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The dream thread
July 27, 2002
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Wow Blondie NYC! You do have an interesting life. I have always wondered what it would be like to be apart of a mob. PTSD, nightmares, and really being shot at...my God, you are a strong woman! The courage it took to stand in front of your Ex and not show your fear, even though you felt it.

Boy, I really hope your God blesses you with peace and protection. I really, really do. I really admire your strength Blondie NYC. Your life would make an interesting book, I would buy it! 🙂

July 27, 2002
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Incredible! Give us the title one day when your book comes out. Ok? Ok!

July 29, 2002
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Hmm... interesting about the crying thing honeymajig.But I don't cry about anything specific. I just sit there, sometimes on my own,just crying in a dark room,balling my eyes out! Wierd! Sometimes my therapist is too in this dream.That surely says something!

Toffee, it sure is anazing how our mind play this game! I mean, cos we repress stuff, they come out in our dreams.....strange...

August 1, 2002
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Last night I dreamed I was in high school again. It was the last day of school and everybody was saying their good-byes. People were actually talking to me the whole time. The most common thing they told me was that I looked a lot happier now. I seemed to fit in and the others wanted me to be around for once. I looked happy.

August 1, 2002
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cause u r getting happier, are you happy to have your pricacy and indep w your parents gone?
Maybe u should get your own place

August 2, 2002
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I had a dream that My mother was sleeping and my sister and neice were singing very loudly and I was getting mad cause they were going to wake her up. Then some lady came over to visit (in the middle of the night) she was talking loud and singing also. I was getting mad and trying to hit her, but the more I kept trying the futher away she got. I kept warning them that they were going to wake her, but the wouldn't listen. My mom was woke by the noise and said that it was alright cause she was already awake and she went upstairs.

weird. I guess I was having mental noise last night.

August 2, 2002
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I had a dream that an evil Shirley Temple zombie was attacking a ski lodge I was staying at - everyone there was holed up in the lobby and she marched in with a butcher knife and started killing people, and I had to help kill her - but because she was a zombie we had to hack her up into pieces. Then the police came and I had all these stab wounds on my stomach and chest that they were taking pictures of. Weird.

August 3, 2002
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I had another baby dream. They keep coming at me! I dreamt I was giving birth, and it hurt like hell and took what felt like forever, but then the baby finally started coming out and I was so jazzed I wasn't even hurting anyway!

August 3, 2002
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IT WILL hurt like hell.

Its SOOO imp to do visualization exercises and practice breathing. YOU also need to understand that your body is doing exactly what it innately knows how to do from hundreds of thousands of years of evolution.

The doctors are not all that.

YOU have to have trust and faith in YOU and your body.

August 3, 2002
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no i want to prepare her

August 9, 2002
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Don't know. Probably something about parental acceptance and forgiveness. Or maybe you've been watching too many chick movies. But thanks for bringing up the thread because I had a dream last night too.

I was my age for once. But I was playing around in the playground of my old elementary school. There was a basin full of sand sitting right on the edge of the playground/parking lot. It was more like a bird bath full of sand. I was making shapes in it for fun. Eventually I got around to playing on all the rides.

That's when my nerd friend drove into the lot. He was picking me up so we could go to the movies. The passenger door opened, and out came my movie girl. She looked happy to see me. At that moment I felt relief that I didn't sculpt a penis out of the sand in the basin. I don't know why I thought that because I wasn't even considering sculpting a penis earlier. I smoothed out the sand just in case. There were a few stones in the sand as well.

We all got into the car and next thing I knew we were in an apartment. Now thinking about it, the apartment was a lot like my jerk friend's apartment, but in my dream it belonged to my nerd friend. He sat across from me, and my movie girl sat in a recliner next to me. We watched tv for a while. After a bit, I noticed that my friend had fallen asleep. The movie girl hopped her chair around so that she was facing me. Our knees touched. That's when I woke up.

August 9, 2002
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whooooo touching knees! That must of been a wet dream for you Silence..hehe

Omg that penis sculpting thing had me almost peeing myself:)

August 9, 2002
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Techinacally, wouldn't that make her a Utah girl? (no offense to utahgirl on here.) And it wasn't a wet dream. I don't have wet dreams. I jerk it way too much when I'm awake to build up enough steam to have wet dreams. Oh yeah. Something else about the dream. I took notice that she was wearing a grey sweater. I was wearing exactly what I'm wearing now oddly enough--short jeans and a red t-shirt. I never really noticed clothing before in a dream.

August 9, 2002
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ya get a girl, go carve a large penis out of candle wax at your local night club and watch em come.

August 9, 2002
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The girls or the candle?

August 10, 2002
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I always dream that I go back to high school and struggle through it, I can't find classes or get lost in the halls, or forget alltogether what class I am supposted to be in. Even though I have graduated in my dream I go back to just go back. Last night I had one of those dreams and every one who ever hated me was there and picking on me. Some boy was making fun of my jeans cause they were ripped (bookers old work pants) so I kicked him in the head and told him I can be anyone I want to be.

I don't understand these, but I always have them.

August 13, 2002
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I'm not touching that one with a 50 foot pole.

August 13, 2002
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I had a really disturbing dream last night that both my parents were really manic and I had to sneak tranquilizers into their food to make them calm down because they were totally freaking out and trying to kill people.

We were in Sam's Club (a warehouse store like Costco) and there was a huge aisle filled with desserts, but the desserts weren't packaged, or refridgerated, so they were melting all over the place, and I kept alternately chasing them and being chased BY them, and my Dad had a big knife he was cutting slices of cake with. And Breyer's Vienetta ice cream thingys - those are soooo good.

I think I cried out in my dream because I woke up right as I had crushe the tranquilizers into their coffee, and my hubby was stroking my hair in his sleep (which he does when I sleep restlessly, for some really nice reason.

Oooo- I had a question. Has anyone heard of night terrors? I used to get those all the time early on in my recovery and all the time before I got counseling for the rapes. I would wake up and not be able to move and I was sure someone was in the room with me. I hope I don't ever get those again, knock on silence's head. ha ha ha

August 13, 2002
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At least now I know that it's good for something.

August 13, 2002
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I fell asleep for a few hours this afternoon. I had a dream that I was on my computer looking at porn. There was one link I clicked on that turned my screen black. It looked like my computer crashed so I pushed the power button. The computer restarted, but wasn't coming up properly. For some reason there was a little LCD readout on the side of my computer. It kept going berserk with weird messages. I thought I had a virus. I tried to push the key command that would run the virus scan (Key command?) and a meesage came up saying "Nice Try." I was definitely virused. THe computer finally came up, but now the desktop was different. There were new icons like someone else had taken over my comp. I couldn't delete them. I tried push ctrl-alt-delete but the shutdown screen wouldn't come up. I pushed the reset button on my comp, but it wouldn't go down. My computer wouldn't shut down and I couldn't do anything to it. The last thing I did was open Norton Utilities, but the computer wouldn't let me do that either. I was stuck with a virused computer that wouldn't go away. I woke up around this point.

August 14, 2002
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I found for some reason that having a dog in my room with me helped - I've had four close dogs. A cocker spaniel named Booba, a dalmation named Beamer, my mutt named Dingo and my other mutt Norman. I still have Dingo and Norm, but the first two passed away. But the dogs always jumped into bed and licked my feet or laid next to me, and if they touched me I could get out of the terror faster.

August 14, 2002
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I dreamed that I was in school in PE and we had to play volley ball but I did not want to. I was crying and a teacher came up to me and I went off on her and passed out and then I was put away in the looney bin.

August 16, 2002
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I just remembered a dream I had this morning. I had completely forgotten it, but I saw a cell phone commercial on TV and something came back to me. I was driving in my car, or walking along a highway. I don't know which, but I was moving along the road. Anyway, I noticed that there seemed to be a lot of satellite dishes and towers stationed along the highway. I figured that they had to be there to ensure that people could have a good connection when using their cell phones. I can't remember anything else about the dream.

Not too exciting, I know. Just another dream.

August 17, 2002
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I dreamt that i had a large rock tied to me by a number of crazed people who were shouting "if she sinks, shes a witch!"
Then they pushed me in a big murky pond and all i could see under water was Silence wacking off. It was disgusting.

August 17, 2002
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Nice to see I still haven't lost my repulsive touch.

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