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March 10, 2007
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luvhurts
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I'M PLANNING ON MOVING, I KNOW IN MY HEART & MIND I MUST GO TO HAVE A CHANCE AT A NORMAL LIFE. I STILL FEEL SO USED & FEEL AS IF I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO BE LOVED BECAUSE OF HIS ACTIONS & WORDS TOWARDS ME OVER THE YEARS,
THE MIND IS SUCH A POWERFUL THING- HE HAS CONTROLLED MY WAY OF THINKING FOR TOO LONG.. EVEN NOW AFTER ALL THE HEARTACHE- I STILL "THINK" I NEED HIM IN MY LIFE, EVEN THOUGH HE SHOWS ME NO LOVE, NO KIND WORDS, ENCOURAGEMENT,SUPPORT,ETC... I'M SO MAD AT MYSELF FOR LOVING SO DEEPLY THAT I ALLOWED MYSELF TOO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF. I'M SCARED OF TOMORROW, I'M SCARED I'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO TRULY BE LOVED. THE TEARS FALL & HIS WORDS REPLAY IN MY MIND SAYING " I'M DIRT" . IT HURTS SO BAD.
I SEE A THERAPIST WEEKLY FOR OVER A YEAR NOW, HOWEVER I FEEL LIKE I'M NOT MAKING PROGRESS. I GUESS THE REASON IS BECAUSE I'M STILL IN THE SAME SITUATION? I'VE NEVER FELT GOOD ENOUGH IN MY LIFE, I HOPE TIME EASES MY PAIN & LIFE WILL CHANGE FOR ME WHEN I LEAVE.

March 10, 2007
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Time is the universal healer to all wounds. You can be loved even if nobody is around. If you love yourself, then that is everything. No contact is the best way to get over a bad boyfriend. He cannot take advantage of you. He cannot be cruel to you. And you can focus on YOU. Without him around, making it worse for you. You are not dirt. Don't ever let anyone make you feel like you are dirt. That guy needs to be in the dirt. Yes move away and I bet anything you will see progress. Might be hard, very hard at first, but in the long run, you will shine again. Make this all about YOU. Have a good move and stay positive. You can do this.

March 10, 2007
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Hi luvhurts,

All the trials and tribulations that you've already been through, to arrive at this turning point in your life, can now certainly stand by you, in helping you to take care of your needs - without having an abusive imposter who's ready to continually drag you down because of his overwhelming need to feel superior to you, and who would resort to anything to do so. Once he's out of your life, you'll find you can begin to more effectively heal and recover from this traumatic experience... in the knowledge of and with every hope of eventually totally erradicating those internal manipulative tapes that you were conditioned to believe were true. They need to be deleted as they're just wicked weapons that've been used against you when you were vulnerable, from the warped mind of a sicko. They have no right to even be there, luvhurts, as they are simply deceitful lies. This shift is the opportunity for you to come to realise that you really do have many fine qualities and that you haven't been shown nearly enough appropriate credit and appreciation, for simply being the person you know within... you really are. While it can be difficult to start with, it has great potential to get much easier given some time. Please keep in touch and let us know how you are getting on, luvhurts. Take care.

La Rosa

March 11, 2007
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My plan is to save money and move away from the town Im in now. A new life is what I hope for.
I'm scared of not knowing how things will be when I go, It's crazy that it's almost comforting here because I always know what to expect, Im never disappointed because I know only bad things will happen.
Look what Ive become! It's so sad.
I know there's a wonderful life out there for me, It's just waiting for me to make the 1st move. I will .

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