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Taking Care of Myself - part 2
May 31, 2006
3:07 pm
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Hey guys..how's everyone..Me I'm better today...or maybe I'm just accepting today..which always makes it a better day..I was thinking over the week-end..it's been about a year since me & my ex split up...and he's not taking up space in my head anymore..wow it's taken forever to finally get here..he used to be on my mind everyday and know days go by without a thought of him..this is growth..it's taken forever to get here..and I'm so grateful to be here...I was in so much pain for so long over him...I feel like I can start living my life..I didn't know how much of myself I lost being with him..I pray to take better care of myself today..thanks guys for being here for me...Angel1

June 5, 2006
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Hey guys..How's everyone? Me I'm doing ok...I took off work on Friday so I had another long week-end..and I loved it..Took care of something at home..still waiting to here about my closing on my home..it suppose to happen this Friday..I hate leaving everything to the last minute..I wanted to be moved into my new place and have things in order by know but I don't want to do anything till I know for sure if this is going to happen..I was also able to get to some meetings this week-end which I needed to keep me focused and not worry about things I have no control over..Today I try to do things that will help me to deal with life because I have such a hard time doing it on my own..Glad to be here with those who understand me..Angel1

June 5, 2006
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hey angel, dont know your story, mine well half of it, is on "MAMA,BROWNIE,SMARTER GOT DUMBER"
Seems like you are starting over again, not easy. Good luck

June 6, 2006
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nice to here from you smarterone..
my day is going by to slow and I feel so tired..I didn't sleep well last nite..I have so much on my mind with my move that I kept tossing & turning..I'll never get things done like that..I'll be to tired to do anything..I just wish it was over..I hate when things take so long to get through..being patient is a struggle for me..I just want to go home and fall out..but I really need a meeting..we'll see how I feel once I get home and relax for awhile..Glad to be here with all my friends..Angel1

June 7, 2006
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Wow I just had a confrontation with the girl I work with and she walked out..they will end up blaming me for the hole thing I'm sure...I knew she was going to blow..I asked her if there was something wrong because she looked like she was just miserable and she went off..and told my boss she was tired of me and I was such a pain in the ass..man what was that about...I don't understand...I'm sure she was just waiting for this...she's been real edgy with me for about a week and I'm not sure why..I just look at her and she freezes up..well it looks like my job is really on the line know...they will call it harrassment even though I never say shit to her..I just really thought there was something wrong with her..shes just been so defensive like she ready to snap..at any given moment...life is a trip...and my bosses just love her to death..they look at me as the vilian...So this has been my day..full of shit..people have a way of just really making life so fucked up....glad I'm here...Angel1

June 13, 2006
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my job is going down hill fast..I want to walk out..but what will I do then...I keep praying about it..not sure what to do anymore..I have tried to do right..no one wants to see you make it..they are looking for bullshit to put on you..all I can say is if your looking for it your going to find it...I thought I was moving forward..but my life is still going down and I'm just drowing in it..not sure where I will end up from here..I will do my best daily..this is all I can do...Lord please help me..thanks guys for being here for me...Angel1

June 13, 2006
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Hang in there Angel. You are a good person and you just have to keep going to your meetings and doing things that will keep you encouraged and motivated to go on. Work sounds very stressful and I know you are dealing with many different things. Just take things one day at a time and stay supported.

Love, TS

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