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Tmv...Where are you?
July 24, 2004
10:30 am
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I haven't seen her post and I'm worried.
Unless I'm missing something. Anyone have a clue?

Sunnygrl

July 24, 2004
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Hey Sunnygrl!
I'm sorry, I've been working alot the past two days, so I haven't had a chance to really post anything and check in. Thank you for asking, how are you? Nothing new here, don't know the stat on my ex, called the CID Friday and Thursday and left 3 messages, and no call back. If I don't hear anything back by Monday, I will probably call someone else. It's frustrating, some days, I think, well they will get him eventually, just move on and forget it, but then it's hard because, everyday, you don't know what to expect, how long do you have to keep looking over your shoulder, or when will the jumping at every little noise stop. Just frustrating. The dreams everynight, always two different, one where he is coming after me to kill me, and one where things were good, and we are happy. Then there are moments throught out the day where I wonder if he is going to suffer some kind of stroke or heart attack from taking some kind of bad drug, or if he is on a rampage somewhere. But a friend of mine made a good point last night. She said that I need to stop trying to help him because he made a decision and made his choice. He chose to hang around these kind of people and he chose to take drugs, knowing that he was weak. He chose not to ask for help and as tough as that is, I need to respect his choice and accept it. She says he is making the choice to self destruct and he will die young because of it. I guess she is right. How are you? Everything OK?

July 24, 2004
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Hi!

So good to hear from you and know you are ok. I can't even imagine what it must be like to be in that situation, I can only feel for you and keep hoping and praying that everything will soon be safer and peaceful for you. Your friend is right. I'm so glad she said what she did. He did choose his own path and even though it is the self destructive one ( believe me, I know plenty of people who went down the same path) you can't let him pull you down with him.
Living in fear is a terrible feeling, I know personally all too well. You hang in there and stick to your guns, do whatever you have to do to stay safe and know we are here and care!
I'm doing just fine, thank you for asking. Settling in here and hard to believe it's been two weeks! But I'm safe, pretty content although a bit bored and getting on with my life. I met a really nice couple today and we got on very well so perhaps after I get to know them a bit better I'll go "out on the town" such as it is, lol! ((((Tmv))))

Sunny

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