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The Nightmare has Begun
August 22, 2006
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Well my friends...

If you have been following my story, the Nightmare has begun. I have begun phase 1 of getting out, and it aleady has caused a hostile response. I am very scared.

August 22, 2006
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Steady, my friend. Keep your eyes on the goal. You can do this.

- Strong

August 22, 2006
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Thanks Strong, I don't think I can. I am so scared. I wish I could run away.

August 22, 2006
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(((P&L))),

We are with you. When you feel scared, picture me standing with you....holding your hand...and giving you strength.

You can do this.

Love,
Lolli

August 22, 2006
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I bet that is a cute picture, Lolli. I picture you as so adorable. Thanks, I am still scared...if you only knew the story. I feel like I am going to have a heart attack. I never imagined such a thing...

August 22, 2006
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Dearest P&L, I hope you have someone in your life that can be with you at this time. Please stay in touch with us daily, we are worried. I don't know what else to say except, I care, wish I could do something, and I have been praying for you. gg

August 22, 2006
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Thank you, gg. I wrote back to you at the same time! Hugs, P&L (I almost just signed my real name!)

August 22, 2006
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P&L,

One thing you don't know about me.....I may be cute...but I'm small and I'm wirey. Ya gotta watch out for me, ya know.

Just let someone mess with you while I'm there!

Always remember.....stick and move, stick and move.

Lolli

August 22, 2006
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Lolli

I am small too! I am very skinny...I used to be very, very strong, but now I am a bit wimpy, maybe still stronger than most chicks my size.

Maybe it is time to take my self defense refresher course....that is if I make through the next two weeks...

I have been telling people what stuff they can have of mine if something happens to me. How sick is that?

August 22, 2006
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((((((P & L)))))))) Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Remember who you ARE!

Remember that you are an overcomer, a survivor, a fighter! Be strong, my friend!

Love, Plz~

August 22, 2006
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Try to sleep and eat well and take your meds! Dont dwell on what if´s that you know are self defeating. If you cant help it, meditate and pray. And above all, think of others who have been in your shoes. Maybe youll come up with even better solutions than they found for their situations. Keeping you in my prayers. (P&L)

August 22, 2006
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Thanks, plz and sini. I'm scared.

August 22, 2006
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P&L, understanding only that you are going through a very difficult ordeal, know that I am praying for you to have the right words when the time comes, that you will have a strength to face all that happens. Courage!!!!

August 22, 2006
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P&L..
I know your feelings...I just told my stbx that I am going after the kids..and told my family if something happens to me, that I love them.
it is scary..but it will be over soon..

we can do this..don't be scared..
but I do not know your whole story

nvr

August 22, 2006
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P&L, this is so off the subject and I working on being honest, okay on this site...I don't like typing P&L, sometimes want to type PL or PAL....my fingers just don't flow naturally to P&L...just wanted to let you know and hope you take it as a source of humor during this difficult time. Maybe my hands are too small???

It saddens me that you are scared...

August 22, 2006
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Brynnie- Thank you. I know you don't know the whole story, because I am afraid to tell it. However, your kind words mean so much. I guess I am just venting. I need a place to say "I am scared" over and over. I guess I could just keep typing it on the screen, but I feel heard when people like you write back....my heartfelt thanks.

nvr- I don't think I ever understood the courage and fear of a woman who had to leave until now. Where I grew up, it was unheard of and not discussed if it did happen. I almost thought it could never happen to me in any way, shape or form. Well, it happens to people of all groups, classes, religions, and ethnicities, at work and at home. It is such a pervasive, rampant problem. IF I survive this, I will go on to help others who feel helpless, and I will try to educate people that women who leave weren't cowards who turned into courageous people. Many found themselves in situations they never expected and had so much trouble getting out of, because it can be so tricky and threatening. I doubt most people get involved with others in any situation, because they introduced themselves as "Hi, I am John Doe, and I am going to make your life a living hell someday, so come be a willing participant." We can look back and say, I should have gotten out a earlier, but I think many of us honestly thought we could help ourselves and our situation only to learn much too late that we cannot control it...we let it control us, and getting out will not be a easy.

Did I say I was scared?

August 22, 2006
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all nightmares have an end, keep that in mind when you are scared...it will come to an end. And something someone told me (and apparently is some country song...), "if you are going through hell....keep going!"
Be safe, keep posting. All good vibes are with you.

August 22, 2006
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P&L, Did you read the thread about the nice story that I sent? It cheered me up and took my mind off of things today; will you read it?

August 22, 2006
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(((P&L))) I haven't been keeping up but I wish u the best. Stay strong this will all pass and it'll be a part of your past. Stay Strong!!!!!!

August 23, 2006
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which thread, gg?

Ya know something is seriously wrong, when your parents (who defined me by my successes) are more interested in watching TV than talking to me about this urgent problem...

August 23, 2006
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thanks chinita!

well, maybe I should try to get some sleep. I am very tired. Thanks for your support everyone. HUGS.

August 23, 2006
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Have a good, strong and "CONFIDENT in doing the right thing" day!! 😉

(((P&L)))

August 23, 2006
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P&L,

I'm sorry you are scared... and you can say it as much as you need to here!!! Over and over.... we'll listen...

I hurt for you when I read that your parents would rather watch television than talk to you about your problem. OUCH!!! That is painful. I grew up with a very disinterested mother (my Dad killed himself)... She didn't have the energy to be involved in my life.... she just stared at that silly boob tube for hours and hours!! Actually, she still does. If I talk to her. It's in her living room, with the television on. While I'm talking, I catch her looking over my shoulder to see what she is missing on the television. It makes me feel horrible, so I understand how you must feel.

My problems are nowhere NEAR as dangerous, scary or urgent as yours appear to be BUT it would be nice to have someone give their undivided attention regardless!

Stay strong!! Thinking of you...

(((P&L))))

TC

August 23, 2006
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Thanks, Jenni & TC

My dad helped late at nite when he was done. He is very smart, but I had to wait.

I have been sick today (I am dealing with a health situation on top of this), and I just couldn't deal with it things today. I seem to be well enough every other day. I do phase 2, but I don't think I am up to it right now.

August 23, 2006
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HEY, wait a minute! I just realized I am a lot stronger than I thought!!!!!!! IF I weren't so tough, this wouldn't be happening. They would have stomped on me and scared me off a long time ago!

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