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The year of Gypsy
December 8, 2001
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Last year my new years resulotion was that it was going to be the year of gypsy (I usually don't make resulotins) I was going to start putting myself first and figure out who I was and what I wanted out of my life. It is my life after all. I had always been who everyone else wanted me to be and it made me crazy. I have been through alot this past year. I have figured out alot about myself and what I want out of life. I think that what you guys are saying about the skin bugs has affected me also, I am not an addict of substance, only caffenee and love. But the bugs did not come as a result of withdrawl they came because I was staying somewhere I did not belong and refused to leave because I did not want to fight the fight and win my emotional freedom. Well I have been fighting that fight for this past year and I have come a long way, i still have a long way to go. But I have reached the transtion phase and I am being called to another place. So I am contimplating Picking up again and heading for that place. I have a home to go to there where my son and I are welcome. I will have more choices there. I feel that it is the right thing to do, so why am I so afraid? I was going to go next summer, but I feel that I should go sooner. I have been acused of always running away, but this is not running away I look at it as running towards my future. I will hurt certain people by doing this, but I cannot give up my dreams for there happiness any longer. I love these people dearly, but it is not my place with them. I belong in the new place. I need strength for this journey.

December 8, 2001
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Even good change is frightening.:)

December 8, 2001
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gyspy I can so relate. I have lived my life the way others think I should or at least I never was my real self to anyone. I even myself didn't know who I was. Now I am sober and I am going out and having fun. Even if someone dosen't like to hell with them. I am going to my first gay party tonight in this small town, and I am at a point I don't care what anyone has to say about it. Good luck gyspy only you live in your skin not anyone else.

December 10, 2001
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Well damaged, don't you sound incredibly healthy, hope it was a fun party, I spent two of the most beautiful days locked up in a seminar, learning leagaleze. Boring, and with a sore butt at the end of the day, kinda punchy know what I mean ?

December 10, 2001
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gypsygirl

December 10, 2001
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gypsygirl

December 10, 2001
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gypsygirl

just follow your dreams and your heart will pull you through it. this has been has been a rough year but there is always a brighter day, take one day at a time

December 11, 2001
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I am sorry I have been away. I was in a mental hospital. Turns out that I have three personalities and one of them tried to kill us. Just when I was starting to do good.

December 12, 2001
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I am celebrating today because I am still alive and I have alot to acomplish in my life

December 12, 2001
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Celebrating right back atcha--hang in, sweetie!
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December 12, 2001
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GYPSYGIRL

HANG IN THERE TOGETHER WE CAN FIGHT THIS YOU WILL BE ALLRIGHT, LOOK UP AND GOD WILL LEAD THE WAY. LET'S ALL CELEBRATE AND BE THANKFUL FOR WHAT WE DO HAVE

December 12, 2001
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'you regret the things you didn't do in life more than the things you did' - follow your dreams & take care of yourself gypsygirl!

December 14, 2001
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Thanks for the cocktail blondie.

Much obliged;) 🙂 @@

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