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The Sea and over here is Mom & Nikka's grass shack and the bbq pit and the sand crabs ....
May 26, 2002
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Blondie can you brush my hair too? My mother never did any thing like that for me, I think it would feel good, and I don't care if ya yank on the tangles.

May 27, 2002
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You're always at my beach, Blondie, I love you. And if you exasperate me sometimes, that's my fault for not meeting you always where you are. I understand getting overinvolved in the lives of others. I also know it's not a good tactic for health and recovery.

Let the ribs sit there, Mom will cook em right.

Scherza isn't going to hit you, dearie. She loves you, too. She'll be along later and will brush your hair with me. We'll both hug you and hold you and tell you that we love you. You're our sister, silly girl, you're home here.

Now, here's your pineapple juice, we've copied Olive Garden and there's a bottomless glass of pineapple juice. Just lie here on my lap and wait for scherza, damaged, Molly, Gypsy, Syqg and the others to get here. You're fine, love. Just fine. Now, lay here and rest, near the fire. Feel the wind.....

May 28, 2002
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I had ribs sunday night. They were damn good.

May 28, 2002
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Hey, gypsy. Have some more. We are just the way we are. We confuse thye agenda rather than just take our place in it. Only Mother has a true agenda. The rest of us merely have to find our place there. We are not always comfortable w/ that, we wanna be counselors rather than nurses, or Vice versa, fathers instead of mothers or queens rather than housewives. We just need to learn to rest in our assignments. We are fingers and toes and livers and kidneys in Mom's body -- useless and unproductive for me a cell in the finger to wanna be a nose cell.

I love you, Blonde Lady.

Now rest a bit, please.

May 28, 2002
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Scherza:

Come lie here beside me. -- Blondie's been resting all night, look how sweet she looks without a bomb in her hand! --

Let me brush your hair with my fingers, feel your heart beating somewhere near my own. Remind me that we are real, just deluded from time to time. *smile*

I love you.

May 28, 2002
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I am beside you, Nikka. I am enjoying your stroking.... Delusion or no, my love for you is real.

May 28, 2002
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namaste sisters, seems I missed something, seems like such a waste of energy this morning, to uncover a source of pain, must see though. Gosh and golly, the beach was beautiful, the gardens, the food, well the food, I shouldn't have eaten, in our world we shall avoid buttons and zippers, and simply survive with long draw strings, no?
Hope you all have a blessed Tuesday, this full moon was good to me, be nice to each other.

May 28, 2002
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Molly,

Goo'fternoon. You missed nothing much. Some paranoia and the usually human, 'if you call me or don't agree w/ me you must be outta get me.' --

What else? hmmmm. Scherza making my cheeks red w/ that Sex Goddess stuff. Toffee returned after being upset w/ you. Blondie brought ribs to the grass hut.

Meanwhile, the addicts were on their games today. Even had an observer who wants to return tomorror. How bout that! A few relapses and all came in to own them always good when they return as you know. -- Had a grand Tuesday so far. Only one client really wants to fire me today.

Just the usual full-moon stuff. You know our Mother, dresses up all pretty and we start goin' nuts. Wish she'd stop that. Would rather just be making kiddie spells w/ Mom's ball gowns and the butterknives in place of these real athames we carry around these days.

Hard to see that this power is really available to us now, still wanna be kids and play. Just don't always see that the magic is only any good on me. I have this ongoig problem of wanting to heal Scherza or you. O, you know how it goes. You may have even had the problem once yourself. -- It's good to hear you. You are such an Earth power. Good and grounded. Namaste

May 28, 2002
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Nikka...you have empowered me with your love to heal myself.

May 28, 2002
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Ice cream, nothing like it except a cig after some heavy duty body surfing, sorry schareza, know how you feel about the cigs. Oh, I can't wait, only what 9 days of anticipation till I have 3 days at the real thing, and sun, sun, suntan, dogs, balls, shells, sand dollars, seaweed, pretty rocks, and dawn at the beach. Even Sybil is counting the seconds.
I found a great dress, and silk sweater, bought new shoes to wear for my youngest's graduation, now need to turn flab to muscle, and this pale skin to something else in short time, you know the things we girls do, only when we have to, he he he.....
nikka --- I let go along time ago, people get what I give, when they are ready to get it. I offer what I have as a gift, with no strings, or expectation, far less the expected reactions that often come with my truth as I see it. We all do what we do when it is our time, nothing we can do to change human nature, despite our efforts, no ? Only when the student is ready do they recognize their teacher. Listen to the Sufi, he will share. What a great moon, I still have the hang over, ditching my work, he he he....

May 28, 2002
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Blondie: Why is it that you need a sword to practice Tai Chi on the shore? And...honey...there ain't NUTHIN' better than..."well, you know what...." And that's the truth. (Bronx Cheer).

May 28, 2002
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Blondie: you can also have all the sunscreen and anything else of mine you want. I just want to crawl inside of Nikka's skin and stay there...and love her soul forever.

May 28, 2002
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Hello- women friends. Nice to see everyone as comfy as you can be! Nice change.

Molly - I know, still have a lota rough edges and Sufi shared today, in fact. Just after I tried to post something here and the work computer went nuts. Think I just really need to stay away and only come here when I get some computer time at home. -- Like for these three minutes. -- Yes, Molly, people come in their own time and no sooner. The wind of grace is always blowing, said Ramakrishna, you must raise your sail to catch it. -- The raising part is the difficulty and I DO know that I can raise no one elses sail. Hard enough to raise my own most mornings!

Scherza, love, please no crumbs in my skin. And, heart, you know full well that any empowerment you have found you found and it hadn't a damned thing to do with me. Your gift is strong and vibrant. Your love and care are deep and wide and like the goddess Sarasvati you are the keeper of words and the cool green meadows by your riverside (she is a river in India.) Much love.

Blondie == Aw, you always have a bomb somewhere. Just as long as you are with us that's fine, and as long as we keep the matches!!! hahahahahaha
May I have some of the ice cream?

Gotta go tutor in a minute and won't be back before 9 or so EDT.
Namaste

May 28, 2002
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Sufi is a magical person that she is lucky to work with. She is right, time here must be sacred, and I was asked the other day, just why I give so much of my time, and didn't have a good answer. It made me think about how I spend my time, and thus the 3 days absent. I miss the connection to you ladies, the wisdom sharing, and well you know. But there is more to life than standing at this water cooler, and I spend way to much time at the water cooler. Perhaps Blondie, you could do a synopsis on a newsletter to each of us at the end of the day. I swear Blondie, I haven't a clue how you do all that you do, and post here as well, when I logged out to plant a posie, I saw that I was on line for 4.5 hours, now how does one justify that sort of stuff, with out compensation, or really any fruit for your efforts, I know I used to get something from giving, but ..... I can do like nikka or shareza and get paid at the same time, work and be on line, no ? I don't know if I have been picking my scabs, or others, but I do know if you keep doing the same old same old nothing changes, I need to make the money to buy my beach house, and its not going to happen if we keep meeting like this. I cherish my relations here, cherish the friends I have met, and do hold them you all dear to my heart. Right now I need to figure out a way to detox the threads, and move foreward, like breaking free from a counselor, or other support, or avoidance. I have justified this place so well, now how do I leave it? Sybil even has co-signed this and how do I justify it, I can't, and wonder if that is what your bf questioned, when you were supposed to detox. Again I wonder how you really do , do it all ? I am not that good, my friend.

May 28, 2002
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I have wondered about this since I found this site. So, it's true then, Blondie? You are a Borg? Sounds like you are more wired for info than even Jeri Ryan on the last couple of Voyager seasons!!!! hahahahaaha

May 28, 2002
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how is everyone in the shack tonight? My kid is at his dads in AZ and I am here to kick back and thank God for my life and people in my life, oh yea also thanking him for my bath tub, my own little sea. Everyone have a good one, and just relax por favor!!!

May 29, 2002
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Blondie, use Windows 2000 - it's a much more stable platform. Ask BF cos he'll know. I have XP on my laptop, supposed to be the best thing since the wheel was invented - crap. Theory is that XP will allow you to install software from Win 3.1, Win95/98/2k etc - NOT TRUE! I've installed Paint Shop Pro (useful and cheap!) and PhotoShop - both will crash and XP then wants to connect to Microsoft . . . two hours later and they still crash . . . be wary in future about buying the first version of ANYTHING - they just want you to find the bugs for them! Sorry I'm so cynical - been around computers for about 30 years.

Win2k was designed to replace NT - for business - it doesn't fall over. If you are a student, you can buy this stuff on a student licence which is cheaper so long as you are studying at a recognised school/college.

Other thing is, Ginger advised me on software training manuals - she's just moved to Seattle - I'm just a thick Brit, but who do YOU think may be able to give you best advice??? I would guess that she'll at least know which software company to tell you to call!

May 29, 2002
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Get BF to give you the MSDN CD's - he'll know exactly what I mean - and to re-install a decent operating system for you, along with the latest service packs. He can put Win2K Pro on for you, the service packs exist to correct any bugs.

HP scanner should be good - HP have very strong hardware/software support if you get lines across your scans or anything else.

You are helping cancer research more if you can offer them a stable system . . . I thought Bill Gates' number was 1-800 BAS-TARD? LOL

June 8, 2002
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Hi, Time For Change, I am so glad you came. Happy 501st birthday, gf. We can go down to the beach and play in a minute. First, I'd like you to have some of this conch that Scherza made for herself and me earlier today, damn it's good, she's so great! And here's some garlic and parmesan penne pasta I made and a nice fresh tropical fruit salad (papaya, kiwi, mango, moonfruit and coconut) with yogurt dressing. yum! Eat and let's go play. I am so proud of you. It's nice being w/ a hero!! 😉

June 9, 2002
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can't stay long, just needed to come down to the beach this morning get some fresh air say alittle prayer before a very busy day. Thanks nikka, don't really feel like a hero in any means but I guess it does feel good to hear it. Would like to say it's nice having you at the beach so I don't have to be all alone. Have a great day! OK (((nikka)))

June 9, 2002
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I am diving for more conch...and seaweed. The way I cook seaweed tastes almost like spinach, btw....

I am preparing a feast for us all....

Gentle and tender kisses to all....

June 9, 2002
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Always a great day when someone's 501, Goddess, I am barely fifty!!! Thanks T4C.

Hi, Blondie. How's all things in Brooklyn? Blow the flute while you're here please. Let the sound drift out to sea and soothe the sailors on the boats.

Scherza, dear one, save me a gentle and tender kiss? and a place beside you in the hut? XXOO

June 10, 2002
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You bet, Nikka....

June 10, 2002
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Ummmm, now to bed, love.

June 12, 2002
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Nikka just wanted to say hola and I hope you are getting your rest! Hot today!!! very hot!!!my apartment is 90 inside, just got home and cooling off now. Would love to be at the sea!take care!!!

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