday.They are not letting go without a fight.I
just feel at my lowest I just dont want to shut down & become
isolated.He acts as if we are.doing Great.I mean he even asked me
to marry him again.As if he couldnt see the pain and unhappiness
all over my face.My life was nevet suppose to be this
way.

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A
piece of me felt like his mother would be my way out.Idk why I
thought that in the first place.BUT I did..I felt a sense of relief
when I seen her.But she didn't say anything at all about how I
looked..smh.Idk..She didn't even ask was I ok.nothing at all.But
that one ? that stuck out to me "Kenzie,hun did u straighten your
hair?"Usually its so curly".What does that have to do with what's
more important.Why did I feel she would care?....I found myself
zoneing out after that for a while.Looking at Bella as she smiles
wondering HOW THE HELL DID I GET MYSELF INTO AGAINNN....

November 8, 2010
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hi
Kare... sorry ur -idk what u call him (babys daddy i guess) sorry
his mother was that way but she is his mother so she already knows
everything im sure and turns a 'blind eye' cus it is her son u
know..

anyway, u said he
was getting 'stationed' somewhere else...Im confused i thought he
was in college, now im confused, is he in the
military?....

anyway, please
whatever WHATEVER u do dont go away somewhere else with this
monster... please, i have a feeling that if u do, he prob will kill
u (i dont ever say things like this), but that is just my intuition
and i usually have good instincts..

Kare, i know u
need a friend im willing to b one, but u need to tell me more
details if u can like, what is it exactly stoppin u from goin bak
home 2 ur mom and dads , where u and bella r safe?

if it is ur pride,
swallow it,, u said u tried talkin to them? r they not wanting u
bak there? i cannot believe that if they r not..

is it fear of what
he 'threatens' u with? if u have bruises/physical evidence of abuse
GO RUN to the police station as soon as u get the chance and they
can document it and u can press charges.. please u need to b
strong..

i know u feel
weak.. what makes u stronger.. ? think about that precious baby
girl and think about u r in control of HER destiny rite
now...

think about ur
beautiful little girl what if she was your age and in an abusive
relationship like yours... how would u feel? --if u stay with him
and she knows what goes on (she prob already does eventho shes a
baby) but if u keep stayin with him she WILL find a guy jus like
him cuz thats how it works ...

u have to consider
this... also, if he hurts u... he will eventually hurt her... o yea
h already has, didnt he put u in the hospital when u first were
pregnant?

u know he is a
monster... u said urself u are in so much 'pain and unhappiness'...
girl look at yourslf long and hard in the mirror..

i know u r
beautiful.. but look at the bruises hes left on u.. look at the
mirror as long as u have 2 and then look at your baby girl and get
up next chance u get.. pack as much as you can and LEAVE.. i know i
know u have it in u!

i gather ur
parents will take u and Bella back go to them!!

file a report
tomorrow.. i know im like a broken record. but he doesnt have
CONTROL over u or your body YOU DO!!....

o yea, Does this
jerk EVER leave for more than a couple of hours.?? u sound like u
did when he had u locked upstairs in the bedroom.. if not i have
faith that u can get away from him, while u still can... (unless u
physically cant) i hope and pray that is not the case!

Idk what all hes
done and said 2 u that u seem to be so helpless rite now.. and i
worry bout Bella if u r in such a state of terror, and idk what the
[email protected]@ hes doin.. i worry how able u r to take care of her properly u
know? --i know u love her so much cus i know how much i love my
little boy! (love him enough 2 stay in a marriage im miserable in,,
no 'physical' abuse more like emotional ,, serious emotional
neglect for yrs..) anyway,

u r not married, u
can just run away.. dont let him make u think u r weak u r not.. u
can leave go anywhere let the police put u and Bella in 'hiding' if
u want but u have got to got to got to get out and get out
asap!

im sorry this was
so long i just really worry about u and i was so happy when i knew
u were at ur parents house.. i went to mine today (just for a few
hours) for them 2 c my son on my dads bday.. anyway, they STILL
treat me like a child I know how parents can b..

i wish u were near
me id just come and get u and Bellaboo and bring u
here..

i know ur parents
r worried sick.. what exactly r they saying? if they wanna get
custody of Bella ... let them at least she would b safe (u
also)...

im just hopin u r
ok and not hurt anymore please that is my prayer i hope this
bastard dies some how a horrible horrible death.. or just a quick
one as long as he is gone from this earth.. we dont need people
like this guy around!!

(((love and
hugs)))

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Hey,Inner no I was the one attending college.He was never in
college only the military.I really honestly do understand
everything u have written.But I fear him not on purpose its just he
scares me.Like he would be physical & in the process threaten
to do more.I dont plan on leaving with him...i really dont..This
fear that I cant seem to shake is keeping me here...Seriously he
can just look at me a certain way & I just freeze up.. I wanna
stand up to him BUT its so difficult.Im afraid to do anything when
he is around.Tending to Isabella is pretty ok.But sometimes im not
tending to her fast enough for his likeing.But taking care of her
is prob.the only time I feel im not messing up completely.& at
that time I sometimes get time with her alone.

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&
I would feel awful if Isabella mate a guy like him...i can begin to
explain how hurtful and hard it would be.Feeling emotional right
now...My parents are in the process of trying to get full custody
of Isabella.Idk..if I agree with it BUT i know they only wants
whats best.Its hard...i mean when I call them all I want to do is
tell them I love them.& then I get way too emotional to go
on.My parents have tried to go around my fear.But I just cant leave
while he is there or near.Inner my parents want me home...they
really do.But I just cant believe I would be protected if I leave.I
feel & know if I leave this time..he will find me and seriously
harm me.....

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&
Inner he is mostly around a bit now.He usually have PT time at like
5am BUT he have been on duty at the recruiting office.& thats
not very far from here.Plus he is at a much higher rank now,so he
have people under him.I feel he can pop up here when he wants
whenever he leaves.He is here right now BUT the game is on &
two buddys are over.So,he is downstairs.Im in the the nursery with
Bella in her swing.She is so content right now just a smiling.Love
my Bella she is truly my hope and sanity.

November 9, 2010
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aww i
know u love ur Bella..!

thats bad, how
much he is around.. didnt realize that b4.. does he ever go 'out of
town'?

I know u r not
fearin him 'on purpose' i dont think u r stayin there cus u want to
i dont think that at all..

btw do u like
'brad pitt'? have u ever seen the movie 'fight club'?

im not tryin 2 b
mean by sayin this, but i hope ur parents do get custody of
Bella... at least she would b away from that monster, and then
maybe u would go back to them as well?

i dont think they
r tryin to hurt u by doin that i think they r tryin 2 help
u..

i will write more
later,, i gotta go 2 a meeting now

love u!

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just
wanna get it off number '13'

=)

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hope
u and Bella r ok tonite..

please let us know
whats goin on when u can..

im prayin for u
that ur pain will stop and maybe he will just
'disappear'

love and
hugs

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Inner,im just getting in I will try & post in a
few.

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Imner
ummmm..are you on?

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hi
Kare!

im on here now..if
u r up i can talk!

love and
hugs

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hi
Kare! thinking of you ans Bella!! love and hugs your
way!!Dark

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hi
Kare, hope u r ok, gettin worried again 😮

HUGS

inner~~

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Sorry
I couldnt post lastnight..Ummmm thanks darkeyes & Inner I will
try to post later..cant right now

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Hi
Kare! hun you post when it is safe to do.. dont ever put yourself
in more danger.. just check in and say hi so we kno your ok.. love
and hugs your way! Dark

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Hi
Kare...

hope u r ok.. i
worry bout u and i understand if u cant post on here alot... just
let us know u r ok.. i hope u r..

i wish u could
just leave but i guess i understand why u dont but i will pray that
u have the strenght to get up tomorrow and do what u know u need to
for u and your baby..

love and
hugs....

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Hi,Thanks Inner & darkeyes ummm..everyone is asleep right
now.Well except for me for the last few days ive been feeling way
sick.(like very sickly)Im kinda afraid to go to the doctor.But I
know I will have to go sooner or later.My parents have spoken to my
lawyer about getting custody of Isabella.I spoke to my mom for a
few min.today.I just dont know who I am anymore...i feel so
alone.I,mean I know I have Bella but thats all.I have to go I will
try to post later.

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