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The Sea and over here is Mom & Nikka's grass shack and the bbq pit and the sand crabs ....
May 8, 2002
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I found a couple of conchs when I dove last night, scherza. One's at the edge of the grass hut's doorway, wrapped in a palm frond and waiting for you. Take your time and enjoy it.

I'll be away most of the day.

R2 -- keep talking w/ Mom. Mostly a matter of seeing what's really there and listening deeply for the sound of her voice. I hear it best here. You may catch her breath easiest elsewhere. - Love to you.

Molly -- enjoy the day. The sunrise over NJ was lovely. The breeze is cooling and rather strong. Sun bright.

Blondie -- How's Xena today? Love go w/ you.

damaged -- gonna have to drag you from behind that bush? 😉

Gypsy -- Still so very proud of you. What wonderful strength yesterday. It's still there and always has been. Thanks for the example. xxoo

Bye, now.

May 8, 2002
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Nikka I hope you had a great day, seems the world here is in turmoil and all could use a day with Mom. for some reason, and perhaps tommorow I will make that 55 min drive. I have angst with my self, with my life, with my spouse, with my employment, or lack there of, with just about damn near everything today. Funny felt it a brewing over the last few, and I am so controlled about it, like an out of body experience, is that denial ? Is it wisdom knowing that this to shall pass, none the less, was a strange day, one of those days where if you said what was really going through your head, every one would be stopped dead in their tracks. Going to go have a smoke out by the tree, and toss the ball to dog.

May 8, 2002
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Hi, Molly -- Enjoy the smoke, pull it in deeply and slowly, puff at a time and taste the tobacco. I find that best, the hurried cig is just too anxiety producing, like the quick glass of wine. --- And I'm sure Dog will be able to recall to you how to enjoy just the simple fact of 'alive.' Mine does anyhow. Sorry for your pain. It's a rather surprising occurence when I find people I care about in pain -- as tho they should all be past it -- well that was a big lie -- Learning to expect that some turmoil will follow peace is a learned experience. I hear experience in your voice. Once more, the boundary. Cig, Dog, a 'close' ikon and the power switch make great boundaries. See deeply and in deeply seeing nurture yourself. Compassion toward oneself, a needed compassion. xxoo, goodnight

May 9, 2002
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Nikka! You are such a gem. I could just curl up in your lap and sleep. I have no idea how old you are...and it does matter on this thing...but you seem like such an "Old Soul." I really felt nurtured by your "frond of conch." Thanks!

As a health care professional, though, I cannot condone smoking cigarettes as a viable comfort from one's life conflicts! You are temperarily trading one set of problems for another...and then magnifying BOTH as the end-product. You are adding stress to your body with the smoke. Nicotine is a stimulant! It can be worse than using alcohol for stress relief...depending on how much one uses for relief.

Blondie: Why are you so obsessed with the hairs on your areolas? Just tweeze them out already and get on with your life...or leave them in!

Sucking on escargo...hummm. I usually like to sautee them in butter sauce and serve them with spinach.... 🙂

How 'bout I make you some and serve it to you on the beach at sunset...with a fresh tray of chocolate bon bons....?

May 9, 2002
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Hi, scherza, and thanks. For both the compliment and for the advice, altho, I must say that if one knowing clings to one's addiction, as do I w/ cigs, one should at least find enjoyment rather than chore, No? -- I mentioned on another thread abt when 'my ego is quiet and something else speaks through me.' That One is the old soul, but this ego will accept the compliment for there are times that I know it's the truth. --- Anytime you find me sitting here and wish to curl up, please feel free. -- I feel the same way about Blondie and Molly, at least when Blondie doesn't seem to be goinf 10000 mph/sec, hard to find a lap then!! hahahaha Glad you enjoyed the conch, I enjoyed the dive and the coooking. 😉

May 9, 2002
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Blondie, is this a side effect of living next to the sewage plant?

May 9, 2002
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You are a beautiful soul, Blondie....

I always thought that a werewolf gets MORE hair instead of less?

Sucking snails is rather crass.... I guess I read your passage a wee bit too fast....

Nikka...is that name short for "nicotine?" Or...are you an Aussie with fixation on nickers? (Just kidding.)

I have said for years, "Treat yourself with reverence." I think that you are the embodiment of that adage. I have to keep repeating this to myself like a mantra sometimes....

Are you near a sea?

I grew up on the Gulf of Mexico coast. The sea was my refuge. I just love this cyber holodeck....:)

UK Polly: It might-could be a side effect...of the sewage dump, but most likely it is estrogen depletion. We women have testosterone in combination with estrogen naturally in our bodies...when estrogen depleats, the testosterone doesn't...and subtle masculinization occurs...as well as genetic hair patterns emerging. Or Blondie just likes to pull her her out a lot.... 🙂

Blondie: Quit that!

May 9, 2002
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I live about 15 miles from the North Sea - brrrrrr!

Blondie could try pressure stockings on her head? It would keep her hair from falling out. (Are you still reading, dear, or have you given up on the DVT toipic now?).

May 9, 2002
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Pressure stockings on her head?!?! HAHAHAHA!!!

I met a young gentleman in the elevator from the inner city a few hours ago...and he looked like he had a pressure stocking on his head. I should have asked him if it kept his hair from falling out. There is a research paper in this!

Can we use your head for medical science, Blondie?

May 9, 2002
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OH! and this is TRUE! When I lived in the UK in the early 1980s, I caught a glimpse of the BBC night time news where this group of men would go out into the cow field somewhere in the British Midlands (they do some weird things in that part of creation!)to have cows lick their heads in order to make their balding heads regain the hair they'd lost. Right there on the evening news...! My best friend at the time was 88 years old...and we were eating a meal...and she nearly choked on her food for laughing! She says, after regaining her breath, "what WILL they think of next?"

May 9, 2002
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Blondie, I doubt the werewolf is in your future, one would tend to grow hair all over, I think, not have it drift to new body parts! 😉

I recall a cat of mine 30 years ago? about, that decided to play that same sort of game while I was practicing leg kicks. She was a flying cat for a few seconds, winding up through the dining room into the kitchen and 'bang' off the fridge. Not quite the same as yours' sword trick, but I've started laughing again about it. Hadn't thought about Rachel for many years now.

Gawd, Scherza, reverence, wow. Thought I'd just be accused of being a very cunning, baffling and powerfully addicted to nicotine human being. Live near the sea now, about 35 miles I guess, don't really know how thick Jersey is w/ anything but traffic!! Thank you again. Nikka is just Nikka, very American, southern american living here in the true Sahara of the Bozarts. Most born southerners have an inferiority complex about from whence they hail and I did too till I moved here last year. I now see that Jerseyans are as insipid and vapid as any southerner I have ever met, and that for many a bit of inferiority complex wouldn't be a bad rx for healthier humans. 🙂

I too love this cyber-holographic beach. Sometimes I feel as though I am where I love best to be, and with this wonderful coterie of boundaried friends. -- Would someone reoil my back, please?

Thank you. Maybe hair and fingers again tonight, Xena? (((hug)))

May 10, 2002
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Love it, never mind. Especially not today under the sun w/ this o, so good lemonade and not tonight, under the stars, with the fire and the vast and sandy tribe. Love you, Xena.

May 10, 2002
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And the scuttle of the crabs began as the sun set and darkness crept to the edge of the palms. The the scuttling stopped for the AAC tribe began to pile onto the beach and toward the hut and the little buggers had the life scared out of them by the pounding feet and raucous shouts -- "Hello, sisters and brothers, welcome back," came a voice from just beyond the firelight, Nikka sitting there w/ Mother, watching the night dawn. "Scherza, check by the door of the hut, please. I think there's something there for you."

May 11, 2002
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Nikka...I am looking...by the door of the hut...I am not sure what I see.... I am standing there. There is a red cube about 5 feet tall...the foundation is solidly on the ground...buttressed in the sand. Music eminates from it...if you listen very quietly...from among the gentle crashing of the surf. Chopin's Nocturne No 2 in E flat major....a cello weeps the melody, instead of the usual piano solo. A piano accompanies. An old man I once knew who survived the Nazi air raids on London in 1944 and told me about it in 1984...3 days before he died...is sitting in the hut with a candlelit dinner prepared for us all...he asks me to dance...like he did the night before he died.... The Tribe eats their feast with pleasure...succulant sea food...and Cornish hen.... Ronald and I dance the Last Dance once again. The dance he enjoyed with his wife the night before the raid...when she was his and he was hers and they were in love...before the bombs fell...and his life was forever shattered. A white light gets brighter at the hut doorway...a party of young boisterous English people dressed in 1940's garb are inside the light. Seeing this, Scherza takes over leading the dance with Ronald...and swirls him towards the Light...and as he enters...he becomes young again...and the love of his life takes him in her arms once again...and the light fades into the sky. The full moon bathes the entire Tribe in her warm, silvery love....

Mother speaks to our souls....

"Treat yourselves with reverence. Remember that in the darkness of your own tempests, there is Light for all who seek peace. On your journey...as you pass through your lives...as you seek to heal yourselves...you also give healing to others."

May 11, 2002
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Namaste

Thank you, scherza. Your gift is on "I went down to the sea today." Sorry, there are times when I get confused.

The reverie was beautiful, I trust that Ronald knew prior to his passing that he was among the fortunate ones: to have two women love him so well, favored of Mother, fortunate as Endymion who sleeps in the lap of Semele.

You are quite the harmony, dear. Thank you for that as well.

May 12, 2002
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The sand, dull and shiny at once. Small rivulets flow out to meet the tide. Grey. blue, steel clouds hang like curtains and the everpresent gulls, shriek and croak, their voices crass unlike their glides and delicate flights.

I am waiting here for You, Mother.

Allow me to see Universe in a mango.

May 13, 2002
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I would just about give anything to really set down at the sea and watch the sun go down and take all kinds of pictures, but for today I'll just be happy with what I have.

May 13, 2002
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Good morning, T4C, you can be at the sea, just open yourself to the possibility and find the wonder of this life today. The pictures we take which last are the pictures f this very moment and what Mother teaches us here and now. -- Namaste

May 17, 2002
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Hey, companions. A nice fire tonight? A pig who gives it's life willingly so we may celebrate? Coconut milk, avocados, mangos, some freshly baked basil bread and a never empty salad bowl.

How bout a luau? Been so long since the hut's been used. But I've aired it out and reswept the beach and Mom promises to come and be with us if we gather.

Ya game?

May 20, 2002
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I can pack the leaking one, but why would you want it? 😉

May 20, 2002
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Buenos dias
How is everyone this very fine Monday morning? Back to work after five days off, and I am ready. Didn't get much time in the grass shack this weekend so I thought I would just check in. We in N.M had about five drops of rain and it does smell so good. Hope everyone has a great day! I already told myself,I said "chica your going to have a good day and aint nobody going to take that away from ya" let's see if I just bullshited myself or if I am for real! LOL

May 20, 2002
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Morning Blondina and T4C --
So tired today. Does me good to hear both of you chipper. -- Did some spirit work this weekend and it's left me drained. Not depressed, just tired and feeling a touch empty of some negative stuff. Need some time to refill w/ unleaded! haha

Love ya both.

May 20, 2002
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gracias amiguita

Why COOOOOLLLLLLLL Blondie maybe you can teach me some new words.

Nikka take some time to get a refill, I think I am running on full today. Just set by the sea and enjoy the moment. Take a time out for you!

May 26, 2002
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Weather here is cloudy. It's rained some, Blondie, but only wet the road and driveway. Go figure, no earth wet!!

I will disagree with you, dear. Please undertand that that doesn't mean I don't respect your experience.

Now, commeer, and rest your head on this lap while Mom sings to us through the crash of the waves.
XXOO
((((((((((((((Blondie))))))))))))))))

May 26, 2002
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Thanks, Babe. You are a wonder!;)

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