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the afghan sisterhood walk to recovery
November 4, 2006
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give me until 1 I will be back then...can you be here...time difference then..

November 4, 2006
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1 would be 12 our time GG?

November 4, 2006
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Is that ok...it is 11 now, is that ok? can you be here?

November 4, 2006
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noon here for us LL, and hurry back from the potty LL, Mich, I will be here for you ((((mich))))

November 4, 2006
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yep no problem on this end..

November 4, 2006
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thank you, I LOVE YOU BOTH

November 4, 2006
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Mich you take care here in the next couple of hours and then will talk about your mother...and GG I will be right back..

November 4, 2006
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Love you too Mich and you too GG...ok brb

November 4, 2006
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I need to admit to a problem, but I am sure you already know...you are wise..doing this before I chicken out

November 4, 2006
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I'm back... ok GG what's up...if you feel the need to share...I'm here for you..

November 4, 2006
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GG- hope that you are typing...I will have about a half an hour before I get interuppted again by you know who...I just told him to stay away and give me at least a half an hour...

November 4, 2006
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this keeps happening with me and I don't know what to do; gonna type it real quick and send, ok

November 4, 2006
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now i feel rushed, competing with an alcoholic ex...tell him gg said to f*** off

November 4, 2006
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ok

November 4, 2006
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isn't that sad GG...if this meaning you and Mich which are more important to me have to feel rushed because of a self -centered SOB in my own home- THIS SHOULD BE MY WAKE UP CALL because right now I am getting pretty fricken pissed off at him...I hate everything he has done to me, I hate him for taken time away from the very people I love...

November 4, 2006
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are you still here...

November 4, 2006
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a LOT of stuff is swirling in my head ever since last week, and I just need something,,,,not sure....
guess confused, who knows

anyway, I had some issues last night also...but, I can't help it, when someone else has issues, I feel bad bringing mine up; it doesn't matter who it is, you, mich, cyn, need, army,...anyone...then I hold them in and they eat inside, and then I go downward...using what energy I have trying to help whoever is in need, trying to ignore my issues...If I want to bring them up in the middle of something, I would feel so selfish...I want to say, help me, someone, talk to me, can we all do this together, but the inner me, says, gg, you are not worth it...your problems are nothing, not worth anyone's time...they have much bigger issues....don't waste their time...and then I feel really, really sad...

You know that i have this problem as you have called me on it before...It is not getting better, and yet, I too am hurting today...

Also, don't feel like I help very much here either...I am not a strong one...we do tend to lean on you LL and others like mamac, strong, and I think now, cyndra.....

well, that is my feelings...

November 4, 2006
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okay, LL??? I hope you are typing...

November 4, 2006
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first GG...you help me just by being here. What we have going on in here would not be the same without you...seriously. We all are in this together and this "togetherness" is what is helping each of us...

Perhaps you do not feel as strong as Cyndra, myself and others come across...again I can speak for myself...but where I am at today has been a process. Yes, I feel strong in many ways however I do know I am not in the clear just yet. If I feel that I need to vent or ask for support - I HAVE TO even if my timing is not the best timing like say when someone else is having an issue. GG, you need to share...when you feel that you need support you need to ask and don't hold back. You’re coming to realize that it is not healthy for you. Now I don't want to sound like I'm repeating myself but perhaps start a thread (if you feel comfortable) that you can vent on, you can share your fears and worry's or maybe at those times that you need additional support start a thread like Mich has done ...to open it up to others to give you support esp during those times maybe one of us is having a crisis sitz.

During the last week, Mich, You, Cyndra, Need and myself ALL issues we needed to talk about. And for the most part we managed, we took care of ourselves….Mich started a thread, Cyndra started a thread and Need did as well. Now for me the reason I CAN’T do that is because then it means that I am pulling away from you guys because either I don’t want to bother you all with my problems (just like you feel- I tell myself that my problems are insignificant) or I want to shut myself off- which is not healthy for me. You need to do what is best for GG. You need to take care of GG.

And you are right about saying… “hey we can do this together…” If you too are having issues, just like Mich is experiences this morning…share, do let fear stop you. You never know if what you’re feeling Mich, myself or any one else just may relate to it.

I don’t know GG- but all of us have to stop telling ourselves that we are not worth it. We have to start taking care of ourselves. If you are in need of support- don't hold it in, ask, let it out.

November 4, 2006
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I feel the same way about starting a new thread...like I am leaving all of you and plus, I am a small group kind of person...I am also non trusting of new people; have to get to know them first...but I will consider it LL, because all of this hurts so much inside...

I also don't share at times, because I don't want anyone to take things the wrong way, or to blame themselves...I think mich and I have master's degree in that area...

Yet, LL, I want to be heard, I want to be held, I want these held in tears and fears to fall, otherwise...I feel like mich last night...desperate, desperate to relieve pain.

November 4, 2006
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good morning sisters;

I had a problem with the computer last night.. wish I had a hot date after work but I was here going CRAZY because I wanted to keep in tough with everyone.. and wondering about all of you.......
Just fixed the problem.. it was so simple..just had to turn the switch to on for the wireless service..duhhhh!!! Quite frankly thanks for thinking that I might be a stable one of the bunch but I don't think quite so..
I can identify with GG-- how it is difficult to talk about whatever issues because it makes me feel selfish too.. I have been reaching out to be accepted here and I do feel that I am.. hope that I am not intruding either...
I have come to love you all and I really was upset last night when I could not get connected...

SORRY to hear about the miscommunication last night..

Mich-- I have never had the urge to cut but lately anything seems so possible for me.. having a difficult time in letting go of the abusive ex-b/f.. I often wonder if I like pain and to feel rejected.

My mother said to me this morning why am I having a hard time letting ago.. I know that answer ... yet I still am grieving...

November 4, 2006
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((((Mich))))

I am sorry that I had to leave last night. You did NOT run me away. The fatigue I had been fighting all week just took over and I couldn't stay awake. I am very sorry I had to leave you.

You did not drive me away. Mich, I love you and nothing can take that away. You were hurting and I thought you had wanted LL and GG only. I was fine with that, but GG told me it was a misunderstanding and the Jenni let me have it, deservedly so. I don't want to make you feel worse honey. I do love you very much and I want you to get what you need right now.

So, I misunderstood what you were saying. I wasn't hurt or angry or huffy. I was fine. Okay?

I love you.

I won't be around much today. I have my Chinese class then I have to go into the office for a few hours. They cut down trees and didn't tell anyone. I'm going to talk to the PM and I'm pissed about it.

Love you all!! Yes, ALL dammit! Talk to you later this evening.

Love,
Cyndra

November 4, 2006
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Cyn and need, hello,,,Kind of stuck home for the weekend, trying to get over all of this and trying all my new drugs out...oh, what fun!!!All my kids are here for the day, well, they are leaving around 3 for the big college game,,,and for once they are getting on my nerves, because I am realizing how codependent I have been with them...

Anyway, will be home alone for a long time tonight if anyone wants to talk....

need, did you try any paltalk meetings yet?

November 4, 2006
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gonna go take a shower and change, need some caffeine...be back in about 30 or so...

November 4, 2006
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GG-- no I did not get the chance since I was shut down with the computer last night..

I am hurting so much GG

Talked to the pond scum and can't seem to "GET IT"

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