Sometimes the more webwork we create around ourselves - the harder it is for us - to see ourselves. We lie in order to hide. Is the noise in the attic really a monster, or is it a mouse dressed up as a big hairy thing? You decide... But, you have to go up into the attic to find out.

I don't have enough memory to lie, how do you remember everything? I read once that people lie to prevent pain, shame,consequences,accountability, and then it just becomes a habit, like living out of integrity. Once we cross the line it gets easier and easier. So is it causing you problems now? It would be interesting to know if you are or are not honest with your self.

Sometimes, too - lying is about you being bored and not being true to yourself and the level of intelligence you possess. It takes alot of brain power to lie and manipulate and keep your stories straight. Sometimes, it's just something people busy their brain with in order not to be bored. Sort of like someone who constantly works cross word puzzles or has to play video games all the time. Maybe you need to find your niche in life and give yourself something constructive to do with all that brain power. (smile) You might move some mountains that the rest of us could only dream of. Sometimes we need to look at the stars instead of at our navel. Much more interesting don't you think?