Oh well this birthday cant be any worse the last year! He went to work on a Sunday which he never does. I got really sick and he told me he wasn't coming home from work and if I was that bad to call 911. Eventually I called 911 bc I was sick. I told him they wanted to take me to the hospital and he told me to call me parents for a ride home bc he was busy! To make things worse as a standard police officer show up for ambulance calls and they saw some bruises on me. They said the had to contact the bf just to make sure he wasn't abusing me (which he wasn't) I got an irate call from my boyfriend telling me to get all of my stuff out of his house in an hour. I told him no I have no where to go and I am as sick as a dog and could barely move!!!! ASSHOLE.

It cant get much worse then that!

I have stopped changing my life to make him happy, I have stopped reacting to his temper tanturms. Its amazing how differently I see things now. He is a spoiled brat and he is never ever going to change. It feels so good to stand up for myself and feel free. I honestly wasnt sure if this day would ever come. I know I have been so up and down but thanks you everyone for being here for me!